Sep 3, 2023, 10:56:26 AM Eastern Time: Me: I'm unloading my car and getting the rest of my shit from your grandpa's.
Sep 3, 2023, 10:57:39 AM Eastern Time: Cassie: Well, grandpa doesn't want you to not come back. He enjoys you coming out there and I was wrong of saying for you not to come up there.
Sep 3, 2023, 10:59:50 AM Eastern Time: Cassie: So I will just keep my mouth shut because he told me you're allowed up there regardless of what's going on with you and I
Sep 3, 2023, 11:01:12 AM Eastern Time: Cassie: So just take all your stuff back. Because you're only one helping him and up there talking to him and doing anything for him. So I shouldn't have said anything .
Sep 3, 2023, 11:14:49 AM Eastern Time: Cassie: So please don't do that to him.
Sep 3, 2023, 11:20:20 AM Eastern Time: Me: This shit needs to stop. I'm so tired of the fighting. I understand Jesse is going through a shitty time. I understand better than most. But, you also have to understand that actions have consequences.
Sep 3, 2023, 11:24:42 AM Eastern Time: Cassie: Well, if you're curious he's an actual hospice room now and just on a morphine drip . His eyes are completely shut he can't open them or do anything.
But I shouldn't have said anything about you going up there and he said you're only one who cares enough to do that for him.
Sep 3, 2023, 11:28:05 AM Eastern Time: Me: If they think this is the end game, he's probably on more than just morphine. For mom, they gave her meds to keep her asleep. It wasn't morphine. For Tom, the only way he'd pass was when we all left him alone for a little bit. He wouldn't go while we were around him.
It's just frustrating. I shouldn't have gotten so frustrated but every time I ask for you to do something, something with Jesse always comes up. This is obviously different and I should've been more understanding. I was hot, hungry, and frustrated.
Sep 3, 2023, 11:30:16 AM Eastern Time: Cassie: He's on a divan or however you spell it. She wasn't even expecting this. I wasn't expecting this . Her dad will be the same way. He's not going to go while people are there . And she knows that but she trying to hold onto him a little longer.
Sep 3, 2023, 11:31:43 AM Eastern Time: Me: Which isn't quite fair to him, in my opinion. I understand it, but sometimes you gotta let go. He's not comfortable and it's not fair to try to keep him going. That's just my opinion. And everyone's got one and they all suck.
Sep 3, 2023, 11:38:17 AM Eastern Time: Cassie: But I think he's holding on until he's alone to be honest. Hee always been a private person. But it's hard to let go.
Sep 3, 2023, 11:39:53 AM Eastern Time: Cassie: She's letting them make him comfortable. They just not making him super comfortable like they did your mom and Tom. He's still making noises
Sep 3, 2023, 11:40:34 AM Eastern Time: Cassie: He's not on machines just medicine drips
Sep 3, 2023, 11:48:58 AM Eastern Time: Me: They both had cancer though. Not sure how much of a difference it makes. Their prognosis was not good.
Sep 3, 2023, 11:49:37 AM Eastern Time: Cassie: His isn't good either. Massive bleeding on the brain and he laid there from having a stroke for over 24 hours so the brain damage had already started
Sep 3, 2023, 11:50:50 AM Eastern Time: Me: Ugh. That's sucks.
Sep 3, 2023, 11:53:17 AM Eastern Time: Cassie: Yeah he wasn't answering the phone so Kera went over there and kicked the door in because they could him groaning but he wasn't coming to the door.
Sep 3, 2023, 11:55:58 AM Eastern Time: Cassie: His whole left side is paralyzed
Sep 3, 2023, 11:58:04 AM Eastern Time: Me: Sounds like a stroke. It just sucks all around
Sep 3, 2023, 11:59:33 AM Eastern Time: Cassie: But it's a stroke he's not going to wake up from unfortunately
Sep 3, 2023, 12:02:44 PM Eastern Time: Me: Yeah.
Sep 3, 2023, 12:05:07 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: They just asked her to wake him up. His Brain is also swelling
Sep 3, 2023, 12:05:17 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: And she said no.
Sep 3, 2023, 12:05:43 PM Eastern Time: Me: Yeah, he won't be himself and he'll just be in pain.
Sep 3, 2023, 12:07:45 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: And they mentioned doing surgery to try to stop the bleeding and that he would be on a vent and feeding tube rest of his life. And as much as she wants to keep him around . She told me she said no to that as well. She said that not living and he wouldn't want that.
Sep 3, 2023, 12:08:29 PM Eastern Time: Me: Right. And there's no guarantee it'd work.
Sep 3, 2023, 12:13:36 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Yeah that's what the doctor said also,
Sep 3, 2023, 12:13:56 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: So he wants a Viking send off as his wishes . Have you ever heard of that ?
Sep 3, 2023, 12:15:29 PM Eastern Time: Me: Uh, Vikings were burned. I'm guessing he wants a party with a bonfire and a bunch of people to remember him with fun rather than sadness in a funeral home.
Sep 3, 2023, 12:16:26 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: No. He wants to be like they did in Viking times but only state that allows that is Colorado but other states you can do that with their already cremated ashes
Sep 3, 2023, 12:16:58 PM Eastern Time: Me: Okay.
Sep 3, 2023, 12:17:06 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: That's what he told Jesse he has always wanted
Sep 3, 2023, 12:22:53 PM Eastern Time: Me: If she wants to do it at your grandpa's, I can start preparing a place
Sep 3, 2023, 12:26:40 PM Eastern Time: Me: I'm going to lose service in a minute.
Sep 3, 2023, 12:27:29 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Yeah I'll find out. But she wants to figure out how to do one of those send offs somewhere legally.
Sep 3, 2023, 12:27:42 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: I'm trying to research.
Sep 3, 2023, 12:27:54 PM Eastern Time: Me: You can't with a whole body. Most places won't allow it because of sanitation. With a cremated body, it's easy.
Sep 3, 2023, 12:28:30 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: I know that's what she means
Sep 3, 2023, 12:29:07 PM Eastern Time: Me: Okay but you can't. They will not release the body to her. They will not.
Sep 3, 2023, 12:29:10 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Colorado is only state that allows a no shit Viking one
Sep 3, 2023, 12:29:27 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: No cremated I meant
Sep 3, 2023, 12:29:43 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Have him cremated and do the send off that way.
Sep 3, 2023, 12:29:52 PM Eastern Time: Me: If the body is cremated, you can do what you want with it.
Sep 3, 2023, 12:30:12 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: I know. I'm not explaining myself very well.
Sep 3, 2023, 12:30:17 PM Eastern Time: Me: You don't need permission, you don't need anything.
Sep 3, 2023, 12:31:19 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: I know that , but I wouldn't even know where to really begin
Sep 3, 2023, 12:31:43 PM Eastern Time: Me: You just build a pyre
Sep 3, 2023, 12:32:57 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Well, I wouldn't know how to make one.
Sep 3, 2023, 12:36:43 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Do you want the 4 wheeler key?
Sep 3, 2023, 12:51:02 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: ?
Sep 3, 2023, 12:55:32 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Well are you taking your stuff back to grandpas
Sep 3, 2023, 12:58:23 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Hello
Sep 3, 2023, 1:00:45 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Hey
Sep 3, 2023, 1:42:57 PM Eastern Time: Me: I didn't have service and the Internet wasn't working until now. I just fixed it
Sep 3, 2023, 1:42:58 PM Eastern Time: Me: Did you grab a gas can from the bottom of the road yesterday
Sep 3, 2023, 1:43:12 PM Eastern Time: Me: No, I don't want the key. Eventually I'll just install a push button
Sep 3, 2023, 1:43:52 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: No Timmy did. He did y want it stolen he was trying to tell you that
Sep 3, 2023, 1:44:13 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: He said he brought it to grandpas
Sep 3, 2023, 1:44:37 PM Eastern Time: Me: Hmm. I think he was talking about a different can but I'll look.
Sep 3, 2023, 1:44:48 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: It was a small one
Sep 3, 2023, 1:54:48 PM Eastern Time: Me: Ah, okay. I see it now. Sorry.
Sep 3, 2023, 1:55:04 PM Eastern Time: Me: I thought he was saying borrowed one and was bringing it back. I misunderstood.
Sep 3, 2023, 1:55:20 PM Eastern Time: Me: If you go to the house, bring the DE to your grandpa's. This puppy is covered in fleas.
Sep 3, 2023, 1:55:25 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: He didn't want it stolen by anybody so he took it to grandpas
Sep 3, 2023, 1:55:48 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: I'm at the house now. We are all getting showers.
Sep 3, 2023, 1:56:02 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Where is DE?
Sep 3, 2023, 1:56:04 PM Eastern Time: Me: Okay, I misunderstood what he was saying.
Sep 3, 2023, 1:56:16 PM Eastern Time: Me: Under MBR BA sink
Sep 3, 2023, 1:56:35 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Alayna is going to play with Henry and I guess other two will be with me.
Sep 3, 2023, 1:57:15 PM Eastern Time: Me: And where is fylix
Sep 3, 2023, 1:57:40 PM Eastern Time: Me: We do not have a lot of money. You really need to stop fucking driving around everywhere.
Sep 3, 2023, 1:58:02 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: He's hanging out with Summer. He said he wants to come up there when I bring him clothes
Sep 3, 2023, 1:58:23 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Did you get any ups
Sep 3, 2023, 1:59:33 PM Eastern Time: Me: I didn't.
Sep 3, 2023, 1:59:48 PM Eastern Time: Me: Fuck. Can you grab my ear buds? They are hanging under my desk in the garage.
Sep 3, 2023, 1:59:54 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: I wonder if his internet would work so I can do rest of my school work today
Sep 3, 2023, 2:00:09 PM Eastern Time: Me: It's working... That's how I'm talking to you
Sep 3, 2023, 2:00:25 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Yeah. Send me a list of everything you ehat me to bring
Sep 3, 2023, 2:00:45 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: There is no fucking hot water. Just great
Sep 3, 2023, 2:01:00 PM Eastern Time: Me: Just the DE, my ear buds, some energy if you can.
Sep 3, 2023, 2:02:49 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Did you have hot water ?
Sep 3, 2023, 2:04:38 PM Eastern Time: Me: I showered last night
Sep 3, 2023, 2:05:07 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Neither shower has hot water . I am not happy
Sep 3, 2023, 2:05:17 PM Eastern Time: Me: I guess grab the beer from the fridge too. And l, you may want to bring something to cook, if you're going to be here for a while.
Sep 3, 2023, 2:05:29 PM Eastern Time: Me: I'm guessing one of the kids took a bath and used it all.
Sep 3, 2023, 2:05:49 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Alayna was first one and there was no hot water
Sep 3, 2023, 2:06:08 PM Eastern Time: Me: I guess check the water heater breaker
Sep 3, 2023, 2:10:54 PM Eastern Time: Me: Sorry. I keep adding on. Here's a list:
Ear buds
DE
cigs
Beer
Food, if you will be here for a while
Energy, if possible
Sep 3, 2023, 2:12:10 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: I'm gathering up all the stuff now
Sep 3, 2023, 2:13:22 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Since we can't shower .
Sep 3, 2023, 2:14:32 PM Eastern Time: Me: Okay. I'm on the gas line road
Sep 3, 2023, 2:26:31 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Anything else?
Sep 3, 2023, 2:26:48 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Any tools?
Sep 3, 2023, 2:28:11 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: I'll have to stop and get cigs
Sep 3, 2023, 2:34:49 PM Eastern Time: Me: No, I'm fine. Thanks.
Sep 3, 2023, 2:45:14 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Hot water is still not working .
Sep 3, 2023, 2:46:44 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Well I flipped the switch it's working again now
Sep 3, 2023, 2:48:05 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: I was starting to panic that hot water tank was going out
Sep 3, 2023, 2:58:14 PM Eastern Time: Me: I do need to replace the anode. It's easy but it's about $40 to buy one
Sep 3, 2023, 3:01:17 PM Eastern Time: Me: This is where I am
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Sep 3, 2023, 3:05:36 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: How much beer
Sep 3, 2023, 3:05:49 PM Eastern Time: Me: Just what's in the fridge
Sep 3, 2023, 3:05:55 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: I grabbed what you had in refrigerator
Sep 3, 2023, 3:10:03 PM Eastern Time: Me: Are you getting my messages?
Sep 3, 2023, 3:12:23 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Some
Sep 3, 2023, 4:32:10 PM Eastern Time: Me: ETA
Sep 3, 2023, 4:32:46 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: About 30 minutes
Sep 3, 2023, 4:33:06 PM Eastern Time: Me: Ugh. Alright.
Sep 3, 2023, 4:34:38 PM Eastern Time: Me: I guess I'm going to start harvesting trees for next year. I may even get enough to sell to give grandpa the money.
Sep 3, 2023, 4:34:56 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Harvesting trees?
Sep 3, 2023, 4:35:58 PM Eastern Time: Me: Cutting them down, pulling them out, bucking, splitting, stacking. There are a ton of trees that need to come down. The forest is too thick.
Sep 3, 2023, 5:45:47 PM Eastern Time: Me: And you're still not here.... Just forget it.
Sep 3, 2023, 5:46:06 PM Eastern Time: Me: Been an hour and 15 minutes. No word, nothing.
Sep 3, 2023, 5:46:18 PM Eastern Time: Me: Im putting shit away and leaving.
Sep 3, 2023, 5:47:50 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Don't leave yet
Sep 3, 2023, 5:48:09 PM Eastern Time: Me: No, fuck this. I'm fucking tired of this shit.
Sep 3, 2023, 5:48:46 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: We are on our way I had to wait on Henry's mom and that took forever and I tried calling grandpas but it was busy
Sep 3, 2023, 5:48:53 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Please don't leave
Sep 3, 2023, 5:49:33 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: The kids are wanting to see you
Sep 3, 2023, 5:50:05 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: I have everything you asked for
Sep 3, 2023, 5:50:14 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: And something else
Sep 3, 2023, 5:50:34 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: So please don't
Sep 3, 2023, 5:52:28 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: So please don't
Sep 3, 2023, 5:55:05 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: So stay for a while
Longer
Sep 3, 2023, 5:56:05 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Please
Sep 3, 2023, 5:59:11 PM Eastern Time: Me: No, I'm fucking done. I am fucking done!!!!! Its not so fucking hard to fucking communicate. I don't even fucking believe you. You have lied to me for the last fucking time. I am leaving.
Sep 3, 2023, 6:00:09 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: I didn't lie to you.I did call uncle there and it was busy . So please just stay there I will be there soon.
Sep 3, 2023, 6:00:34 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: I didn't think it was going to take that long .
Sep 3, 2023, 6:01:02 PM Eastern Time: Me: You have the ability to fucking text. You're always on your phone with other fucking people but refuse to communicate with me and I'm done with it. You've done it to me too many fucking times.
Sep 3, 2023, 6:02:12 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: I have tried to talk.
Sep 3, 2023, 6:02:15 PM Eastern Time: Me: I'm fucking hot, hungry, and have no god damn cigarettes. I've waited for you for fucking hours. Then you say 30 minutes. Well, it's been over an hour and a half since you said that.
Sep 3, 2023, 6:02:29 PM Eastern Time: Me: Yeah, alright.
Sep 3, 2023, 6:02:33 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Can you please just stay there
Sep 3, 2023, 6:02:53 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: I have your stuff with me
Sep 3, 2023, 6:03:01 PM Eastern Time: Me: And how fucking long this time.
Sep 3, 2023, 6:03:09 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: I'm
Coming out river
Sep 3, 2023, 6:03:23 PM Eastern Time: Me: K. If you're not here in 30, I'm out. Bye.
Sep 3, 2023, 10:33:16 PM Eastern Time: Me: I'll be a while. I'm doing his dishes and I've taken out his trash. I'm going to clean the fridge too. He's getting tired though so I won't stay too long.
Sep 3, 2023, 10:43:06 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Okay I'm
Here to get Kynsley. I may need to get them something to eat
Sep 3, 2023, 10:48:42 PM Eastern Time: Me: Yeah, I'm hungry too. I thought you were going to make food. I just can't stand him having to live like this.
Sep 3, 2023, 10:49:13 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: He didn't have any ground beef. I was going to
Sep 3, 2023, 11:02:02 PM Eastern Time: Me: Hence why I asked you to bring food.
Sep 3, 2023, 11:03:46 PM Eastern Time: Me: I'm just going to head out. I took the trash out and did the dishes. I'm going to get fruit fly traps tomorrow. I'm tired and hungry. I can't stay here with all these bugs. If I set my drink down for 2 minutes, it's covered.
Sep 3, 2023, 11:04:55 PM Eastern Time: Me: I will be back here tomorrow. I have to. I can't leave him like this.
Sep 3, 2023, 11:08:16 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Can I get Taco Bell I'm at Milton Taco Bell but I don't have money for it
Sep 3, 2023, 11:09:06 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Everyone is hungry
Sep 3, 2023, 11:16:36 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Is that cool? Or you want me to go make something at the house
Sep 3, 2023, 11:23:31 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Hey
Sep 3, 2023, 11:28:56 PM Eastern Time: Me: Jesus. I have like $300.
Sep 3, 2023, 11:29:09 PM Eastern Time: Me: I was going to get groceries. But whatever.
Sep 3, 2023, 11:29:13 PM Eastern Time: Me: I'll send money.
Sep 3, 2023, 11:29:41 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: No I'll go home. I just need to know if Kathy is gone. She stopped answering Lilly
Sep 3, 2023, 11:29:55 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: And I will make something
Sep 3, 2023, 11:30:26 PM Eastern Time: Me: No. I have 187. I sent you 100.
Sep 3, 2023, 11:30:38 PM Eastern Time: Me: Fuck me! God damn.
Sep 3, 2023, 11:31:23 PM Eastern Time: Me: Her tablet went offline at 1036.
Sep 3, 2023, 11:32:06 PM Eastern Time: Me: Do NOT get me food. Do fucking not
Sep 3, 2023, 11:32:14 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: So I wonder if she did
Sep 3, 2023, 11:32:40 PM Eastern Time: Me: I dont fucking know. I'm fucking driving there.
Sep 3, 2023, 11:35:10 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Are you sure you don't want anything ? I know you're hungry
Sep 3, 2023, 11:35:33 PM Eastern Time: Me: I'm hungry as fuck but we are fuckin broke.
Sep 3, 2023, 11:35:54 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: I'm literally at Taco Bell right now
Sep 3, 2023, 11:36:12 PM Eastern Time: Me: I'll suck it the fuck up. I'll go without.
Sep 3, 2023, 11:37:04 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: I can get you something
Sep 3, 2023, 11:37:22 PM Eastern Time: Me: WE ARE FUCKING BROKE
Sep 3, 2023, 11:39:07 PM Eastern Time: Me: Good fucking bye. I'll message when I figure out if Kathy is there or not.
Sep 3, 2023, 11:40:31 PM Eastern Time: Cassie: Okay. I can get you something right now !
Sep 4, 2023, 12:01:20 AM Eastern Time: Me: Kathy is here
Sep 4, 2023, 12:02:02 AM Eastern Time: Cassie: Ugh fuck
Sep 4, 2023, 12:02:49 AM Eastern Time: Me: Yeah, im done. You can get her the fuck out of here.
Sep 4, 2023, 12:03:50 AM Eastern Time: Cassie: She told Lilly she was leaving . And didn't . Ugh
Sep 4, 2023, 12:03:53 AM Eastern Time: Me: I am fucking done. I'm so tired of this shit. I fucking work and pay for everything. I fucking try to save money, and no one else does. I fucking bust my ass and I don't get to eat. I'm fucking done.
Sep 4, 2023, 12:04:16 AM Eastern Time: Me: She doesn't have any fucking way to leave!!!!
Sep 4, 2023, 12:05:09 AM Eastern Time: Cassie: She told Lilly she was going to have Jamie come and get her
Sep 4, 2023, 12:05:42 AM Eastern Time: Me: Alright. Its not my fucking problem. I didn't bring her here or want her here. You did, behind my back.
Sep 4, 2023, 12:06:15 AM Eastern Time: Cassie: Well
I'm
Going to have to take them over to bubbas
Sep 4, 2023, 12:06:37 AM Eastern Time: Me: Alright.
Sep 4, 2023, 12:09:52 AM Eastern Time: Cassie: alright well o guess I'm heading towards that now at I even took 60 to give her time to leave and was waiting on see what you said if she was there or not
Sep 4, 2023, 12:15:27 AM Eastern Time: Cassie: So I guess she is not going to leave at all?
Sep 4, 2023, 12:23:48 AM Eastern Time: Cassie: Did she leave
Sep 4, 2023, 12:29:31 AM Eastern Time: Cassie: Guess not . Well I have Kynsley Christina both crying
Sep 4, 2023, 12:47:37 AM Eastern Time: Cassie: Can you help ca You y Sawyer and Alayna in when I get there or no
Sep 4, 2023, 12:57:35 AM Eastern Time: Cassie: Are you coming to help me
Sep 4, 2023, 1:29:26 AM Eastern Time: Me: I can't wait for us to be divorced.
Sep 4, 2023, 1:33:39 AM Eastern Time: Me: You can't even turn off the fucking lights or throw the trash in the god damn trash can??? Couldn't bother bringing fylix back either. Just another reason for you to burn fucking gas tomorrow.
Sep 4, 2023, 1:34:47 AM Eastern Time: Me: I can't even sleep because I'm so god damn hungry. But, go ahead and keep spending money. Fuck this shit. I'm out.
Sep 4, 2023, 1:40:07 AM Eastern Time: Me: Yeah. Bye.
Sep 4, 2023, 2:02:46 AM Eastern Time: Me: I want a divorce as soon as practically possible. I'm so tired of being fucked over. I do my best to provide but it's never enough. I constantly get fucked.
Sep 4, 2023, 2:09:02 AM Eastern Time: Me: Hopefully I'm not here but if I am, do not bring me any food in the morning
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