Jul 16, 2023, 6:00:30 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Lets be realistic. I don't think there's anyway back to us being in a meaningful relationship. You say you care but you'll still go to jesses every damn moment you can. You'll still hide shit from me. You won't be completely upfront and honest with me. You actually never have been. You've been lying to me from the get go. You lied about how old you were. And you kept that going for a long fucking time. I made my mistakes, yes. But i don't think it went on as long as you think. I have not talked to her in a very long time. I do not want to. I made my choice a long time ago, regardless of what you say. If I didn't want you, I would not have done this. I certainly would not have taken the shit I have. After everything, I still cannot get you to be honest with me, without me having to figure it out first. I don't want that. And clearly, you do not want an actual relationship. At least not with me. You want someone that isn't me. I want a relationship where i can have a conversation and not have to worry about my partner losing their shit. I want a relationship where i can have someone over without having to worry about my partner losing their shit or my partner accusing me of fucking my friends wife/girlfriend/daughter/etc. I want a relationship where i can trust my partner to not spend all the money, leaving the family without grocery money. I want a relationship where my partner chooses me over their friends, especially when i need help. None of those are you. Youll never be that. You dont want to be. Im not asking you to be a housewife from the 50s. Im not asking you to do all the cooking or cleaning. I have and do help, quite a bit. Ive asked for parity. For things to be equal. They are not. You do take the kids out more than i do. But, i have ZERO friends. I dont mind you hanging out with jesse. But, i want you to be honest about it and you will not be.
Read everything that ive said and disgest it before responding. I will not be treated like this any longer. I. Will. Not. Thats all there is to it.
Jul 16, 2023, 6:46:36 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I've literally, and I do mean it, ate nothing but two slices of ham since the pizza. It's not your fault, it's mine. As always. And, no, I do not want you to bring me food. I don't want to eat.
Jul 16, 2023, 11:47:14 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Is it good?
Jul 16, 2023, 12:31:25 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Who is here?
Jul 16, 2023, 12:31:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
?
Jul 16, 2023, 12:32:06 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Braylen.
Jul 16, 2023, 12:32:09 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Okay, nevermind
Jul 16, 2023, 12:32:13 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I jeardn
Jul 16, 2023, 12:32:13 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Boomer almost knocked my out the door
Jul 16, 2023, 12:32:20 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Heard*
Jul 16, 2023, 12:32:45 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Don't make the kids clean up the cat shit
Jul 16, 2023, 12:32:51 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Me
Jul 16, 2023, 12:32:56 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Okay tell them no.
Jul 16, 2023, 12:33:13 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'll
Go clean it up
Jul 16, 2023, 12:33:14 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Uh, braylen is here and I'm still in my boxers
Jul 16, 2023, 12:33:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I just told them.
Jul 16, 2023, 12:37:02 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And they all just came in here. Fun
Jul 16, 2023, 12:37:22 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Oh boy
Jul 16, 2023, 1:11:46 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Do you need a paint and primer for chalkboard paint ?
Jul 16, 2023, 1:12:37 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Lmfao 🤣
Jul 16, 2023, 1:12:39 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Probably. The directions will say
Jul 16, 2023, 1:12:55 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I am dying 🤣🤣
Jul 16, 2023, 1:13:21 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
She looks evil
Jul 16, 2023, 1:13:38 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
She's yelling at me. Are we even sure it's a sure?
Jul 16, 2023, 1:13:41 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
She*
Jul 16, 2023, 1:13:57 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I think so . But I don't know how to check them this small
Jul 16, 2023, 1:14:47 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Ugh. Wtf.
Jul 16, 2023, 1:15:22 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
This is very funny. Is that normal for a cat to do ?
Jul 16, 2023, 1:15:42 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Doug said it was a female . But it may not be.
Jul 16, 2023, 1:16:35 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I think she's hungry. Not much of her food is wet anymore. I'll wet some in a minute.
She's shaking like a leaf.
Jul 16, 2023, 1:17:33 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I think the kids have traumatized her
Jul 16, 2023, 1:19:13 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No
Jul 16, 2023, 1:19:13 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm really wanting to transfer the boys and I phones to that mint mobile. I would only have to pay phone bill once every 3 months
Jul 16, 2023, 1:19:22 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Dude. She's driving my nuts.
Jul 16, 2023, 1:19:37 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Lmao better hurry up and stop shitting
Jul 16, 2023, 1:20:50 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Maybe I'm overlooking but I don't see anything about primer
Jul 16, 2023, 1:20:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Maybe you can
Jul 16, 2023, 1:20:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
https://www.homedepot.com/p/Rust-Oleum-Specialty-30-oz-Black-Chalkboard-Paint-301450/307244935
Jul 16, 2023, 1:26:34 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Ugh
Jul 16, 2023, 1:27:41 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Would this be enough
Jul 16, 2023, 1:28:00 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
The 12.98 one
Jul 16, 2023, 1:28:14 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
What are you trying to apply it to
Jul 16, 2023, 1:28:51 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
The wall
Jul 16, 2023, 1:29:09 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
So I can do the chalkboard paint
Jul 16, 2023, 1:29:57 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I've said a couple of times now I don't think it should be applied directly to a wall.
Jul 16, 2023, 1:30:41 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Okay well never mind.
Jul 16, 2023, 1:31:21 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Just do whatever. I didnt say you couldn't do it but this is exactly what I've been talking about. You never listen to me. You never remember what I say.
Jul 16, 2023, 1:31:55 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I know. But I don't think that will be big enough.
Jul 16, 2023, 1:38:30 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Of course you don't. Did you even look at any boards or anything? No.
Jul 16, 2023, 1:42:17 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Just do whatever. I don't care.
Jul 16, 2023, 1:42:48 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No I didn't. I'm making tacos and Mac and cheese for lunch
Jul 16, 2023, 3:51:20 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Is she alive ?
Jul 16, 2023, 3:54:48 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Are you still going to grandpas ?
Jul 16, 2023, 3:58:44 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Shes fine. She's just staying warm
Jul 16, 2023, 3:58:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I was thinking about it. I was going to go get the dog food then head that way
Jul 16, 2023, 3:59:15 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I need towels
Jul 16, 2023, 3:59:17 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Please
Jul 16, 2023, 3:59:36 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Okay, give me a minute please.
Jul 16, 2023, 3:59:44 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Okay
Jul 16, 2023, 4:02:46 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Looking
Jul 16, 2023, 4:06:40 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
She's creepy
Jul 16, 2023, 4:11:49 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Pretty sure one of the kids drew a penis in the road. I wouldn't be surprised if it was braylens
Jul 16, 2023, 4:11:52 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Braylens*
Jul 16, 2023, 4:11:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
God dammit. Fuckin autocorrect
Jul 16, 2023, 4:13:29 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. I'll be back later.
Jul 16, 2023, 4:21:08 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Omg
Jul 16, 2023, 4:21:19 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Sorry I was trying to get Sawyer out of the damn pool
Jul 16, 2023, 4:23:13 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Need anything from Walmart
Jul 16, 2023, 4:23:30 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I don't think so
Jul 16, 2023, 4:23:47 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm ate up from bugs uughhhhhhh
Jul 16, 2023, 4:23:49 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Oh boy
Jul 16, 2023, 4:24:01 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
130° in death valley
Jul 16, 2023, 4:24:21 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I tried to cover it up real quick
Jul 16, 2023, 4:24:23 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
That is disgusting
Jul 16, 2023, 4:24:39 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
130 I would die
Jul 16, 2023, 4:25:00 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
What is disgusting
Jul 16, 2023, 4:25:06 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Are you bringing dog food back ?
Jul 16, 2023, 4:25:20 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
The 130 degrees
Jul 16, 2023, 4:25:26 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
They should have enough for now
Jul 16, 2023, 4:25:42 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'm going to get it but I wasn't planning on dropping it off before I go to your grandpa's
Jul 16, 2023, 4:26:24 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Oh I thought you were
Jul 16, 2023, 4:26:37 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
That's a waste of gas
Jul 16, 2023, 4:27:01 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'm not going to be at your grandpa's too late. I have to work tomorrow
Jul 16, 2023, 4:27:15 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Well dinner won't be done for a while.
Jul 16, 2023, 4:28:24 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Okay. Can you try to at least get the blankets put away? I did a bunch of laundry last night
Jul 16, 2023, 4:29:02 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah : I need to clean down stairs
Jul 16, 2023, 4:29:24 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Ask Fylix to help
Jul 16, 2023, 4:29:47 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
He came back early
Jul 16, 2023, 4:30:01 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I know. I saw him
Jul 16, 2023, 4:30:07 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I did the dining room last night
Jul 16, 2023, 4:31:26 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I saw it looks good thanks
Jul 16, 2023, 4:36:52 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Would you be able to stop at marathon in Milton and get my grandpa a pack of red man chew
Jul 16, 2023, 4:37:38 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah.
Jul 16, 2023, 4:38:10 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Fuck. Ill be back. I didn't get the 4 wheeler key. Dammit
Jul 16, 2023, 4:38:42 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'm going to keep it out there. I'll find a hiding spot for it
Jul 16, 2023, 4:38:48 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Or the hold and black chew I don't know what it's called
Jul 16, 2023, 4:38:56 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Gold
Jul 16, 2023, 4:39:17 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Marathon is cheaper for them
Jul 16, 2023, 4:39:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Okay
Jul 16, 2023, 4:41:07 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Are you planning on leaving the house?
Jul 16, 2023, 4:41:26 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
To go pick up stuff from
Walmart but not right this minute
Jul 16, 2023, 4:41:51 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Can you look for the 4 wheeler key around the black and red bag?
Jul 16, 2023, 4:44:27 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Well never mind pick up is not until 11 am tomorrow
Jul 16, 2023, 4:44:31 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah
Jul 16, 2023, 4:45:14 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
It's not in there
Jul 16, 2023, 4:47:16 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Nowhere around there??
Jul 16, 2023, 4:47:46 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm looking
Jul 16, 2023, 4:49:29 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Not in other red bag not on this table
Jul 16, 2023, 4:49:34 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm looking on your desk
Jul 16, 2023, 4:50:38 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Not on your desk or other table
Jul 16, 2023, 4:51:26 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Fuck me. It's gotta be there somewhere. I really need to clean up.
Jul 16, 2023, 4:58:28 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I looked a few places out there
Jul 16, 2023, 4:58:32 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You sure it's not at grandpas
Jul 16, 2023, 4:59:14 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'm pretty certain. I didn't drive the 4 wheeler last night
Jul 16, 2023, 5:00:02 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
That's where I found it the other day in the 4 wheeler.
Jul 16, 2023, 5:00:45 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Okay. Im checking out now. I'll be back in a little bit.
Jul 16, 2023, 5:02:05 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm getting in shower if I don't answer. I need a shower
Jul 16, 2023, 5:26:41 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
This is not the key is it
Jul 16, 2023, 5:26:57 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No, I have it.
Jul 16, 2023, 5:27:04 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
That is the key for the locks on the gates.
Jul 16, 2023, 5:28:13 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Oh
Jul 16, 2023, 6:43:37 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I totally forgot the chew. Dammit
Jul 16, 2023, 6:47:47 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
It's okay. I was just asking . He didn't ask,
Jul 16, 2023, 6:54:47 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Oh, okay. Then I'll see how things go here. Maybe I'll get it when we leave.
Jul 16, 2023, 7:07:34 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I think Kathy is about to be kicked out of Kirk's moms .
Jul 16, 2023, 7:20:44 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Why
Jul 16, 2023, 7:30:10 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I don't know but I'm going to assume sleeping and not getting a job.
But she said she may not be able to stay much longer up there
Jul 16, 2023, 7:44:30 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Ugh I need like a week of energy
Jul 16, 2023, 7:51:36 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Oh well.
Jul 16, 2023, 7:51:39 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, good luck.
Jul 16, 2023, 7:51:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah well I know. So it sucks
Jul 16, 2023, 8:41:31 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I mean, it's what everyone else does.
Jul 16, 2023, 8:41:35 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
We are heading out.
Jul 16, 2023, 8:46:47 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Huh ?
Jul 16, 2023, 8:46:52 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Heading where?
Jul 16, 2023, 8:48:33 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I want energy .
Jul 16, 2023, 8:48:36 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Ugh
Jul 16, 2023, 9:06:44 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Home
Jul 16, 2023, 9:06:47 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Need anything
Jul 16, 2023, 9:06:50 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
We are on 60
Jul 16, 2023, 9:07:31 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No I don't thanks
Jul 16, 2023, 9:08:08 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You come out hospital road or something
Jul 16, 2023, 9:10:43 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah.
Jul 16, 2023, 9:11:43 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Dinner ready?
Jul 16, 2023, 9:12:03 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm finishing up
Jul 16, 2023, 9:32:47 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Almost home
Jul 16, 2023, 9:33:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Okay
Jul 16, 2023, 11:06:30 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Can you look to see if we have flea treatment for the dogs? If we do, please treat them. I think she has them and id like to prevent an infestation
Jul 16, 2023, 11:08:07 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I do not want the kids coming in my room. She is under my blanket but at my knee area. I don't want one of them accidentally crushing her.
Jul 16, 2023, 11:10:20 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
We do, so I will.
Jul 16, 2023, 11:10:28 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yes I already told them
Jul 16, 2023, 11:22:09 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Wtf is going on
Jul 16, 2023, 11:23:55 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Kynsley won't share cereal
Jul 16, 2023, 11:24:59 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
He ate more than the girls did, percentage wise. He had one chunk of meat left. So i don't mind him eating something, I just didn't want him eating snacks
Jul 16, 2023, 11:33:52 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I know. But girls are wanting to snack too ugh
Jul 16, 2023, 11:34:38 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Cereal is better than cookies and such.
Jul 16, 2023, 11:35:05 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Car is back in the bathroom. She was starting to stink so I put her in the litter box and now she's eating. So I'm leaving her in there for a bit.
Jul 16, 2023, 11:35:11 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Cat, not car.
Jul 16, 2023, 11:37:24 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Putting your car in the bathroom lol
Jul 17, 2023, 12:58:46 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Are you awake
Jul 17, 2023, 1:00:06 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Ugh. Okay.