Apr 15, 2023, 11:13:30 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Can you tell the girls ava is at the door??
Apr 15, 2023, 11:14:01 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Nevermind. I messaged K and you're busy
Apr 15, 2023, 11:16:23 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Okay, sorry.
Apr 15, 2023, 11:51:59 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, thanks for letting the dogs out back without checking how boomer got out the first fucking time!!!!!
Apr 15, 2023, 11:52:11 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
The side gate was wide the fuck open!!!!. Now Apollo is probably gone!!
Apr 15, 2023, 12:09:02 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Do you have anything
Apr 15, 2023, 12:49:10 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Did you leave ?
Apr 15, 2023, 12:49:18 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yes
Apr 15, 2023, 12:49:28 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Okay I didn't know
Apr 15, 2023, 12:49:29 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Sorry
Apr 15, 2023, 12:49:41 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I told you I was.
Apr 15, 2023, 12:49:47 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I hope the kids and I did kind of give you a bit of a good birthday
Apr 15, 2023, 12:50:02 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I can't even buy you anything
Apr 15, 2023, 12:50:10 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And I feel terrible
Apr 15, 2023, 12:50:14 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I don't want anything.
Apr 15, 2023, 12:50:31 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'll probably be back soon. I don't have anywhere to go or anything to do.
Apr 15, 2023, 12:54:21 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
What was the fucking point of me giving you the credentials for that shit if you're not going to use it??
Apr 15, 2023, 12:57:19 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I didn't write them down. Can you send it again
Apr 15, 2023, 12:58:00 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Good dammit. I guess I will later.
Apr 15, 2023, 12:58:23 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I texted it to you....
Apr 15, 2023, 12:58:27 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
It's not critical
Apr 15, 2023, 12:58:36 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Okay. I'll find it
Apr 15, 2023, 1:00:45 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Someone is at the door
Apr 15, 2023, 1:03:30 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I know a little girl selling chocolate bars
Apr 15, 2023, 1:14:33 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I still feel like absolute garbage
Apr 15, 2023, 1:17:46 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Ugh I'm
Sorry
Apr 15, 2023, 1:24:07 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Apollo wouldn't come in . He's under deck and boomer is in crate
Apr 15, 2023, 1:25:24 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Okay. I guess you're leaving?
Apr 15, 2023, 1:26:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I am just for a little bit
Apr 15, 2023, 1:27:21 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
We have to come back and make this cake for you lol and dinner
Apr 15, 2023, 1:27:53 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You can just stay out. I'm going to clean.
Apr 15, 2023, 1:28:28 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No go do something for your birthday
Apr 15, 2023, 1:28:55 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I. Don't. Have. Anything. To. Do. What don't you understand about that??
Apr 15, 2023, 1:36:56 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, stop asking people if they want to go out with me.
Apr 15, 2023, 1:37:19 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I didn't ask anyone
Apr 15, 2023, 1:37:20 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I wish you would fucking listen to me. Just fucking occasionally. Bye. Thanks.
Apr 15, 2023, 1:37:29 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You're fucking lying.
Apr 15, 2023, 1:38:14 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No I didn't. My mom said doug was going to ask anyways
Apr 15, 2023, 1:53:47 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
K. I'll clean the fucking house and do the fucking laundry. I don't want a dinner tonight. Maybe tomorrow. Bye.
Apr 15, 2023, 1:55:32 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Wow thanks . Kids were excited for making you a cake and dinner tonight
Apr 15, 2023, 1:57:44 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. Yeah, this is what I wanted to be doing. But, of course, it's my fault. Good bye. Just leave me the fuck alone.
Apr 15, 2023, 2:01:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No one told you to clean.
Apr 15, 2023, 2:05:37 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Wow. Thanks.
Apr 15, 2023, 2:06:57 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I may have a sitter if you want to go dos something
Apr 15, 2023, 2:07:36 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, no thanks. Fuck that.
Apr 15, 2023, 2:08:18 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Alright.
Apr 15, 2023, 2:09:16 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I was doing it because it's your birthday.
Apr 15, 2023, 2:09:46 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, just fuck off.
Apr 15, 2023, 2:14:24 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I fucking give up. I felt like absolute shit and still don't feel great but I'll get this shit done. It's fucking bullshit.
Apr 15, 2023, 3:55:28 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
So Alayna was talking to Lilly earlier and as was asking.
I knew this was going to happen. But Tara has to think about it now . I kind of figured that was going to happen .
Apr 15, 2023, 3:55:48 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Now Alayna is all bummed
Apr 15, 2023, 3:56:55 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I figured that was going to be like that because I filed that paperwork
Apr 15, 2023, 4:05:01 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You didn't finish your sentence.
Apr 15, 2023, 4:05:32 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I just forgot my period.
Apr 15, 2023, 4:06:17 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. Why don't you read that first text and you tell me if you'd understand it.
Apr 15, 2023, 4:07:06 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And was asking about going over there to play with Christina
Apr 15, 2023, 4:08:35 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. So left off the important part.
You shouldn't have let her call. We already knew that would happen. We haven't even filed for placement.
Apr 15, 2023, 4:09:38 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And I don't think we should. I can't do all this for 7 kids. I cannot.
Apr 15, 2023, 4:10:35 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Alayna was talking to her when I came down from shower
Apr 15, 2023, 4:11:43 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And you're just now telling me. Of course. Why would it be any different.
Apr 15, 2023, 4:12:08 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Well I'm telling you because Alayna asked me to ask Lilly what they said
Apr 15, 2023, 4:13:23 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And Alayna doesn't understand that
Apr 15, 2023, 4:14:44 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I guess I'll try to talk to Kathy today.
Apr 15, 2023, 4:20:29 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
That really hurt Alayna . And I don't know how to explain it to her
Apr 15, 2023, 4:27:18 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
We don't have to right now.
Oh, and I guess you submitted the intent to home school the girls?
Apr 15, 2023, 4:27:45 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No not yet.
Apr 15, 2023, 4:28:37 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
But I'm sure you've told the girls that, and have disregarded everything I've said.
Apr 15, 2023, 4:28:49 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You know what. It doesn't matter. I can't keep doing this shit. Bye.
Apr 15, 2023, 4:32:30 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Well they have missed and I thought about it and was going to talk to you about it .
Apr 15, 2023, 4:40:23 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No, we've already talked about it a few fucking times. But, do whatever you want. I'm done being the one who makes the money and the fucking maid.
Apr 15, 2023, 4:41:34 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And I'm so glad that someone left the whirlpool turned on. Didn't know that. Turned on the breaker with the tub filled, emptied dish washer, and now the bathroom is filled with water. Leaking through the ceiling
Apr 15, 2023, 4:45:02 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Are you not with the girls???
Apr 15, 2023, 4:47:18 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Uh that was not on when we left
Apr 15, 2023, 4:47:22 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Unless Kynsley did
Apr 15, 2023, 4:48:19 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Thanks for reading.
Apr 15, 2023, 4:48:32 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
When you get home, I'm fucking leaving. I'm not coming home tonight.
Apr 15, 2023, 4:48:59 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Thanks for making this a fantastic birthday. It's been so fucking awesome.
Apr 15, 2023, 4:49:05 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Sawyer didn't have it on either. Wow okay of course you're not. So where are you going
Apr 15, 2023, 4:49:24 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Don't act like you give a shit now.
Apr 15, 2023, 4:49:38 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I didn't do anything wrong for your birthday . Not a single thing
Apr 15, 2023, 4:50:00 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. I'm so done with this shit.
Apr 15, 2023, 4:51:35 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I tried to make it better. But I guess I failed at that
Apr 15, 2023, 4:53:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Here we go. How many days does a pile of dirty shit need to sit in the middle of the floor before you take care of it? I felt like absolute shit.
Apr 15, 2023, 4:54:14 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
How long does laundry need to sit in the hallway? How long does puke need to stay in a trashcan?
Apr 15, 2023, 4:54:35 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
But, you're right. You did nothing. You did make breakfast and did a load of dishes. Thanks.
Apr 15, 2023, 4:54:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Uh I got all the clothes out of the bathroom .
Apr 15, 2023, 4:55:10 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Washed them? No.
Apr 15, 2023, 4:55:38 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Actually there is 2 new pairs from today. I had to change him 3 times today,
Apr 15, 2023, 4:56:03 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And still took him out. Because you getting out of the house is the most important thing.
Apr 15, 2023, 4:56:40 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Fuck my birthday. Fuck this guy. I stayed home, took care of the house, and the kids. You went and got your hair done and swung by your boyfriend's house.
Apr 15, 2023, 4:57:03 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Just fuck it. Fuck it all. Good bye.
Apr 15, 2023, 4:57:08 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I didn't swing by anybody's house. Like wtf are you talking about
Apr 15, 2023, 4:58:15 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You didn't go by Kevin's house on your birthday?
Apr 15, 2023, 4:58:23 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm sitting at the park with with Sawyer , Alayna Jesse Linda and summer. At a picnic table
Apr 15, 2023, 4:58:34 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Now it's at the park. Not at Kathy's.
Apr 15, 2023, 4:58:40 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I didn't go in his house not . did I see him
Apr 15, 2023, 4:58:48 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
K
Apr 15, 2023, 4:58:55 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Uh I never said I was going to Kathy's
Apr 15, 2023, 4:59:11 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You didn't say where you were going, to be specific.
Apr 15, 2023, 4:59:30 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You didn't either
Apr 15, 2023, 5:00:05 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Wow. Alright. Good bye.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:00:13 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Blocked. I can't talk to you any more. I just can't.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:13:42 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'm done. I'm not cleaning anymore. I'm not doing laundry, dishes, nothing. I fucking quit. Im going to do what I want to do and sit on my fucking ass. I hate that you do this shit. No, no one told me I had to clean. But someone HAS to fucking do it. And you don't unless I bitch. But you'll find time to go see your fucking friend. I don't have any friends because of you. You don't give a shit about me. You don't love me. You'll sure as shit take my money. I can't do this anymore. This is the last straw. No, this isn't the only thing. This is the straw that broke the camel's back.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:14:11 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, you'll come back with some fucking excuse. Nothing new.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:16:30 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Why do I hate my life? Because I bust my fucking ass while everyone else sits there. I work and do well at my job to buy all this shit and put food on the table and no one respects me or is grateful.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:17:18 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I wanted today to be a good day. And I was trying my best to not argue with you or anything and that seems all you have been trying to do with me.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:17:23 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Something has to change. And you're not going to. So the situation will.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:17:45 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I went to Sydni's game because she asked me to. Kynsley didn't want to go she wanted to stay and play with Ava .
Apr 15, 2023, 5:17:45 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Another fucking excuse.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:18:17 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, alright. I don't give a shit. I don't do this fucking shit to you.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:18:47 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I don't fucking care any more. You're excuses don't mean shit to me anymore. You'll always have one. For everything.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:20:41 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
But why are you wanting to argue so much today?
Like why . The kids and I tried to make things better. Since you were y feeling well.
I haven't been making up any excuses. I'm really not trying to. I'm sorry you feel like I am but I am not.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:21:37 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You know what, no. I'm not doing this. Im tired of fucking repeating myself
Apr 15, 2023, 5:24:19 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I think I have been trying to do better. But I guess it's not enough . But I have been trying. I was trying to take care of you yesterday .
Apr 15, 2023, 5:24:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
My dad was going to watch the kids if we wanted to go out for your birthday
Apr 15, 2023, 5:26:03 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Oh, never enough again.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:27:01 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I don't want to do a fucking thing but put a 40 through my fucking skull. Same shit, different day. I am so fucking tired of my fucking life. I am tired of busting my ass!
Apr 15, 2023, 5:28:10 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Well I don't want you to do that. I do care about you.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:28:37 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Why the fuck would I want to go out with you? The last time I did that on my birthday how well did that work out? You acted like my mother again. Didn't go so fucking well.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:28:52 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, alright. You don't give a fuck about me. So stop fucking acting like you do.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:29:35 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Care so much about me that you're at your friends house on my birthday while I clean the fucking house.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:30:44 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You left . And didny seem to want to be around me.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:31:07 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yep. Another excuse.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:31:17 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I even said I wouldn't be gone long.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:31:22 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I did ask for a sitter so we could go out if you wanted to. But I guess you don't want to.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:31:38 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No. I do not. I just fucking told you why.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:32:04 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Okay well I'm going to tell my dad then
Apr 15, 2023, 5:32:11 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
K
Apr 15, 2023, 5:32:30 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Talking to you is pointless. You don't read half of it. Or don't comprehend it. I don't know which.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:33:08 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I did comprehend it and I did respond to it.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:34:00 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
About you acting like my mother? Like I've asked you not to do. Like you asking Doug to go out with me tonight?
Apr 15, 2023, 5:34:46 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I don't need another mother. Mine is dead. Ive been on my own for a long fucking time. Long before she died.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:35:03 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I didn't ask Doug. I never talked to Doug
Apr 15, 2023, 5:37:48 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Here we go. So, you'll be technical again. Just like you didn't call the cops. You asked your friend. The end state is the same.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:39:13 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Whatever. You're just wasting my time. Enough of my time has been wasted. I don't give a fuck. You're not my mother. You're supposed to be my partner. We are supposed to share the burden. We are supposed to share the benefits. Yet we share neither. I wonder why.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:39:16 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I didn't ask him anything . My mom said do you think he would want to go out for drinks after they went to the wedding. I said I don't know. He could ask and see
Apr 15, 2023, 5:39:45 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
We are working on it . Or at least we thought we were
Apr 15, 2023, 5:39:56 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I thought
Apr 15, 2023, 5:40:15 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Obviously fucking not. You don't give a shit. Everything else is more important.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:40:44 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No it's not
Apr 15, 2023, 5:40:44 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
On my fucking birthday, which mind you, you make a big deal about, you're with your friend. And this is exactly why I try not to make a big deal about it.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:41:02 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yes, it fucking is. Everything comes before me. Every god damn thing.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:43:42 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I wanted to do something with you . But you do not want to. You don't want to really be around me.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:44:09 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I WONDER FUCKING WHY! IM HOME FUCKING CLEANING WHILE YOU'RE WITH YOUR FUCKING FRIEND.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:45:05 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You didn't before we left
Apr 15, 2023, 5:45:09 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
While I was sick, you made me food, yes. Other than that, all you did was ask if I wanted to go to urgent care. You should know that I'm not going unless I'm really fucking hurt.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:45:35 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And I also tried to get you meds I brought you meds I tried to comfort you.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:45:53 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
God damn. Fuck it. Fuck it!!!!!! Do whatever the fuck you want. Fuck my god damn life. Fuck all this shit. I don't want any of this anymore!!
Apr 15, 2023, 5:47:46 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
So, how much is your fucking ticket
Apr 15, 2023, 5:48:00 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You can't fucking pay it.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:50:13 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. I'm done reading and responding to you. K is asleep on the couch. I'm hanging out until you get here.
Apr 15, 2023, 5:56:56 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
ANSWER YOUR FUCKING DAUGHTER!!!
Apr 15, 2023, 6:01:37 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Are you fucking kidding me???? Now she's fucking crying. I'm sure you'll have some bullshit fucking excuse.
Apr 15, 2023, 6:32:08 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
My phone has been dead and I was cleaning up throw up
Apr 15, 2023, 6:32:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I don't know . They wouldn't tell me and o didn't make it up there . Like I was supposed to
Apr 15, 2023, 6:33:15 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, you're fucked. Your problem.
Apr 15, 2023, 6:33:33 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Dropping K off.
Apr 15, 2023, 6:33:41 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
To where??
Apr 15, 2023, 6:34:05 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You.
Apr 15, 2023, 6:34:24 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I called them and that was supposed to be sufficient e rough for my ticket as the ticket stated.
Apr 15, 2023, 6:34:55 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Bye.
Apr 15, 2023, 6:36:37 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Alright. I'm sure I won't know where you're at later.
Apr 15, 2023, 6:37:04 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Again, don't act like you give a fuck.
Apr 15, 2023, 6:37:14 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'm not cheating. I don't talk to anyone.
Apr 15, 2023, 6:38:23 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I do care. But okay whatever .
Apr 15, 2023, 6:39:09 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No, you don't. Actions speak volumes above words. You just talk.
Apr 15, 2023, 6:39:44 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
But I also try to show you
Apr 15, 2023, 6:41:59 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
K. Bye.
Apr 15, 2023, 6:45:06 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Are you going out ?
Apr 15, 2023, 7:07:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Just stay over there and leave me the fuck alone. How about that?
Apr 15, 2023, 7:08:16 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Alright.
Apr 15, 2023, 7:09:49 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'm just going to sit my fucking ass at this fucking house. Like fucking usual.
Apr 15, 2023, 7:10:28 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I was going to go out with you. I had a sitter and everything
Apr 15, 2023, 7:12:39 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Fucking a. How many times are we going to go over this?
Apr 15, 2023, 7:13:48 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
For one, I don't feel great. I still feel like absolute shit. Like I told you already. Two, I'm not happy with you. Why would I want to go out with you?
Apr 15, 2023, 7:13:55 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Did you get a code
Apr 15, 2023, 7:14:19 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Well I was hoping it would get better so you would want to go out
Apr 15, 2023, 7:14:20 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
For blink, yes. 944229
Apr 15, 2023, 7:14:44 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You haven't done anything to make the reason I'm upset with you any better.
Apr 15, 2023, 7:16:18 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I assume you want me to come home . Is that it?
Apr 15, 2023, 7:16:36 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Not now. Just fuck it. I don't fucking give a shit anymore.
Apr 15, 2023, 7:17:17 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yes you do
Apr 15, 2023, 7:17:34 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No, I do not
Apr 15, 2023, 7:17:51 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I do not want a fucking thing from you. I am here at the house. I am not going out. I do not want company.
Apr 15, 2023, 7:18:38 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
How do I get it to send me alerts
Apr 15, 2023, 7:18:49 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Figure it out.
Apr 15, 2023, 7:20:03 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Okay
Apr 15, 2023, 7:29:28 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Can you hear me on the camera
Apr 15, 2023, 7:31:02 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Just seeing if that actually works for me
Apr 15, 2023, 7:35:43 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'm not near it.
Apr 15, 2023, 7:38:13 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Oh I was trying to see if it works
Apr 15, 2023, 7:42:31 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Just look at the door bell........
Apr 15, 2023, 7:44:01 PM
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Cassie:
I know but I was trying the voice thing
Apr 15, 2023, 7:46:35 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Uh, alright. You can do that shit when you're here. Wtf.
Apr 15, 2023, 7:48:19 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Good bye. I'm so fucking frustrated. I do not want to fucking talk to you. 6+ baskets of fucking laundry. I'll fucking take care of it. I'd much rather be doing something else. I feel like shit.
Apr 15, 2023, 7:49:22 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Then go out with me tonight
Apr 15, 2023, 7:49:42 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
NO!
Apr 15, 2023, 7:50:20 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I feel like absolute shit!!! What the fuck.
Apr 15, 2023, 7:50:37 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You've already been out for most of the fucking day. I was gone for maybe a fucking hour.
Apr 15, 2023, 7:50:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
God damn. I cannot fucking talk to you anymore.
Apr 15, 2023, 7:53:11 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I just wanted to go do something for your birthday . Sorry I won't ask
Apr 15, 2023, 7:57:39 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No. You just want to fucking go out.
Apr 15, 2023, 7:57:52 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Fine. Bring the kids home. I'll take care of them while you go do whatever the fuck you want.
Apr 15, 2023, 7:59:08 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No I wanted you to go go out. If you aren't I am not going . I don't have the money to
Apr 15, 2023, 7:59:43 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And that's why. Not because I'm not.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:00:00 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I don't have anyone to go out with .
Apr 15, 2023, 8:00:05 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Here. I'll give you 100 fucking dollars. All I'm fucking good for is fucking cleaning and money.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:00:07 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, alright.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:00:22 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No I don't want the money. I wanted you
Apr 15, 2023, 8:00:50 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, alright.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:01:14 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
There. I sent 100. Go do whatever the fuck you want. I don't give a shit. We aren't in this together anyways.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:02:29 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm sending it back. I don't have anyone to go out with me
Apr 15, 2023, 8:02:43 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, alright.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:03:02 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I really dont.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:03:09 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Here I am. Doing this fucking laundry. This doesn't even include the shit that's in my fucking room!!
Apr 15, 2023, 8:04:14 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I did most of that in your room.
I really have been trying .
Apr 15, 2023, 8:05:16 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. I'm not going to argue about it anymore. I'm fucking dealing with it. I don't have anything else to say. I've said everything I want to say. This isn't working.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:17:39 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I wish you would want this to work . I really do
Apr 15, 2023, 8:20:30 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yep. This is all on me. Youre the one who pushed it so far that I finally went to fucking court.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:21:02 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I did my best to avoid it. You finally got me there and asked for it to be put on hold.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:22:13 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I still don't believe quite a few things you've told me. I know you're still not telling me everything. And, yes, I KNOW. Not think. I know. And no, I'm not going to say it.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:24:02 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
So , you going to bring up stuff and not say what. I wish you would believe me, I'm not going anything crazy. Like at all.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:25:21 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
If I didn't want to put it on hold or stop I wouldn't have.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:25:59 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. 👍
It went too fucking long. It caused more problems than it solved.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:26:33 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
So clearly you mean something to me.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:26:52 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, just not enough to stop it the 1000 times before I finally went to court.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:28:12 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And not enough to stop you going back to that cocksucker after I caught you. Or going by his place on your fucking birthday.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:28:24 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
But, yeah, you're trying.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:28:25 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yes I did. I miss what we did have . We probably never getting that back are we
Apr 15, 2023, 8:29:24 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No, I don't think we are. You are still not doing your fair share around here. You're still not being transparent with me. You don't take my opinions into consideration.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:30:44 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I had tried for months to get you to sleep in bed with me. That didn't work. I've tried for years to get you to get the kids out of your bed. That hasn't happened.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:30:59 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I hope we can. I really do.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:31:07 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
When the fuck are we supposed to spend time together? But that's right. It's my choice to clean. It's my choice to do laundry.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:31:55 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I want to spend time with you.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:32:16 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I just don't think it's worth it anymore. My mental health is shit. You don't give a shit. I am doing so fucking much for the whole fucking family and I get no respect and everyone is so fucking ungrateful.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:32:34 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, but won't help take care of the house so I can get a mother fucking break!!!!!!
Apr 15, 2023, 8:33:27 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I have to stop. It's fucking pointless. I've said it over and fucking over. I'd have better luck talking to myself.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:34:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I am working on it. I really am. I know you don't think so . But I am. No I didn't clean the living room up but I have been trying . I'm depressed just like you are. And I know it doesn't seem that way. But when house is a mess is when I am at my worst .
Apr 15, 2023, 8:36:35 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And this week has really not been a good week . And you know that.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:37:27 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. Well, it'll probably be better for both of us if we just get this shit over with. You're not helping me and I'm clearly not helping you.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:43:01 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
It was pretty fucking important to me that we cleaned up pretty well before court. You made up a bullshit excuse and didn't do as much as you could have. That right there proved to me that Jesse was more important to me. Not the first fucking time. Today is another time.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:46:36 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I don't want you to leave or be without you. I guess you don't understand that. I have barely been going anywhere . And you know that because you don't really want me to . So I stopped for a whileZ but occasionally I do like to get out and go somewhere and I have the kids with me. So they have something t to do. I only have Jesse. Yes I get you not having a lot of people .
Apr 15, 2023, 8:46:51 PM
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Cassie:
And I'm sorry you don't.'I know that's mostly my fault. Because I am a bitch sometimes
Apr 15, 2023, 8:49:27 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Oh fuck. I DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU GOING ANYWHERE! I JUST WANT FUCKING HELP
Apr 15, 2023, 8:50:21 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I am working on it I really am
. I have been doing more stuff because I want you happy with me
Apr 15, 2023, 8:50:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. How well did that work out for me? I said the same and you still went and talked to another fucking dude. Luckily for you, I'm not doing the fucking same.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:51:26 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Two fucking standards. Always.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:52:32 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You could've came back here hours ago and fucking helped. But you didn't. You didn't want to. Didn't care to. So I've done what I'm going to do. I have to leave. I can't sit in this house with all the fucking laundry everywhere. It drives me insane. I have no where to go so I'll just drive and hopefully end up in a fucking tree.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:52:37 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
What I did was no better than what you did . I am sorry I hurt you and me
Apr 15, 2023, 8:53:27 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Well I hope not either
Apr 15, 2023, 8:53:47 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
It's not better? In my opinion, it's worse. You did it after we had been married for 7 fucking years, with 3 kids. To add salt to the wound, you still went by his house on your fucking birthday. Then blamed me for knowing.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:55:25 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, I already know what you're going to say. No, I don't think what I did was right.
Apr 15, 2023, 8:57:35 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You don't. Get that you were in her house : like wtf;
I felt completely unworthy and c gross. Then years later you tell me you were in her room . I wish neither of it happened .
Apr 15, 2023, 8:58:04 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
It sucks that we both hurt each other .
Apr 15, 2023, 9:06:22 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I didn't say I was in her room, you did. I disagreed and you kept calling me a liar.
Apr 15, 2023, 9:07:15 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'm not rehashing this for the one millionth time. Good bye. Good. Fucking. Bye. I am leaving. I don't know if or when I'll be back to this fucking money pit.
Apr 15, 2023, 9:08:53 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You did say that . I swear on everything you did .
Apr 15, 2023, 9:11:37 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. I'm not going to fucking beat the dead god damn horse. You will. So you keep going all you fucking want. I don't give a shit. I don't fucking care.
Apr 15, 2023, 9:15:15 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You never believe my word. But I always have to take your word. Yet, I don't lie to you and I keep catching you in lies. How the fuck does that work?
Apr 15, 2023, 9:21:19 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. I've left. Have fun.
Apr 15, 2023, 9:22:30 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yep. I know. You're talking. I'll see you tomorrow.
Apr 15, 2023, 10:05:26 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Sawyer has had my phone . But I have had to take your word for a long time. It did suck that all this happened . We used to have a really good relationship. We really did.
I was in love with you for a long time. You were my best friend for years.
Apr 15, 2023, 10:24:06 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, past tense. Thanks.
Apr 15, 2023, 10:24:57 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And I'm still in love you
Apr 15, 2023, 10:25:47 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, alright. You just said was.
Apr 15, 2023, 10:25:59 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Don't bother. It's alright. I'm aware.
Apr 15, 2023, 10:26:56 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No I still do. I really do.
Apr 15, 2023, 10:28:01 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, alright. I don't believe you and haven't in some time. Everyone is always more important than me. Good bye. I don't want to talk to you any more
Apr 15, 2023, 10:29:24 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
That's why I wanted you to hang out with me all the time. Go do things with us.
Apr 15, 2023, 10:32:30 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
K. Gooe bye.
Apr 16, 2023, 12:18:02 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
It's after midnight. You really couldn't get them to wait until tomorrow for the cake?
Apr 16, 2023, 12:18:06 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Why is she crying
Apr 16, 2023, 12:22:47 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright.
Apr 16, 2023, 12:24:49 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
She poured the chocolate ice cream all over the kitchen
Apr 16, 2023, 12:24:55 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
But I cleaned it all up.
Apr 16, 2023, 12:30:22 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Well the layers have to freeze for a while so it will be ready tomorrow. And yes I know it's my fault . But I promised we would start it .
Apr 16, 2023, 12:33:08 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And you wonder why they don't want to get up for school.
Apr 16, 2023, 12:33:33 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
But you just had to stay at your fucking friends. God damn.
Apr 16, 2023, 12:33:35 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Fuck it.
Apr 16, 2023, 12:37:02 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
They don't want to go to school for obvious reasons.
Kynsley has begged to stay home all year .
Apr 16, 2023, 12:40:55 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Obvious. What reason?
Apr 16, 2023, 12:43:12 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. Cool. Fuck it. Good night. You've made it clear where you stand.
Apr 16, 2023, 12:45:02 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Kynsley says she is bullied doesn't really have friends at school. And she won't say anything because she doesn't want kids in trouble.
Apr 16, 2023, 12:45:47 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
She has told me everyday this year that she hates it and she feels like people make fun of her because she doesn't get things like the other kids do.
Apr 16, 2023, 12:47:03 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
She said only person who talks to her is Camden that little boy she has a crush on. She said nobody else ever does not even on the play ground
Apr 16, 2023, 12:53:47 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And why do they pick on her? Ever think it's our fault? She often late. She's wearing clothes she wore to bed. She doesn't brush her teeth in the morning. If she can't handle kids picking on her in elementary school, how is she going to be in the real world? We've seen how well you handle people calling you names. You don't do well in careers, if you don't have a thick skin.
Apr 16, 2023, 12:56:40 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
She just says they don't like her for some reason. And I don't know why because she really is a good kid. How do they know she is wearing clothes she wears to bed?
Kids are mean.
Kids shouldn't be picking on anybody and being mean to them. That's just the reality of things.
And I don't want any of our kids picked on or bullied. I cannot stand bullies.
Apr 16, 2023, 12:57:05 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright.
Apr 16, 2023, 12:57:50 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
She wants to be friends with everyone, and if no one likes her how is she supposed to have friends. That's not what you're getting . Alayna doesn't even have friends at school. Not once has she came home and said my friend in class or at school. And she is a social kid.
Apr 16, 2023, 12:58:49 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Alayna will play with anyone and talk to anyone. Kynsley is not like that. She is super shy and very awkward at trying to make friends.
Apr 16, 2023, 12:58:57 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Maybe you should watch how you're talking about people.
Apr 16, 2023, 12:59:17 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Oh, im not getting it. Alright. What the fuck would you know?
Apr 16, 2023, 12:59:50 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Just forget it. Do whatever the fuck you want. Not like this is going to last anyways.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:00:27 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
What does how I talk to people have to do with them having friends ?
Apr 16, 2023, 1:03:16 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Where the fuck do you think they learn??
Apr 16, 2023, 1:03:32 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
It doesn't bother you that our kids don't really have friends not just the girls. The boys don't really either.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:03:41 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
? *
Apr 16, 2023, 1:03:52 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. Yeah. You're in my head.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:04:34 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
There's no point in having this conversation with you. You only see one side of things. You are incapable of seeing things from another person's shoes.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:05:21 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You don't want to see my side of things. I'm telling you the issues and you are just one minded when it comes to this.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:05:47 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Oh, okay. Yeah, that's it.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:07:18 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Just fucking forget it. Do whatever you want. I don't have a say in shit anyways. We won't be together much longer anyways and you'll have complete control over their futures.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:07:33 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You have no issue talking to anyone. Our kids are not like that. I am not even like that.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:07:57 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah you keep saying that because you don't want a future with me.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:08:11 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You are making that clear everyday. Because you say it multiple times a day.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:08:54 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Youve made it clear you don't give a shit about me. You made it clear that you don't really love me anymore.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:09:04 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You had a choice today. You chose to spend it away.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:09:33 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You chose to leave on my birthday. You could've came back. You could've helped. No. You didn't.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:09:49 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
So, don't bother.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:10:23 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You keep saying I don't give a shit about you and you are 100% wrong.
And yes I do care and love you .
You left a few times today.
And you told me you didn't want me here and you kept telling me to fuck off.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:10:58 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
But you're painting a clear picture for me that there will not be an "us" anymore. You pretty much said that the day we left court house.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:10:58 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. Bye.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:11:23 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
See it's always bye when it doesn't go your way.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:12:11 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I HATE REPEATING MYSELF. Yet you insist on making me do so constantly.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:13:09 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I am absolutely fucking miserable. I still feel like shit. You decided to leave to go see a fucking game with Jesse's fucking kid, instead of staying here and picking up for a little while. I was gone for maybe a fucking hour.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:13:23 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I left because I needed out of the fucking house because the mess was in the floor for fucking days.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:13:38 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
The clothes in the fucking hallway. My room. Every fucking where.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:14:13 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You chose to leave. You chose to not come back. And it happens every. Fucking. Time. I fucking despise Jesse now.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:14:39 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Youve chosen her and her fucking kids over me every. Mother fucking chance you can.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:15:01 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Don't say you haven't. You have. Everything comes before me.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:15:23 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
It was not days. More like a day and a half . What kills me is you don't acknowledge when I do that stuff and get it cleaned up. But when I don't it's when you go off about it . House can be clean and you will still get mad as soon as I leave the house. And I didn't go anywhere for pretty much two months
Apr 16, 2023, 1:16:20 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Maybe even longer.
You say you don't care about me going anywhere and that is completely untrue. I barely fucking do anything anymore. And that is still not good enough.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:16:23 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright man. you clearly dont listen.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:16:32 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Just fuck it all. I can't do this anymore.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:16:47 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I am listening. And I responded to what you said!
Apr 16, 2023, 1:17:04 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You don't want me going anywhere or even leaving the house. Got it. I will just stay here
Apr 16, 2023, 1:17:17 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I mean I'm sure you were glad I got fired .
Apr 16, 2023, 1:17:24 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No. Go the fuck away. I don't care. We are getting divorced.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:17:41 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I can't deal with this any more. I cannot.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:17:47 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
K
Apr 16, 2023, 1:18:03 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
But I should deal with you constantly bitching about me and cleaning.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:18:28 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You do care otherwise you wouldn't be going off about me being there.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:19:03 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Which is what you do anytime I go there even if it's weeks in between .
Apr 16, 2023, 1:19:31 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Or even months.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:23:37 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Nooe. you don't have to deal with me anymore.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:23:54 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm not replying back anymore. You can say fuck off to me and all that
Apr 16, 2023, 1:23:58 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Because you DONT FUCKING COMMUNICATE. LETS JUST FORGET ABOUT THAT.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:24:10 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. I'm out.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:24:14 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
But if I said that it would be beginning of world war 3
Apr 16, 2023, 1:24:36 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I don't communicate ??! Yeah okay.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:24:43 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, alright. I'll remember this shit on your birthday. Oh wait, you'll already be gone.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:25:13 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And I didn't start any arguments today. You did.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:25:51 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. Bye.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:36:54 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I sincerely hope I don't make it back. It'll be best for everyone.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:37:34 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No it wouldn't. Not for anyone.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:47:41 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
K.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:52:29 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You made it painfully clear today that everything else is more important than I am.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:53:23 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'll be back soon. But don't act like you care when you don't.
Apr 16, 2023, 1:56:11 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I do care about you . You are choosing to ignore it no matter what I say and do.
Be careful.
Apr 16, 2023, 2:01:09 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You've hurt me for the last time.
Apr 16, 2023, 2:01:40 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You made your choice today. Itll never be me.
Apr 16, 2023, 2:01:41 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
How did I hurt you?
Apr 16, 2023, 2:01:59 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright.
Apr 16, 2023, 2:02:19 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I didn't make any Choice!!!
Apr 16, 2023, 2:02:30 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
you chose to go to Jesse's!!
Apr 16, 2023, 2:03:22 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I told you I wouldn't be gone long. You still decided to leave.
Apr 16, 2023, 2:04:25 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
But it's nothing new. I'm always your last priority! I fucking hate it. I don't fucking deserve it !
Apr 16, 2023, 2:05:03 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You are not my last priority. And you asked if I was going to leave and I said yes.
Apr 16, 2023, 2:06:29 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. There is no point in talking to you. You will excuse it anyway you can. Me asking doesn't mean I wanted you to. But I expected it. It's what you always do.
Apr 16, 2023, 2:07:59 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And you say you care. you showed quite the opposite.
Apr 16, 2023, 2:08:55 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
It'll be alright. You've hurt me too many times. Night.
Apr 16, 2023, 2:08:56 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I don't always leave! You say I do but there are times I don't go anywhere. When I am here you don't want to even be near me.
Apr 16, 2023, 2:11:22 AM
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Cassie:
I'm not trying to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you.
Apr 16, 2023, 2:13:05 AM
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Me:
Alright. Thanks for reading.
Apr 16, 2023, 2:13:43 AM
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Me:
You left on my fucking birthday and left me to do the fucking cleaning. But I was supposed to be good with that? Or not do it?
Apr 16, 2023, 2:14:02 AM
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Me:
This is why I hate my fucking birthday. I don't get a day to do something. It's just another fucking day.
Apr 16, 2023, 2:14:58 AM
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Me:
Yeah, I chose to. Got it. It's not like you think. My brain doesn't choose to. I can't be here and not do it. That's how it fucking works. If you haven't understood that by now, you never will.
Apr 16, 2023, 2:14:58 AM
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Cassie:
I tried to get you to go do something. You didn't want any part in doing anything with me.
Apr 16, 2023, 2:15:24 AM
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Me:
BECAUSE YOU CHOSE TO GO TO JESSES
Apr 16, 2023, 2:15:32 AM
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Me:
What the fuck! I've said it and I've fucking said it
Apr 16, 2023, 2:16:07 AM
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Me:
I can't!!! I can't do this. I have told you, in black and white, what has bothered me. What don't you understand????
Apr 16, 2023, 2:16:09 AM
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Cassie:
That's not only reason. If I would have been here I'm sure you wouldn't have even been here most of the day. Or even inside.
Apr 16, 2023, 2:16:29 AM
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Me:
BECAUASE I WOULD HAVE HAD TO CLEAN
Apr 16, 2023, 2:16:54 AM
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Me:
God damn. This is pointless. No. You don't give a shit. That's easier. Night.
Apr 16, 2023, 2:17:40 AM
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Cassie:
Then why not just stay gone ? Find a random place to go see and check something out. I think you should have got out of town for the weekend.
Apr 16, 2023, 2:19:53 AM
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Cassie:
This was for your first birthday with me.
Apr 16, 2023, 2:29:21 AM
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Me:
Because I am a social person. I hate doing shit on my own.
And this will be my last birthday together. It wasn't even together.
Apr 16, 2023, 2:30:17 AM
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Cassie:
Alright.
Apr 16, 2023, 2:30:46 AM
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Me:
Bye.
Apr 16, 2023, 2:31:12 AM
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Cassie:
You're the one who keeps mentioning divorce. That's all you want,
Apr 16, 2023, 2:31:24 AM
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Me:
I wonder fucking why.
Apr 16, 2023, 2:31:43 AM
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Cassie:
Multiple times a day!! So clearly you don't want me in your life.
Apr 16, 2023, 2:31:46 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Good night