Jun 17, 2023, 10:44:21 AM
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Cassie:
Of course you're not here . Wtf would you be.
And I know you're going to lie about stuff
Jun 17, 2023, 10:54:17 AM
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Me:
Here we go. Already going to start. And, now you think I want to give you shit?
Jun 17, 2023, 10:55:21 AM
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Cassie:
No because you're greedy !!!
Jun 17, 2023, 10:55:48 AM
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Me:
Oh, yeah, that's why. Not because you couldn't bother being polite.
Jun 17, 2023, 10:56:18 AM
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Cassie:
And now my cig money is gone. So I hope you have extra cigs somewhere
Jun 17, 2023, 10:56:36 AM
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Me:
Uh, I do not. And how is your cig money gone
Jun 17, 2023, 10:56:45 AM
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Cassie:
Why do I have to be polite when you're not polite to me
Jun 17, 2023, 10:56:59 AM
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Me:
Lol, okay. Good bye.
Jun 17, 2023, 10:57:08 AM
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Cassie:
Because stupid 35 came out that I didn't know about.
Jun 17, 2023, 10:57:20 AM
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Cassie:
Yep. See, you just can't help yourself .
Jun 17, 2023, 10:58:41 AM
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Cassie:
So just keep being stingy and all that.
Jun 17, 2023, 10:59:16 AM
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Cassie:
I fucking know you have extra cigs but no you hiding all your shit now. Every piece of it . Because you're afraid I'll asks you for one
Jun 17, 2023, 11:00:35 AM
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Cassie:
And you're doing this shit on purpose too. And don't fucking say you're not
Jun 17, 2023, 11:03:30 AM
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Cassie:
And still doing it. But you made sure to get yourself some. AND DONT FUCKING LIE ABOUT IT
Jun 17, 2023, 11:04:37 AM
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Cassie:
No I have to tell you exactly what I'm using money for.
Jun 17, 2023, 11:16:30 AM
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Me:
Oh my God. You just can't help yourself. You just have to fight. And you wonder why I want to fucking leave!
Jun 17, 2023, 11:18:27 AM
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Me:
Can't even be nice to get something that you want. But, you sure as shit won't bother listening to me.
Jun 17, 2023, 11:23:20 AM
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Me:
And you're going to bitch about money. I just have you 720. How much of the money that you've earned have you given me????
Jun 17, 2023, 11:28:08 AM
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Me:
Alright. Cool.
Jun 17, 2023, 11:29:27 AM
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Cassie:
Yeah. Because you're saying that just to put me down. You make 145k. Year and and you bitch about giving me money.
Jun 17, 2023, 11:29:45 AM
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Cassie:
WTF DO YOU THINK I HAVE TO ASK OTHERS . Because you always bitch. They don't !!
Jun 17, 2023, 11:31:02 AM
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Cassie:
You bitch about 5, 10, 20 my parents don't and they don't ever ask for it because they know I probably can't pay it back.
Jun 17, 2023, 11:31:18 AM
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Cassie:
But you just have to make someone feel like shit because they don't have money .
Jun 17, 2023, 11:31:57 AM
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Cassie:
Don't worry I will fine enough money to go get me cigs
Jun 17, 2023, 11:32:13 AM
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Cassie:
. I wouldn't dare want you throwing up me not having money yo give you back
Jun 17, 2023, 11:36:47 AM
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Me:
Alright. Let's just get this shit over with. God damn. I can't deal with your mouth anymore.
Jun 17, 2023, 11:37:52 AM
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Cassie:
And keep lying some more
Jun 17, 2023, 11:40:17 AM
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Me:
Lying?? Lying about fucking what?
Jun 17, 2023, 11:42:15 AM
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Cassie:
You know what I'm not stupid
Jun 17, 2023, 11:42:21 AM
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Me:
I was actually getting ready to go to the gas station, to get us cigs and get gas for the lawn mower. But, no. You're going over board.
Jun 17, 2023, 11:42:43 AM
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Cassie:
Yeah okay
Jun 17, 2023, 11:43:18 AM
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Cassie:
Don't worry I came up with enough for a pack
Jun 17, 2023, 11:43:58 AM
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Cassie:
Yeah I stole your change and dollar you had laying around
Jun 17, 2023, 11:47:11 AM
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Me:
Alright. This is all because you don't have any drugs. That's exactly why. That's a problem.
Jun 17, 2023, 11:50:00 AM
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Cassie:
No. What's a problem is I was only given money to pay shit and I didn't get to get cigs because 35 came out that took my cig money.
Jun 17, 2023, 11:50:07 AM
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Me:
Yeah, and it's my fault that you spent over 700 already. Completely. This isn't at all your fault
Jun 17, 2023, 11:50:20 AM
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Cassie:
But. You damn sure made sure you got some
Jun 17, 2023, 11:50:40 AM
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Cassie:
I FUCKING TOLD YOU WHAT IT WAS FOR AND THSY IS EXACTLY WHAT IT WENT TO
Jun 17, 2023, 11:50:55 AM
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Me:
YOU STILL SPENT IT. NOT MY FUCKING FAULT.
Jun 17, 2023, 11:51:03 AM
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Cassie:
But no you had 200 to spare for your shit
Jun 17, 2023, 11:51:14 AM
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Me:
Lol, okay.
Jun 17, 2023, 11:51:18 AM
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Me:
I'm done. Bye.
Jun 17, 2023, 11:51:53 AM
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Cassie:
STOP LYING
Jun 17, 2023, 12:59:55 PM
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Cassie:
Thanks for cigs
Jun 17, 2023, 2:00:27 PM
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Me:
Yeah, k. I see you got some of the stuff. Isnt that funny? Your attitude has turned around completely.
Jun 17, 2023, 2:01:07 PM
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Cassie:
No I didn't get anything . I found an addy in your drawer
Jun 17, 2023, 2:01:36 PM
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Cassie:
That I gave you a while back : and I also got cigs . So yeah
Jun 17, 2023, 2:08:46 PM
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Me:
Wow. And you called me a liar.
Jun 17, 2023, 2:10:15 PM
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Cassie:
Actually it was in your desk upstairs. In the middle drawer the big long one
Jun 17, 2023, 2:10:40 PM
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Cassie:
Is where I found it when I was looking for change
Jun 17, 2023, 2:11:11 PM
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Me:
So, you're going to sit there and say you didn't do any stuff? Really. Okay. and now it's not worth me talking to you.
Jun 17, 2023, 2:12:36 PM
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Cassie:
Yeah a small one that Kathy gave me . After I had already done the ad .
Jun 17, 2023, 2:13:01 PM
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Cassie:
And me being out of cigs is what my mood was about . But okay
Jun 17, 2023, 2:14:24 PM
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Cassie:
Also, my sugar was at 53 this morning .
Jun 17, 2023, 2:41:38 PM
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Cassie:
I guess you left
Jun 17, 2023, 4:58:04 PM
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Me:
So much for grocery shopping.
Jun 17, 2023, 5:00:41 PM
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Me:
Alright. So much for that.
Jun 17, 2023, 5:09:56 PM
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Cassie:
I cannot find the card. I have to order a new one. As I told you
Jun 17, 2023, 5:11:31 PM
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Cassie:
You can't compliment on things I have done. You have to say something about what I haven't done
Jun 17, 2023, 6:12:50 PM
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Me:
I mean, you didn't even apologize for the way you behaved today. All you did was make excuses.
Jun 17, 2023, 6:13:06 PM
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Me:
And lied to me.
Jun 17, 2023, 6:14:02 PM
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Cassie:
I did apologize to you. And I'll apologize again. I'm sorry
Jun 17, 2023, 6:16:22 PM
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Me:
You most certainly did not apologize to me. Fuck no you didn't.
Jun 17, 2023, 6:17:18 PM
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Me:
And it doesn't mean much when I have to pretty much ask for it.
Jun 17, 2023, 6:19:20 PM
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Cassie:
Yes I did. You walked by me and I did
Jun 17, 2023, 6:20:30 PM
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Me:
Oh here we go. That's what you always say. But, I certainly didn't hear it. I know I didn't acknowledge it. But, whatever. I don't care. It's not genuine. You really only say what you're thinking. And I see how you think about me. So, don't worry about it.
Jun 17, 2023, 6:23:01 PM
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Cassie:
Well I am folding all the laundry . It's hot in your room so I'm downstairs doing it . Well I'm sorry I'm an asshole.
Jun 17, 2023, 6:43:17 PM
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Me:
Alright. I guess I'm going to make something for dinner. I haven't ate since yesterday morning.
Jun 17, 2023, 7:25:48 PM
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Me:
Thanks.
Jun 17, 2023, 7:31:08 PM
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Cassie:
Thanks for what
Jun 17, 2023, 8:06:01 PM
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Me:
That's the last time I cook something like that for everyone. I spent about 3 hours working on the pork last night.
Jun 17, 2023, 8:06:33 PM
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Me:
Im going to go grocery shopping. If I don't do it now, it probably won't happen. So, I'll just go fucking taking care of it.
Jun 17, 2023, 8:06:55 PM
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Cassie:
I get it . But the kids are picky and Kathy ate a bunch of it
Jun 17, 2023, 8:07:12 PM
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Me:
You couldn't even give me a straight fucking answer.
Jun 17, 2023, 8:07:18 PM
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Cassie:
Do you know if this is clean ? Because I have no idea
Jun 17, 2023, 8:07:24 PM
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Cassie:
A straight answer about what
Jun 17, 2023, 8:07:25 PM
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Me:
Oh well. Fuck it. I don't care. I don't want to cook anymore.
Jun 17, 2023, 8:07:44 PM
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Cassie:
Yeah how do you think I feel.
Jun 17, 2023, 8:08:08 PM
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Me:
I don't even know where those clothes are. So, I have no clue if they're clean.
Jun 17, 2023, 8:08:43 PM
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Me:
About whether you liked the food or not. You weren't even sure about your answer. You said yes, even though you didn't know if there were eggs in yours... So, you just said yes to say yes.
Jun 17, 2023, 8:09:09 PM
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Cassie:
In my room. They don't smell clean
Jun 17, 2023, 8:09:13 PM
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Me:
Alright. Thanks, I appreciate it. Everything has to be about you.
Jun 17, 2023, 8:09:21 PM
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Me:
Bye.
Jun 17, 2023, 8:12:15 PM
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Cassie:
Like I have said everytime I eat or drink it gags me and makes me feel like I'm going to throw up . So don't base anything off my opinion. Because it doesn't matter what it is
Jun 17, 2023, 9:30:35 PM
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Me:
Alright.
Jun 17, 2023, 9:31:37 PM
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Me:
I'm incredibly selfish but just spent $400 on groceries. Couldn't even get meats because the cart was overflowing. I don't even eat most of this food. I barely fucking eat.
Jun 17, 2023, 9:33:23 PM
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Cassie:
I barely eat too.
Jun 17, 2023, 9:34:41 PM
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Cassie:
So I get where you're coming from about it.
And it's seems like no matter how we spend it's still not enough. It's ridiculous.
Jun 17, 2023, 9:37:18 PM
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Cassie:
That night we were both at Walmart I spent damn near 400 and it was like I got nothing in just a couple of days .
Jun 17, 2023, 9:37:40 PM
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Cassie:
I do need to package up the ground beef before the 19th
Jun 17, 2023, 9:37:42 PM
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Cassie:
Fuck
Jun 17, 2023, 9:47:23 PM
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Me:
But you're the one who calls me selfish! I spend so much time and money on shit for you guys.
Jun 17, 2023, 9:49:31 PM
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Cassie:
I thought you were just saying that. Not actually saying you're selfish
Jun 17, 2023, 9:49:33 PM
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Me:
I always prioritize taking care of everyone over taking care of myself. Every. Fucking. Time.
Jun 17, 2023, 9:51:52 PM
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Me:
Alright. I'll be back in a minute. I don't want help. I'll take the you later.
Jun 17, 2023, 9:52:28 PM
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Cassie:
Well maybe you need to take care of yourself also.
Jun 17, 2023, 10:55:04 PM
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Me:
Alright. I give up trying to talk to you.
Jun 17, 2023, 11:27:27 PM
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Me:
What you never seem to understand is that what you say effects me for longer than a few minutes or a few days. It just compounds. You say shit like you did this morning, then act like nothing happened. Then do it again in a couple days. For me, it just builds up until I can't fucking take it anymore. That's where I am, again.
Jun 17, 2023, 11:37:26 PM
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Cassie:
I don't know how to fix it . I've been working on it for years .
I'm always in defensive mode . I wish we had a relationship like we used to . We used to get along really well. I honestly don't know what happened. Probably me .
Jun 17, 2023, 11:39:14 PM
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Me:
Alright. I guess it's just time. I have no friends. I am extremely depressed. I am so depressed, I don't even want to be around anyone anymore.
Jun 17, 2023, 11:41:05 PM
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Me:
As my wife, I was supposed to be able to trust you. I should be able to rely on you. But I can't do either. If I cant trust and rely on you, who can I trust and rely on? I don't have parents. My siblings and I aren't that close. at least not the reliable ones.
Jun 17, 2023, 11:51:44 PM
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Cassie:
I want you to trust me . But I also know when trust is broken it's hard to gain it back . I may not be the best person. But I do try my best to take care of you. Maybe not helping fix a car . I try to make sure you have something to eat.
And things like that . I wish I was a better wife.
I'm not the best mom but I guess I am a better mom than I am a wife.
Jun 17, 2023, 11:52:39 PM
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Me:
But you still do shit behind my back, all the God damn time! How is that trying to gain my trust back??
Jun 17, 2023, 11:52:53 PM
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Cassie:
I truthfully think moving back here was our biggest mistake . Yes being around people, but it's drive a wedge and so much has happened since we moved back here
Jun 17, 2023, 11:53:07 PM
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Cassie:
Drove*
Jun 17, 2023, 11:55:32 PM
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Cassie:
I think you can agree with that also. No, things were not great when we lived out of state, but I don't think it was this bad. At least not everyday anyways
Jun 18, 2023, 12:00:40 AM
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Cassie:
Happy Father's Day!
Jun 18, 2023, 12:00:52 AM
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Cassie:
I know I don't make it easy or enduring
Jun 18, 2023, 12:00:59 AM
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Me:
And you didn't bother answering my question.
Jun 18, 2023, 12:01:51 AM
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Cassie:
You think I'm hiding all this stuff but I'm not But you're right it doesn't help
Jun 18, 2023, 12:12:06 AM
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Me:
YOU HID GETTING MONEY FROM YOUR PARENTS AGAIN
Jun 18, 2023, 12:12:20 AM
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Me:
Someone needs to be watching the girls. You allowed this to happen, you need to be watching them
Jun 18, 2023, 12:12:49 AM
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Me:
Because I'm about to get mad.
Jun 18, 2023, 12:13:40 AM
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Me:
I'm just going to stay in the garage. Night.
Jun 18, 2023, 12:18:12 AM
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Cassie:
They were making fruit kabobs. I'm trying to get all laundry put away so it's not on the couch
Jun 18, 2023, 12:38:34 AM
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Cassie:
Kids incoming !!!
Jun 18, 2023, 1:19:11 AM
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Me:
Is everyone inside
Jun 18, 2023, 1:21:03 AM
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Me:
I hope so
Jun 18, 2023, 1:22:31 AM
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Cassie:
Yes
Jun 18, 2023, 1:22:42 AM
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Cassie:
Well kid wise I hope
Jun 18, 2023, 1:23:14 AM
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Cassie:
Can I get Sawyer to sleep in your bed ?
Jun 18, 2023, 1:23:24 AM
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Cassie:
So I can finish cleaning my room
Jun 18, 2023, 1:32:47 AM
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Me:
He said he's coming to tell you something
Jun 18, 2023, 1:32:52 AM
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Me:
He said he was coming back
Jun 18, 2023, 1:33:44 AM
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Cassie:
Ugh okay
Jun 18, 2023, 1:37:24 AM
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Cassie:
Have I mentioned I'm not a huge fan of sleepovers