Apr 10, 2023, 6:04:16 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Sorry I did fall asleep. I didn't get to sleep until almost 7 yesterday. I was tired all day long.
I do care about you I don't want anything to happen to you at all. That's why I have tried to stop you from doing something you might regret.
Apr 10, 2023, 11:44:40 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Why was Alayna crying this morning? I'm sure she was tired as fuck, since they went to bed really late
Apr 10, 2023, 11:45:43 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
She was crying because she couldn't find a jacket. But I found her one.
Apr 10, 2023, 11:46:19 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
She was still crying when she went out the door.
Apr 10, 2023, 11:47:01 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
She didn't want to go to school.
Apr 10, 2023, 11:47:44 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Kynsley is missing too much. I'm about to put a letter of intent to homeschool rest of this year for her before I get in trouble for truancy .
Apr 10, 2023, 11:48:44 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm getting ready to take her to family care or valley health today
Apr 10, 2023, 11:57:36 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Thoughts on that.
Apr 10, 2023, 12:00:11 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I have never agreed with it.
Apr 10, 2023, 12:00:43 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Keeping them up late on Saturday was a bad idea. And allowing them to stay up late last night...
Apr 10, 2023, 12:01:03 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
She tells me everyday she hates going to school.
Apr 10, 2023, 12:01:06 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You don't make them go to bed until you're ready for bed. Thats not how it works
Apr 10, 2023, 12:01:40 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, and it doesn't help hearing you talk about how you hated school and just fucked off in school.
Apr 10, 2023, 12:02:52 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I haven't told her any of that.
Apr 10, 2023, 12:03:14 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
YOUVE SAID IT IN FRONT OF ALL OF THEM
Apr 10, 2023, 12:03:29 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Numerous times!
Apr 10, 2023, 12:07:15 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
They still haven't even done that testing for her
Apr 10, 2023, 12:12:25 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
They need more sleep, their shit needs to be ready the night previous, and they need to get up a few minutes earlier. One of us should be up with them, to make sure they have everything, and they brush their teeth.
Apr 10, 2023, 12:15:05 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I know and I try to do that and I did get up with them this morning . I was awake before anyone
Apr 10, 2023, 12:16:42 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
But I hav e been seriously considering homeschool.
Apr 10, 2023, 12:17:40 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Neither of us have the patience or focus for it
Apr 10, 2023, 12:21:55 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Well luckily for homeschool you only need a small portfolio of to send in by June 30th. 5 items
You can send more but it's not required . Only 5 papers of things she did.
Apr 10, 2023, 12:23:35 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright
Apr 10, 2023, 1:30:03 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Can you look at my ticket and send me the ticket number
Apr 10, 2023, 1:32:56 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And is it
Apr 10, 2023, 1:33:06 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Where is it*
Apr 10, 2023, 1:33:20 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
On counter by refrigerator I hope
Apr 10, 2023, 1:33:39 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Oh. I take it you left. Imagine that.
Apr 10, 2023, 1:34:02 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I have to take Kynsley to doctor .
I told you this twice earlier
Apr 10, 2023, 1:34:05 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And last night
Apr 10, 2023, 1:34:36 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, and you still couldn't just say you fucking left. Fuck it. I'll look for the ticket. Bye
Apr 10, 2023, 1:35:29 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
SP4602023029276
Apr 10, 2023, 1:37:18 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
They better answer I don't want to go to Charleston
Apr 10, 2023, 1:37:26 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Thank you
Apr 10, 2023, 1:37:48 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah
Apr 10, 2023, 1:55:02 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Kathy is wanting to bring the paperwork today. I guess I'll have to call her in a bit and tell her not to.
Apr 10, 2023, 1:56:07 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Why
Apr 10, 2023, 1:56:26 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Seriously
Apr 10, 2023, 1:57:05 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
She is hoping we get them instead of them
Staying with them
Apr 10, 2023, 1:57:20 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, I understand. I'm not an idiot
Apr 10, 2023, 1:57:34 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Asking you to tell me simple shit is too fucking much.
Apr 10, 2023, 1:59:46 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I didn't tell you when I left but I did tell you I had to take her to doctor
Apr 10, 2023, 2:00:00 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. Bye. Not doing this again.
Apr 10, 2023, 2:02:57 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Kathy said we need to have a fire extinguisher in our house for the home report so we can take them
Apr 10, 2023, 2:12:30 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Again, I don't really want to bring them into this fucking shit show.
Apr 10, 2023, 2:14:39 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
If it's such a big deal for you to tell me simple shit, I know you're not telling me the major shit either. This is why I have a hard time trusting you. Why should I agree to bring more people, who will depend on us, into this situation?
Apr 10, 2023, 2:16:01 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm trying to be better. I am telling you things .
Apr 10, 2023, 2:17:01 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. I'm not having this fucking argument again. I'm fucking burnt out. I don't fucking care. Do whatever the fuck you want to do. You always want to be a one man army. You got it.
Apr 10, 2023, 2:20:42 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
What is that supposed to mean
Apr 10, 2023, 2:22:30 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm going to look into this
Apr 10, 2023, 2:24:39 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I have wanted them with us since all this started.
Apr 10, 2023, 2:25:03 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No, not us. You. It's never me. It's never us. It's you.
Apr 10, 2023, 2:25:41 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I just said us didn't I
Apr 10, 2023, 2:25:59 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. Again, actions speak louder than words.
Apr 10, 2023, 2:30:09 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'm fucking tired of saying the same shit over and over. You don't think about me before you make a decision. You don't care about my opinion when you make a decision. You do whatever suites you. Youve proven it over and over. Its fucking exhausting. I have tried talking to you about it, HUNDREDS of times. I can't fucking do it again. Do whatever the fuck you want. I'm not agreeing to anything that puts someone else in a shitty situation. Bye.
Apr 10, 2023, 2:34:19 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Wow. Okay. I'm not putting anyone in a shitty situation. But whatever . You don't care about anyone's feelings. You're the one who brought it up!!!
Apr 10, 2023, 2:34:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. Well, I'll talk to Kathy today then.
Apr 10, 2023, 2:38:02 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Just wow. So they just going to have to stay over there I guess . Because that's what you're going to do
Apr 10, 2023, 2:39:32 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
It's better than bringing them into this situation. I'm not going to bother going into all of it again. It'll just cause a bigger fight. I've said it all before.
Apr 10, 2023, 2:42:29 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Don't speak to me ever again if you do this
Apr 10, 2023, 2:42:59 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Wow. Just go ahead and file then.
Apr 10, 2023, 2:43:15 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Some fucking uncle you are.
Apr 10, 2023, 2:43:46 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Bring it up to me then do this shit.
Apr 10, 2023, 2:44:33 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And fuck you. Good fucking bye.
Apr 10, 2023, 2:45:06 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No this was 10000% your fault for this argument.
Apr 10, 2023, 2:45:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You just crushed everything .
Apr 10, 2023, 2:46:51 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Well I'm so glad you're doing this, because guess what they are going for full on adoption . So guess what none of us will be allowed to really see them when that happens.
Apr 10, 2023, 2:47:01 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
So yeah fuck your
Apr 10, 2023, 2:47:03 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You
Apr 10, 2023, 2:50:08 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm sure you're so happy with yourself
Apr 10, 2023, 2:54:15 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
This is exactly why I don't want to bring them into this situation. No, I'm not happy. But I actually am thinking of what's best for them. Not for you.
Apr 10, 2023, 2:55:05 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah and none of us will be allowed to see them. I hate you
Apr 10, 2023, 2:55:52 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And that's it. Not doing this anymore. Either you file, or I fucking will. I'm not doing this shit again. Bye.
Apr 10, 2023, 2:56:17 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
This is your fault you did this on purpose.
Apr 10, 2023, 2:57:03 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Doing it with a fucking smile too.
Apr 10, 2023, 2:58:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I will NEVER speak to you again. I'm going for sole custody of the kids, too.
Apr 10, 2023, 3:00:21 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'll go ahead and tell Kathy you're about to fuck her over with the kids too.
Apr 10, 2023, 3:03:05 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And now you're blocked.
Apr 10, 2023, 3:09:22 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, this is something we should totally bring more kids into. I bet you haven't even considered how all the kids can be transported. The van doesn't have enough seats!
Apr 10, 2023, 3:11:16 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Whew. This is going to be one of those days. And this is how I know you don't actually care about me. You don't give a shit. You may think you do or you want to but you don't.
Apr 10, 2023, 3:11:50 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Actually I have been looking at 8 seat vans. Because I'm not a damn idiot . Soon as you mentioned it I looked into a bigger vehicle . And I had one priced and I could afford but then they said head gasket needed replaced and only had 53K o kit
Apr 10, 2023, 3:13:48 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I was pricing trade in got mine . 3800
And the vehicle was 15,600. See I am not as stupid as you think. No I didn't apply for financing . But I was looking around
Apr 10, 2023, 3:22:23 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
That you can afford... How can you afford that?! You're still not completely getting it. Look how you just behaved. I have been asking for you to communicate but you don't. You act like you do but you can't even tell me that you're leaving. I tell you. It's simple shit. I know you're still hiding shit. I know you're not fully honest with me.
Like I said about you not taking me into consideration, the taxes is a perfect fucking example.
Apr 10, 2023, 3:23:33 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
That I could afford with a loan obviously
Apr 10, 2023, 3:23:53 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I am being honest with you. I'm currently sitting in a damn doctor room waiting
Apr 10, 2023, 3:24:01 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
omg. And how is that loan going to get paid, OBVIOUSLY
Apr 10, 2023, 3:24:29 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Fuck my mother fucking life. Fuck this all. Fuck it!!!!!!!!!
Apr 10, 2023, 3:27:42 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I do work. I could afford a small payment
Apr 10, 2023, 3:28:07 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Good bye.
Apr 10, 2023, 3:29:09 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Pulling fucking teeth. I'd rather go have all of my fucking teeth ripped out than having these conversations.
Apr 10, 2023, 3:31:40 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I have to fucking work. I can't do this shit anymore. I can't. I'm not going to tell you the shit I know you haven't told me. Its fucking stupid. I tell you everything. You don't tell me anything unless I have proof. That's why I cannot trust you. You don't care. You just get mad that I found out and nothing changes.
Apr 10, 2023, 3:33:02 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And what am I hiding now??? Nothing. But okay.
And I'm pretty sure I could
Afford this
Apr 10, 2023, 3:34:43 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You do not tell me everything. You don't. You literally say you're leaving don't say where you're going . But I say I am leaving and it's huge deal if I go to the store.
Apr 10, 2023, 3:35:34 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I had to ask you 10
Times about what was going on with Kathy.
Apr 10, 2023, 3:37:17 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And you are literally videoing me in the garage again. Without me knowing. Or even where it is. Like I'm
Doing something bad
Apr 10, 2023, 3:37:26 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm sure other hidden cameras are places
Apr 10, 2023, 3:38:01 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You are always snooping and going through eveythi
Apr 10, 2023, 3:42:42 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I don't go through any of your stuff.
But they have no clue what's wrong with her. All her tests are negative but she's she's still running a high fever. No ear infection . He said drainage but no infection.
Apr 10, 2023, 3:42:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. You already hate me. Ive known this. Go ahead and file.
Apr 10, 2023, 3:43:05 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Ugh. Great.
Apr 10, 2023, 3:49:08 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I don't hate you! But you do make me mad
Apr 10, 2023, 3:49:31 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I know you probably don't care but here is the vehicle
Apr 10, 2023, 3:49:43 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
https://www.autotrader.com/cars-for-sale/vehicledetails.xhtml?listingId=640685131&allListingType=all-cars&makeCodeList=KIA&modelCodeList=SEDONA&city=Fraziers%20Bottom&state=WV&zip=25082&searchRadius=100&marketExtension=include&isNewSearch=false&showAccelerateBanner=false&sortBy=relevance&numRecords=25&requestId=2281868035&referrer=%2Fcars-for-sale%2Fall-cars%2Fkia%2Fsedona%2Ffraziers-bottom-wv-25082%3FsearchRadius%3D100%26marketExtension%3Dinclude%26isNewSearch%3Dfalse%26showAccelerateBanner%3Dfalse%26sortBy%3Drelevance%26numRecords%3D25%26requestId%3D2281868035&clickType=listing
Apr 10, 2023, 3:50:36 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No, I don't care. We are clearly not working out.
Apr 10, 2023, 3:51:25 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You don't seem to even want to.
Apr 10, 2023, 3:52:02 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And I am trying to help and do more. I had them cut my hours because you wanted me to ,
Apr 10, 2023, 3:52:04 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'm not repeating myself. I've said it too many times.
Apr 10, 2023, 3:53:05 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I am communicating with you. I need to take my meds before I have. A mental breakdown
Apr 10, 2023, 3:53:14 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
She's out of school until minimum of Wednesday
Apr 10, 2023, 3:55:20 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Well leaving. They gave proper dosages for her for Tylenol and ibuprofen
Apr 10, 2023, 3:56:32 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
So I don't know what's causing the fevers to be so high
Apr 10, 2023, 3:57:13 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
She told me to tell you she's coming home to go to sleep
Apr 10, 2023, 4:00:13 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Okay. Hopefully it doesn't last long
Apr 10, 2023, 4:00:53 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Fylix has dental appointment at 830 am so he's not going to school in the morning
Apr 10, 2023, 4:01:47 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm messaging gymnastics that they won't be there.
Apr 10, 2023, 4:01:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Okay
Apr 10, 2023, 4:05:26 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
This shit today is exactly how I know you don't actually care about me. You don't need to say anything. I know. You've said it before and were correct: I'll die alone and lonely. I know. It'll be alright. I'll talk to you later.
Apr 10, 2023, 4:06:48 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
It shouldn't be like that . I asked you to marry me : because I wanted to be with you forever. But it's obvious you don't want that
Apr 10, 2023, 4:17:06 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Well o pretty much have to drop these two off and leave again
Apr 10, 2023, 4:18:14 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Sawyer has Ricky's phone . Ricky is NOT. Allowed his phone at all.
Apr 10, 2023, 4:20:45 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Where are you going
Apr 10, 2023, 4:20:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I have work from 5-10 remember
Apr 10, 2023, 4:21:14 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Fuck my life. God dammit. Alright bye.
Apr 10, 2023, 4:21:40 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You're getting mad and I told you my schedule
Apr 10, 2023, 4:21:45 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I only work 3 days this week
Apr 10, 2023, 4:22:17 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. Well, I'd like to at least go to the fucking store real quick.
Apr 10, 2023, 4:23:23 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
It shouldn't be like that but you've made it fucking clear. You don't trust me. You don't tell me much. You don't want to be in a partnership.
Apr 10, 2023, 4:23:33 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Can I go the fucking store????
Apr 10, 2023, 4:23:38 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Go to*
Apr 10, 2023, 4:23:42 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yes, and I
Apr 10, 2023, 4:27:47 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And I what??
Apr 10, 2023, 4:29:13 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I am giving her the meds
Apr 10, 2023, 4:30:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
6 ML Tylenol 10 ml ibuprofen
Gave at 425pm
Can have Tylenol at 825pm and ibuprofen again 1025
Apr 10, 2023, 4:30:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Did you go to store ?
Apr 10, 2023, 4:31:14 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Alayna is passed out
Apr 10, 2023, 4:32:19 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I did. I just left.
Apr 10, 2023, 4:33:27 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Turning down 5 and 20
Apr 10, 2023, 4:34:40 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Did you see that I already have her meds
Apr 10, 2023, 4:34:52 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah
Apr 10, 2023, 4:37:38 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'm back. You can fucking leave.
Apr 10, 2023, 4:37:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
She may not eat too much . But she needs to be drinking water
Apr 10, 2023, 4:39:30 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. I'll talk to you tomorrow, unless it's something important.
Apr 10, 2023, 4:39:49 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Really
Apr 10, 2023, 4:40:29 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, Im already struggling and you've made it crystal clear you give zero fucks.
Apr 10, 2023, 4:44:18 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You knew I had to work today . I am only working 5 hours. I cut my hours to be home more with all you .
Apr 10, 2023, 4:45:57 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, because that's what this is about. Holy fuck.
Apr 10, 2023, 4:46:33 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And yeah, I'll clean the fucking kitchen and dining room. And Ill have to work tonight.
Apr 10, 2023, 4:47:25 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, I know. You didn't make the mess. It's not your responsibility. It's obviously mine.
Apr 10, 2023, 4:48:08 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
See it doesn't matter if I clean or not it's never right
Apr 10, 2023, 4:49:14 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And I also made sure cereal wasn't sitting out or any of that
Apr 10, 2023, 4:51:20 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Omg. Oh my motherfucking god!!!!!
Apr 10, 2023, 4:51:24 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Ahhhhh!!!!!!
Apr 10, 2023, 4:51:43 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
GOOD FUCKING BYE!!!!!!!!!
Apr 10, 2023, 4:52:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I AM NEVER TALKIKG TO YOU AGAIN. I AM FUCKING DONE!!!!! I HOPE I FUCKING DIE!
Apr 10, 2023, 4:55:22 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Wow you are being ridiculous I didn't say anything out of the way for you to be doing that
Apr 10, 2023, 5:12:18 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
IM TIRED OF THIS SHIT. IM TIRED OF BEING WALKED ON. IM TIRED OF BEING USED. I AM DONE.
Apr 10, 2023, 5:14:43 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I've tried and fucking tried. I fucking give up. I am done. You've taken everything I fucking have to give.
Apr 10, 2023, 5:36:16 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I I am not trying to take anything. So I guess you just hate me and want me out of your life forever t
Apr 10, 2023, 5:50:32 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, typical response. Bye.
Apr 10, 2023, 5:57:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No that's not what I want my response to be but that's pretty much what you are staying.
Apr 10, 2023, 6:05:03 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No, I'm not you. I don't beat around the bush. I'm not even going to go into all of the shit. It'll just be the typical shit. 'never good enough.' 'you hate me.' etc etc. Fuck this. Leave. Me. The. Fuck. Alone.
Apr 10, 2023, 6:12:02 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You messaged me and I was responding back
Apr 10, 2023, 6:13:03 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. Problem solved
Apr 10, 2023, 6:13:28 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
So am I not supposed to respond back when you say something
Apr 10, 2023, 6:18:55 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I just have one question.
Do you love me at all?
Apr 10, 2023, 6:22:36 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Are you fucking serious? I wouldn't have taken all of the shit from you for all of these fucking years if I didn't. I'm just tired of being run the fuck over. You've given me shit for the shit I did for fucking years. THEN DID THE SAME FUCKING THING, AFTER WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR FUCKING YEARS. Then got a fucking DVP when I busted you!
Apr 10, 2023, 6:23:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
It was a simple question. Because it really doesn't seem like you do. When I say I love you you don't really say it back.
Apr 10, 2023, 6:24:03 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
But my fucking loyalty is constantly questioned!
Apr 10, 2023, 6:24:23 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
BECAUSE YOU DONT LOVE ME!
Apr 10, 2023, 6:24:36 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I do love you.
Apr 10, 2023, 6:24:48 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, alright.
Apr 10, 2023, 6:25:15 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I do. I loved you before you ever even said it to me .
Apr 10, 2023, 6:26:08 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
It crushed me when I found out what you were doing behind my back.
Apr 10, 2023, 6:28:52 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. I see where this is going.
Apr 10, 2023, 6:30:01 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
https://www.abilifymaintena.com/bipolar-I/about/treatment?ceid=11311&utm_source=Tear%20Pad&utm_medium=Vanity&utm_campaign=BP%20Unbranded%20In%20Office%20Tear%20Pad&utm_content=Patient_Acquisition_BP
Apr 10, 2023, 6:30:12 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I want to try this so I don't have to take a daily pill for my bipolar
Apr 10, 2023, 6:30:28 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright.
Apr 10, 2023, 6:30:49 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Did you look at it
Apr 10, 2023, 6:31:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
It's a once a month shot for people with bipolar .
Apr 10, 2023, 6:33:23 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No, I don't have time for that right now. I have shit I want to do and I have to start fucking dinner soon.
Apr 10, 2023, 6:34:03 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I was given a paper today about it form doctors office and I think I'm going to look into getting it
Apr 10, 2023, 6:35:29 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I kind of want to try it and see if y works for me
Apr 10, 2023, 6:36:15 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Would you do this with me?
https://www.facebook.com/100075988491854/posts/pfbid0kXk1s26Zv4fTsKPmaDHDKE78hpTntB1qGqTdH6Ut6LFFCyk3pnC2s6vavEiBauiKl/?mibextid=cr9u03
Apr 10, 2023, 6:37:00 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Uh, no. I don't even like my picture taken. Why the fuck would I want a stranger taking pics of us like that?
Apr 10, 2023, 6:37:30 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
We wouldn't have to be naked. But I think it would be nice
Apr 10, 2023, 6:38:11 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I guess. Cassie, I just told you I don't think you love me. Why the fuck would I get pictures like that taken????
Apr 10, 2023, 6:38:41 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Because I want you to with me.
Apr 10, 2023, 6:39:52 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright.
Apr 10, 2023, 6:42:34 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
See? You don't give a fuck how I feel about anything.
Apr 10, 2023, 6:44:19 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm not going to force you to do anything like that. I was asking
Apr 10, 2023, 6:46:07 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright.
Apr 10, 2023, 6:48:28 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I even kissed you this morning. And you didn't kiss me back
Apr 10, 2023, 6:49:23 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME. I WAS FUCKING WORKING! I also told you last night that I didn't think you loved me and that I don't have anyone left. I know I don't. Don't bother saying I do. You've proven again today, I do not.
Apr 10, 2023, 6:50:23 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Well I will
Keep telling you I love you until
You believe me .
I am here for you more than anyone else has been.
Apr 10, 2023, 6:52:57 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Talk is cheap.
Apr 10, 2023, 6:53:27 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, but that's also partly on you. I can't talk to anyone without being accused of cheating or doing nefarious activities.
Apr 10, 2023, 6:55:04 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
But I am . I've been here for you for almost 11 years. Through a lot of shit.
Apr 10, 2023, 6:56:17 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I know I'm not the best .
Apr 10, 2023, 6:56:43 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
But I wouldn't be in as bad of a shape if I had some fucking friends!
Apr 10, 2023, 7:00:19 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Then go get some friends. I have major insecurities . Because I am not pretty or in shape. That's why I am scared of you finding another person
Apr 10, 2023, 7:01:16 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah fucking right. Now, I'm so fucking depressed, I don't even want to be around any fucking one. I'm so fucking miserable.
And yet you're the one who did it to me, not the other way around
Apr 10, 2023, 7:06:38 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You can't say you didn't. You did it for a long. Time.
Apr 10, 2023, 7:06:55 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And I did take your word that you didn't do anything with him but you've lied about so much I just don't know about anything anymore.
Apr 10, 2023, 7:07:19 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. Nothing can ever be said about what you did without you doing that shit.
Apr 10, 2023, 7:07:26 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Just fuck it all. Bye.
Apr 10, 2023, 7:10:07 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Reason I bring it up is because yours was far worse and you never admitted to anything until like a year ago.
You kept saying you didn't remember . Then said you were in her house snd in her room.
Apr 10, 2023, 7:14:04 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Far worse? Yeah, I guess 7 years of marriage and 3 kids doesn't mean fuck all.
Apr 10, 2023, 7:14:31 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Fuck this. Good bye. I'm done. I'm not doing this again. Ive said all I have to say.
Apr 10, 2023, 7:20:10 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You were in her house in her room. I was never in his house or even without kids when I stopped in front of his house.
Apr 10, 2023, 7:20:24 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
What am I supposed to think when you were in her room. Alone ,
Apr 10, 2023, 7:20:52 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
How the fuck do I even know that?????? Just like I have no proof, neither do you!!! You've left the kids at Jesse's and went by his fucking house!
Apr 10, 2023, 7:21:08 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Don't fucking say you haven't! Don't.
Apr 10, 2023, 7:21:34 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You are insane.
Apr 10, 2023, 7:21:48 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. Fuck this. Blocked. I'm done.
Apr 10, 2023, 7:22:57 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah of course you now that you are making up shit
Apr 10, 2023, 7:27:05 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And this is why I don't go anywhere hardly anymore.
Because I'm followed tracked or something.
Apr 10, 2023, 7:28:43 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. Just leave me alone please.
Apr 10, 2023, 7:29:40 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Do you have devices in my car? Or having me followed
Apr 10, 2023, 7:30:47 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Or making up shit?? Because I haven't left them there to go to his house. I've left and grabbed her cigs or food she has asked me to stop and grab
Apr 10, 2023, 7:35:14 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Omg. You are fucking blocked and we are done.
Apr 10, 2023, 7:36:22 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
So I guess you can't answer my questions huh
Apr 10, 2023, 7:38:07 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Well, I'm sure you won't get this but I really need you to bring me tampons please
Apr 10, 2023, 7:38:36 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Are you fucking kidding me!!!
Apr 10, 2023, 7:38:48 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I have to cook dinner too! What the fuck
Apr 10, 2023, 7:39:23 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And how the fuck am I supposed to trust your fucking sons again???
Apr 10, 2023, 7:39:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
God fucking dammit. Fuck my god damn life. Good fucking bye. You are blocked. I am removing Google voice from my fucking phone. I hate my fucking miserable mother fucking life.
Apr 10, 2023, 7:40:27 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Just never mind. I'll ask my mom she is closer anyways.
Apr 10, 2023, 7:40:46 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm having a very embarrassing time right now. But thanks
Apr 10, 2023, 7:42:20 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Please send Ava home if she is there
Apr 10, 2023, 7:42:33 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I did.
Apr 10, 2023, 7:43:03 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You have a van full of shit. Really don't have a single one???
Apr 10, 2023, 7:43:36 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No. I had some in my purse .
Apr 10, 2023, 7:43:53 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
There's only one fucking booster seat here
Apr 10, 2023, 7:44:33 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Never mind. I'm trying to get my mom to.
Apr 10, 2023, 7:44:48 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. Good fucking bye
Apr 10, 2023, 7:45:19 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You can't come you don't have 3 seats
Apr 10, 2023, 7:45:41 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Why was she there with Kynsley running a fever over 100
Apr 10, 2023, 7:51:07 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. Yeah, you are for sure blocked. I am fucking done.
Apr 10, 2023, 8:50:02 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Well, these honey satche were in boxes and said 9.99 guy buggy both entire boxes. Well apparently they are 9.99 each satche. So I'm probably getting fired. I mean the box said it and so did square . No where did it say 9.99 each packet.
Just 9.99 sorry but if I see just 9.99 that's what I am going to assume for whole thing is
Apr 10, 2023, 8:52:42 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
What is a satche
Apr 10, 2023, 8:53:48 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Some make enhancement drink or something
Apr 10, 2023, 8:53:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
In little packets .
Apr 10, 2023, 8:54:39 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I think I may be confused. So, you sold a box of drink mix packets for 9.99 but they were supposed to be 9.99 each packet...?
Apr 10, 2023, 8:55:11 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yes
Apr 10, 2023, 8:55:24 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
That was so much simpler
Apr 10, 2023, 8:55:29 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
But system and the box said 9.99 not 9.99 each
Apr 10, 2023, 8:56:11 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'm sure it's the same UPC on the box and packet. It may even be labeled with not for individual sale
Apr 10, 2023, 8:56:32 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Pretty sure it said that. Too.
Apr 10, 2023, 8:56:39 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
On the box
Apr 10, 2023, 8:57:01 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
We don't scan items we type them in.
Apr 10, 2023, 8:57:42 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Oh well . Let them fire me
Apr 10, 2023, 9:00:59 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm done with the owner being overbearing .
Apr 10, 2023, 9:01:09 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Your boss doesn't breathe down your neck like they do
Apr 10, 2023, 9:11:21 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Sorry. I was serving everyone.
Apr 10, 2023, 9:11:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No but I'm not a newbie or a junior or anything. I'm a senior systems administrator.
Apr 10, 2023, 9:14:36 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
On that companies website they boxes of 12 for for 23.79 so 9.99 each x 12 is 119.99. Like that is way over priced for that
Apr 10, 2023, 9:15:05 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
That's how they make money. Everything there is overpriced. That's why I didn't want to buy shit
Apr 10, 2023, 9:15:50 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah and it's also why we are losing customers
Apr 10, 2023, 9:16:09 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Not your problem. As long as you get paid.
Apr 10, 2023, 9:16:40 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I had customers Friday night tell me they won't ever be back because of prices , lack of items and them quitting the punch card
Apr 10, 2023, 9:16:59 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Okay
Apr 10, 2023, 9:17:28 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
But if customers don't come in I can't really get paid . I will but money has to come from somewhere
Apr 10, 2023, 9:18:40 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Not your problem.
Apr 10, 2023, 9:23:15 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. Well, I'll talk to you later.
Apr 10, 2023, 9:25:18 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm about to lose my shit . She has blown up my phone all evening
Apr 10, 2023, 9:26:15 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I mean, what's done is done. Just fucking quit or deal with it.
Apr 10, 2023, 9:31:31 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Well, they keep going on about it. Got it . Im not stupid I messed up. I don't need reminded a million times
Apr 10, 2023, 9:40:31 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
What did you make for dinner?
Apr 10, 2023, 9:43:56 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Chicken, mashed potatoes, and pasta
Apr 10, 2023, 9:53:28 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I already know I will not be able to get A to bed until you get here. S will be an asshole and she will fight me..
Apr 10, 2023, 9:55:18 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'm probably just going to go to bed when you get here. I'll talk to you later.
Apr 10, 2023, 10:21:07 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Please don't
Apr 10, 2023, 10:22:00 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I don't feel like doing anything.
Apr 10, 2023, 10:30:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm just now getting out of there. When I come to get my check. I may just hand them my fucking key.
Apr 10, 2023, 10:31:53 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. A is asleep in her bed.
Apr 10, 2023, 10:52:26 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
She got up. Putting her in your bed.
Apr 10, 2023, 10:52:42 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Ugh
Apr 10, 2023, 10:53:05 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
S is tired too. I cant lay in those small beds with both of them
Apr 10, 2023, 10:53:18 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm almost home
Apr 10, 2023, 10:54:19 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
S sounds like shit
Apr 10, 2023, 10:55:17 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Guess I'll be taking him to be seen too
Apr 10, 2023, 11:01:13 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
TELL HIM TO STFU!!!!
Apr 10, 2023, 11:01:17 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
!!!!
Apr 10, 2023, 11:08:49 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
He's down here asking for ramen noodles
Apr 10, 2023, 11:10:07 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Did he eat dinner
Apr 10, 2023, 11:21:00 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Who fucking cares. It doesn't matter at this point
Apr 10, 2023, 11:25:49 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Okay .
Apr 10, 2023, 11:31:21 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Did you give K the ibuprofen
Apr 10, 2023, 11:32:26 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. I'll ask her in a minute
Apr 10, 2023, 11:32:39 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No I didn't:
Apr 10, 2023, 11:32:44 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm getting ready to
Apr 10, 2023, 11:35:07 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Well, even though, I'm still bitter about the stuff at vo tech not transferring. I'm still
Going to do it.
Apr 10, 2023, 11:35:24 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright.
Apr 10, 2023, 11:36:21 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
The schooling .
Apr 10, 2023, 11:38:35 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Chicken and potatoes were good thanks .
Apr 11, 2023, 12:38:44 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. Night.
Apr 11, 2023, 12:39:44 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You probably don't want me to come to your room and stay do you
Apr 11, 2023, 12:43:40 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Do whatever the fuck you want. You always do. I'm too frustrated to go to bed.
Apr 11, 2023, 12:43:51 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Wtf. Everyone is sleeping!!
Apr 11, 2023, 12:44:49 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Good fucking night.
Apr 11, 2023, 12:45:05 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
He was standing right beside of the bed and wanted me to carry him to the bed
Apr 11, 2023, 12:45:36 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I want to be in bed with you
Apr 11, 2023, 12:46:26 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I miss having you beside me
Apr 11, 2023, 12:46:38 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I really do
Apr 11, 2023, 12:49:53 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, alright. That's why when I've asked, you've always made up an excuse? No. The only time you do is to have sex. And most of the time you leave and don't actually sleep in there.
Apr 11, 2023, 12:51:25 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Well can't have sex
Apr 11, 2023, 12:55:07 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
But I do want cuddles
Apr 11, 2023, 12:56:58 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I don't understand how you can just act like nothing has happened. I don't fucking get it. I do not want to fight and I will not. I just can't do that. I can't just forget everything and just let go. My brain doesn't work like that.
Apr 11, 2023, 12:58:33 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I don't really know that answer either.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:03:10 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
It wasn't a question. It's perplexing. There are things that still bother me but it clearly doesn't matter to you. I'll just talk to you later. I am too frustrated. There's no point in talking about it.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:05:31 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I think it's because if we not arguing about it's over to me
Apr 11, 2023, 1:08:04 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Huh?
Apr 11, 2023, 1:09:51 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Part of my frustrations is this. When I do try to talk to you, I always have to wait for a response. But when we are actually chatting, I try to respond quickly.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:10:03 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Why I can just move on from an argument, instead of swelling on it
Apr 11, 2023, 1:10:14 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Dwelling on it
Apr 11, 2023, 1:10:31 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
But you do dwell on it. You'll bring up some random shit weeks later.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:11:19 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
But I do stop a fight and try to move on about the fight
Apr 11, 2023, 1:11:25 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'm just going to stop. This is pointless. I'll never get the answers I want because you won't answer them.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:11:30 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
So, just good night.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:14:50 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You didn't ask any.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:16:23 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I sure have. You just turn it around on me and start a bigger fight.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:16:36 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
It's not fucking worth it any more.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:23:01 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You have not asked me anything during this right now conversation
Apr 11, 2023, 1:24:18 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I do wish you would cuddle with me
Apr 11, 2023, 1:24:27 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Whew. Good. Night.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:26:41 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Well if I don't know what I did wrong this time. You didn't aske me anything. So how was I dispose
To lie
Apr 11, 2023, 1:26:55 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Supposed to know** wtf
Apr 11, 2023, 1:28:01 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
It's not worth it. I asked earlier. I'm not doing it again. You're going to let this shit fester inside of me, like it did inside of you. And you're doing it on purpose.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:29:18 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And I fucking hate that you're doing it. You're putting me through fucking hell, on mother fucking purpose.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:29:27 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm not festering anything. You did not ask me anything. That I know of.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:29:43 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No I'm not. But you have been talking to me like shit for shits and giggles
Apr 11, 2023, 1:32:20 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
There it is. No, I have not.
Again, there's no point. You'll just turn it around on me. And it'll be a big fight. I can't handle that right now. I'm already on edge and I'm already losing it.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:32:22 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm not trying to put you through anything.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:33:15 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I do care about you. Whether you want to believe me or not,
Apr 11, 2023, 1:36:00 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, alright. If you can't figure that out, then i don't know what to say.
No, you do fucking not. Actions are what fucking matters. You can say whatever you want. But if you don't behave that way, it doesn't matter.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:37:04 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I can say I'm a billionaire but I'm not.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:37:38 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I like to think I behave like I care about you. How do you want me to prove it!
Apr 11, 2023, 1:37:56 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Oh fucking awesome . Alayna is throwing up.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:40:03 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I have told you 10000 times what I want and fucking need. You don't give a shit. You just fight me about it. I want to be able to sit fucking down and relax sometimes too. I NEVER FUCKING CAN.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:40:08 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. I'll be up.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:41:55 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You choose not to. I ask you all the time to come sit down and relax. No I got it handled with Alayna : she is back in bed
Apr 11, 2023, 1:42:03 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I struggle with the will to fucking live. No, I'm not going to hurt myself. But I don't want to live. I don't want to do anything. I can't stop. But it doesn't mean I want it.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:42:21 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
SEE???. YOU DONT FUCKING GET IT!
Apr 11, 2023, 1:42:43 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Fuck this. Good bye. I'm done with this conversation. Its the same fucking shit over and fucking over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Apr 11, 2023, 1:43:50 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I want you to have friends. I really do want you to have friends. You need friends. I wish you would make a friend or two.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:45:06 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I don't want anything to happen to you. I wish I could help you not feel that way. I really don't know how to fix it .
I honestly wish you would go talk to a professional .
Apr 11, 2023, 1:45:19 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Leave me the fuck alone.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:45:31 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I can't have fucking friends because of you.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:45:57 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I've never once said you couldn't have friends.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:46:09 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
But you will blame that on me
Apr 11, 2023, 1:46:53 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Omg. Yeah, I just get accused of fucking cheating every time I leave the mother fucking house!
Apr 11, 2023, 1:47:22 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
But, no, that's not your fault or responsibility. Nothing is your responsibility.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:48:01 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I do admit that I am ridiculous about somethings.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:48:40 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No, you don't. You just did not. I cannot have any fucking friends. You have accused me of cheating way too many fucking times.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:49:08 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Just leave me the fuck alone. I hate my fucking life. And you don't give a shit so stop fucking saying you do.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:49:57 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I haven't ever said you can't have friends. I encourage you to go out and I don't accuse you of that all of the time.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:51:43 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I do give a shit about you. You can keep saying I don't . But you're not in my head or know how I feel.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:52:54 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Oh my mother fucking God. Fuck off.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:53:21 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You have pushed my head under fucking water too many god damn times.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:53:26 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Just let me fucking drown already.
Apr 11, 2023, 1:53:55 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah because I will let you do that. No
Apr 11, 2023, 2:10:52 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Let me? You don't know wtf I'm doing half the fucking time.
Apr 11, 2023, 2:11:19 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And you're most certainly not my boss. If I'm going to do it, it'll happen.
Apr 11, 2023, 2:11:52 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Well if I can prevent you from hurting yourself I will.
Apr 11, 2023, 2:12:14 AM
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Cassie:
I'm not going to let you drown
Apr 11, 2023, 2:13:32 AM
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Me:
I'm not going to hurt myself. I'm already drowning. I don't care about myself anymore.
Apr 11, 2023, 2:14:10 AM
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Cassie:
I wish you did. The kids and I care about you
Apr 11, 2023, 2:15:26 AM
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Me:
Yeah, okay. It's not that simple. I'm not going to talk about it with you. It's a waste of time.
Apr 11, 2023, 2:16:08 AM
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Cassie:
We do love you and want you to be around for a long time.
Apr 11, 2023, 2:18:09 AM
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Me:
K
Apr 11, 2023, 2:22:29 AM
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Cassie:
You mean a lot to all of us. Find the will to live . I know it's in there somewhere .
Apr 11, 2023, 2:23:15 AM
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Me:
Alright.
Apr 11, 2023, 2:24:52 AM
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Cassie:
You will . You just need to remember why you wany to live
Apr 11, 2023, 2:27:02 AM
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Me:
Yeah, this isn't a movie or a book. This is the real world.
Apr 11, 2023, 2:27:55 AM
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Cassie:
Didn't say it was. But you do need a reason to want to
Apr 11, 2023, 2:28:11 AM
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Me:
I haven't really cared to live in a long fucking time. Like, 20 fucking years. I've dragged my ass through life. I don't push on for any reason other than my brain forces me to. I have been trapped in this fucking life only because I cannot kill myself.
Apr 11, 2023, 2:30:12 AM
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Me:
I literally joined the Marines to go to war. That was the major fucking reason. I wanted to be in the shit. I don't want to get hurt. I hate getting fucking hurt. If it's going to happen, I want it to be quick and as painless as possible.
Apr 11, 2023, 2:30:13 AM
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Cassie:
There has to be some sort of reason that you wouldn't want to hurt yourself, I want to see you stay alive for as long as you can xx
Apr 11, 2023, 2:30:31 AM
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Me:
I don't want to live past 40. Fuck that.
Apr 11, 2023, 2:31:09 AM
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Cassie:
That's not a long life. And kids will still be little
Apr 11, 2023, 2:31:47 AM
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Cassie:
That's only 5 more years. You need to find a purpose .
Apr 11, 2023, 2:31:52 AM
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Me:
I'm not going to kill myself. But whatever happens, happens. I'm not going to start going to a doctor. I'm not going to stop driving fast.
Apr 11, 2023, 2:31:57 AM
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Me:
No, I don't.
Apr 11, 2023, 2:32:49 AM
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Cassie:
Yes you do.
A goal of only living to 40 . That is pretty extreme .
Apr 11, 2023, 2:33:05 AM
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Cassie:
You need to go to a doctor. That is completely unhealthy .
Apr 11, 2023, 2:34:50 AM
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Me:
Yeah. Alright. Have a good night.
Apr 11, 2023, 2:35:17 AM
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Cassie:
40 years old is not now of.
Apr 11, 2023, 2:35:23 AM
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Cassie:
Old
Apr 11, 2023, 2:37:13 AM
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Me:
Alright
Apr 11, 2023, 2:37:55 AM
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Me:
My life. My choices.
Apr 11, 2023, 2:38:02 AM
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Cassie:
No one wants you dead
Apr 11, 2023, 2:38:08 AM
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Cassie:
Alright.
Apr 11, 2023, 2:39:01 AM
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Me:
Didn't say anyone did. Never said that.
Apr 11, 2023, 2:40:19 AM
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Cassie:
Well I hope that you will realize before it's too late that we do care about you .
Apr 11, 2023, 2:41:11 AM
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Me:
I do think my kids care about me. I didn't say they didn't.
Apr 11, 2023, 2:41:41 AM
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Cassie:
Then you shouldn't want to leave them so early
Apr 11, 2023, 2:45:11 AM
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Me:
Alright. Just leave me alone. Good night.
Apr 11, 2023, 2:49:52 AM
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Cassie:
I'm going to go leave you alone for now. Im sure I will come check on you like I always do
Apr 11, 2023, 2:52:54 AM
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Me:
Don't. I am not going to hurt myself. Don't waste your time. I'm sure I'll end up being woke up by your yelling in the AM.
Apr 11, 2023, 2:54:16 AM
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Cassie:
Well I still do and Will. I have done this since we have got together.
Apr 11, 2023, 2:54:37 AM
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Me:
Alright.
Apr 11, 2023, 2:55:01 AM
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Me:
And this is another reason I don't think we should take Lilly and Christina.
Apr 11, 2023, 2:56:42 AM
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Me:
I wanted to actually talk to you about it but it's not going to happen. You cannot be reasonable. You also havent been around.
Apr 11, 2023, 2:57:42 AM
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Me:
Alright. Night.