Feb 19, 2023, 2:08:48 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Not a fucking chance in the world is that happening.
Feb 19, 2023, 2:18:21 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I've already done my laundry and I'll pack up whatever else I'm taking later. I'll be leaving this afternoon.
Feb 19, 2023, 3:55:34 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
This was the last straw. I can't do it anymore. I dealt with finding you signing your name with his last name, going back to him the second time, going to his house on your birthday, lying to me about everything around him, just lying to me in general, etc etc. I am fucking done being lied to. I cannot do it anymore. And I know it won't stop. You've been lying to me since the beginning. There's nothing to stop you now.
Feb 19, 2023, 11:06:33 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
It must be nice to just leave and not come back. It shouldn't be like this if I want a night away . You make me feel like shit because I go out very fucking rarely . Then you don't even stop the kids from saying I'm a bad mom for going somewhere. I don't do that to you . But you don't care as long as you look better than me . I literally slept on her couch but I guess I should just drive and risk it . I'm sure if I got a dui I would never hear the end of it.
Feb 19, 2023, 11:11:50 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
It should be okay if I go out for a night. But no you make me feel like shit for wanting to leave the house:
Feb 19, 2023, 11:12:59 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
It's not like I go party every night or even weekly or monthly .
Feb 19, 2023, 11:28:29 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I got you cigs and drinks
Feb 19, 2023, 11:57:03 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah he is definitely getting sick
Feb 19, 2023, 2:18:30 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You still hungry
Feb 19, 2023, 2:18:51 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No
Feb 19, 2023, 2:22:42 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
🤣🤣🤣
Feb 19, 2023, 2:24:41 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
It's nice and warm outside.
Feb 19, 2023, 2:25:24 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You say you rarely go out and that's just not true. It's not often, no. We have kids. The bottom line is I'm fucking tired of being lied to and I'm done with it.
Yes, I appreciate you bring me food and drinks and buying me cigs. I do appreciate it. But it doesn't change anything.
Feb 19, 2023, 2:25:28 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I want to make a one dish casserole for today but not sure what . Any ideas ?
Feb 19, 2023, 2:26:27 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I wasn't asking for it to change anything . But I do try to do stuff for you when I can. That's what you don't realize . I do love you so much .
Feb 19, 2023, 2:27:31 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And I always say I appreciate it and I do.
I try to help you as well. These shouldn't be things we hold against each other.
But you fucking lie to me constantly. That's not love.
Feb 19, 2023, 2:32:27 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
It shouldn't. I do want to be able to go out on the rare occasion . I need it so I don't lose my mind. If we had luxury of a sitter . We both could go out together. Even if it's just once a month would be nice . That's what I want most is time.
Feb 19, 2023, 2:32:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And I get it. But you fucking lie to me. And it's not just last night. It's all the fucking time.
Feb 19, 2023, 2:33:50 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I am not lying all the time. I really don't want to fight and argue. I just wanted you to know that I do love and care about you.
Feb 19, 2023, 2:35:21 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You are lying a lot. Frequently over stupid shit. I cannot keep doing it.
You say that but you are still divorcing me and you treat me like shit sometimes. You don't want to be controlled by you want to control me.
Feb 19, 2023, 2:36:40 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No I don't. I want our relationship to go back to how it used to be .
Feb 19, 2023, 2:37:16 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I don't see how it can. I still don't think you've told me everything and you're still hiding shit. The fact that you disabled your location history is proof
Feb 19, 2023, 2:37:37 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You never prove anything to me. I keep catching you lying to me. How can I believe or trust you???
Feb 19, 2023, 2:40:46 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I can't tell you what I'm not doing .
I'm trying my best to be what you want me to be. And I guess I'm failing at that too.
Feb 19, 2023, 2:42:17 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Oh fuck. Here we go.
You keep doing this shit. Why disable your location history if you have nothing to hide??
If you doubt where I've been, I show you. No problem. I don't without you even asking. You NEVER give me proof.
Feb 19, 2023, 2:43:13 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I feel like we got along better not married. I think you can agree with that.
If I start sharing my constant location with you will that ease your mind that I'm not doing anything
Feb 19, 2023, 2:45:18 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Uh, we also didn't have as many kids and you weren't as controlling as you are now. I was able to have friends without being accused of cheating.
I don't even want to know where you are 24x7. I don't want that. I want to be able to trust you but you've proven over and over that I cannot.
You go hours without saying shit to me and you end up all over the place. I don't do that to you. If I do, you accuse me of all kinds of shit.
Feb 19, 2023, 2:48:09 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Well if I share my location all the time then you will know where I am at . And know I'm not doing anything nefarious.
So maybe we should go back to not being married we got a long and didn't fight as much.
Feb 19, 2023, 2:48:43 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
If I'm at clincials and school I can't really answer all day.
Feb 19, 2023, 2:49:43 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Or how about you just communicate and stop fucking lying?!
So that I get fucked like I am now? Child and spousal support while I pay for everything?
Feb 19, 2023, 2:50:08 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No I would cancel that
Feb 19, 2023, 2:50:16 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, Im aware. I don't want to be like that. I just want you to communicate. But you'll sit there and talk to fucking Jesse all motherfucking day but refuse to say shit to me.
Feb 19, 2023, 2:51:07 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I do answer you . There are times I don't answer immediately. And you get mad if it's like 2-3 minutes.
Feb 19, 2023, 2:51:13 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I think it's time we just stop this. You're not going to change any of this. You'll just point back at something that I've done.
Feb 19, 2023, 2:51:41 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
When I see you on your phone and not answering, yeah. Especially when I am doing something yet I answer you
Feb 19, 2023, 2:52:07 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You get mad when I'm in class and can't answer .
Feb 19, 2023, 2:52:24 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright.
Feb 19, 2023, 2:52:42 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You're giving up on me. And it hurts
Feb 19, 2023, 2:53:12 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah. You've held this divorce over me for over 6 fucking months and I'm done with it.
Feb 19, 2023, 2:54:06 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Alright. Bye
Feb 19, 2023, 2:54:48 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
This was your choice. I've tried to stop it. I've tried to be reasonable. You've kept taking the money, lying and hiding shit, and kept the divorce going. I can only handle so much.
Feb 19, 2023, 2:56:29 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Alright. Thanks
Feb 19, 2023, 2:56:52 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I guess Sawyer and I are going to get ready to leave to get the boys .
Feb 19, 2023, 3:15:23 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Fuck. Alright
Feb 19, 2023, 3:15:52 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
One of the things that sucked is I could've used you yesterday. There is something stuck in my eye. That's why the pain comes and goes.
Feb 19, 2023, 3:16:40 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
There were times I couldn't keep my eyes open and I told you it hurt and you didn't really care. I didn't want to have to ask you to come home. You didn't want to. So I didn't. I dealt with it.
Feb 19, 2023, 3:20:13 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And actually I did . But you always say you will be alright and don't want my help.
Feb 19, 2023, 3:31:03 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Because I hate asking for help. I dont do it, unless it's life threatening or irreversible.
Feb 19, 2023, 3:32:23 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
But that's what I'm here for . I wish you trusted me enough to let me help you
Feb 19, 2023, 3:33:11 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You've screwed me everytime I've trusted you.
Other than that, I just don't like asking for help. No one wants to help. They do it because I ask.
Feb 19, 2023, 3:34:25 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I won't stay with you, if we aren't married. You've already given me a preview of that.
Feb 19, 2023, 3:37:04 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I will voluntarily try to help and you tell me not . I don't know tools well but I'm semi learning from you. But no helping with work on cars I will never be good at helping with.
Feb 19, 2023, 3:39:59 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Well, I get frustrated because you don't listen to me. We've been lifting heavy shit and I tell you to do something or not to, and you do what you think instead of what I say.
Feb 19, 2023, 3:45:08 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Sawyer already back asleep
Feb 19, 2023, 3:45:33 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Okay
Feb 19, 2023, 3:46:18 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
So he definitely doesn't feel good
Feb 19, 2023, 3:54:50 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
What fucking kills me is that if I lied to you half as much as you have me, you'd never stop going on about it. Ive let a lot of it go. But I can only do so fucking much. It's not god damn fair.
Feb 19, 2023, 3:55:39 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Im to the point where I'm done forgiving because you won't. And you keep doing it whereas I haven't done anything wrong to you in a long fucking time.
Feb 19, 2023, 3:59:39 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
How can you expect me to believe you love me when you wrote Cassie Childers on a fucking letter from the BCSE?!
Feb 19, 2023, 4:02:08 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You don't get it you did wrong to me for over 2 years . It wasn't fair to me at all . I may forgive you but I'll never forget you doing all that. The fact it took you 10 years to even acknowledge you were wrong. Took me filling for divorce for you to feel bad about it:
Feb 19, 2023, 4:02:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I don't expect you to forgive or forget anything
Feb 19, 2023, 4:03:56 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No. I tried to apologize and all that shit but you kept saying I was lying. So, no. That's just not correct.
Feb 19, 2023, 4:06:01 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No, but you expect me to believe you.
Feb 19, 2023, 4:06:40 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I don't think you love me anymore. I've said it a few times now. I really don't. And you've given me no reason to believe you do. I think you want to. I think you still care. But I don't think you love me.
Feb 19, 2023, 4:08:10 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No you didn't. Not once . Maybe you're right I still resent you because of it . It shattered everything about me : and the fact you were in her bedroom. Just pisses me off more
Feb 19, 2023, 4:09:01 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I fucking did. I'm not going to argue about that anymore. We've done this too many times.
This is done. This isn't going to get better and I can't keep having the same argument over and over.
Feb 19, 2023, 4:11:43 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'll go to the hotel when you get back. I already have a reservation
Feb 19, 2023, 4:11:56 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Well I guess they stuck at their house while she is at work because Internet isn't working so internet people are there. They offering me 20 to come up there
Feb 19, 2023, 4:12:17 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Seriously Wtf
Feb 19, 2023, 4:12:24 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Your vehicle, your money.
Feb 19, 2023, 4:12:52 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, I'm done. I am not having this same argument over and over. You've done this for fucking years. And now using it as an excuse for fucking me over.
Feb 19, 2023, 4:14:32 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah and you're fucking me over. No one to get kids off bus or be there when kids get there . Or when I have to leave early to get to school and such
Feb 19, 2023, 4:15:36 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You did that. You expect me to stay with you when you keep doing this shit?
Feb 19, 2023, 4:16:09 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I have to give you over 2k a month yet I pay for almost everything. You blow your money then need more.
Feb 19, 2023, 4:17:21 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You can afford a hotel
But can't afford to do a god damn thing with us
Feb 19, 2023, 4:18:02 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Oh, so I'm supposed to want to go with you, when you treat me like shit? Not everyday, no. But too often.
Feb 19, 2023, 4:19:53 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And you don't ? So I should take you belittling me
Feb 19, 2023, 4:22:16 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. I don't want to argue. I'll talk to you later.
Feb 19, 2023, 4:25:07 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
If you want something to do tonight: coal miners is having midget wrestling 8 I think
Feb 19, 2023, 4:25:22 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
$20 door charge
Feb 19, 2023, 4:25:56 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I want to shoot myself in the fucking face. That's what I want to do. But, no. I don't have the balls.
Feb 19, 2023, 4:27:00 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Figured I'd tell you because you wanted to go last time they had it
Feb 19, 2023, 4:31:12 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You have my location
Feb 19, 2023, 4:31:43 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'll talk to you later. I don't want to keep talking to you. Nothing changes. I've forgiven a lot but you never fucking do. I'm too depressed. You'll never understand. So, take care.
Feb 19, 2023, 4:33:10 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I hope o die on way back. Won't have to worry about me at all
Feb 19, 2023, 4:41:06 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I hope not. The kids need you.
Feb 19, 2023, 4:42:42 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
They will be alive I won't
Feb 19, 2023, 4:43:04 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
They still need you.
Feb 19, 2023, 4:43:37 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah well they said hurtful things that I'm not a mom if I'm
Not at home . So oh well
Feb 19, 2023, 4:44:22 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
They're young. They don't understand.
Feb 19, 2023, 4:45:04 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Well I'm
Losing you when I get back do I don't want to come back
Feb 19, 2023, 4:45:45 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
This has been your choice. You've chosen this.
Feb 19, 2023, 4:46:31 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Bye
Feb 19, 2023, 5:06:02 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Can't see your location from a Hotmail account. I just wanted to see when you'd be back.
Feb 19, 2023, 5:07:29 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I shared with the sir William
Feb 19, 2023, 5:07:39 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Which is a Hotmail account
Feb 19, 2023, 5:07:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I don't even use that account anymore
Feb 19, 2023, 5:08:13 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
One you had me share with before
Feb 19, 2023, 5:08:26 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No
Feb 19, 2023, 5:08:56 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Probably so you just take off when I get there
Feb 19, 2023, 5:09:14 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Fuck me. Just forget it.
Feb 19, 2023, 5:09:39 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I shared with you like I said I was going to
Feb 19, 2023, 5:10:08 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I cannot fucking see it. I've already said that. Why must you always make me repeat myself?????????
Feb 19, 2023, 5:10:24 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Just fucking forget it! Fuck! Always have to make shit difficult!
Feb 19, 2023, 5:12:30 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Is that right one
Feb 19, 2023, 5:13:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
????
Feb 19, 2023, 5:15:36 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Is it
Feb 19, 2023, 5:18:18 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I don't fucking want it. I don't care. I'll just fucking sit here and wait.
Feb 19, 2023, 5:19:39 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Well I shared to two accounts
Feb 19, 2023, 5:20:50 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
https://maps.app.goo.gl/Smi1p6mBDdZKGfpq9
Feb 19, 2023, 5:33:06 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Got you beer and a couple snacks
Feb 19, 2023, 5:42:16 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You can take the camera down
Feb 19, 2023, 5:56:32 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Why should I stay here when you're divorcing me?? It doesn't make sense.
Feb 19, 2023, 5:57:31 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Well the w.g.Wallace us mc won't let me share to it because you have me blocked. So yeah I cannot even share my location with you because you have me blocked
Feb 19, 2023, 5:58:00 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Because I want you here
Feb 19, 2023, 5:59:28 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
It's not w.g.wallaceusmc. I said this. It's w.wallaceusmc@gmail.com
Feb 19, 2023, 6:00:07 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, those two ideas conflict. You want me here but want to divorce me. It's one or the other.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:01:55 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I want you here and you even admitted we got along better not being married
Feb 19, 2023, 6:02:29 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, way to dismiss everything else I said too.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:02:44 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I didn't dismiss anything
Feb 19, 2023, 6:03:05 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You did. I said we did, but we had a lot less going on and you weren't constantly lying to me
Feb 19, 2023, 6:03:53 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Im done repeating myself. Youve made your choice. Now you can live with it.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:04:01 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I wish you wouldn't have lied to me for first years together
Feb 19, 2023, 6:04:18 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I guess the last 7 years didn't mean shit then.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:04:40 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
That's what you've done. You've thrown the last 7 years in the trash.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:05:42 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
So I guess first years weren't important either
Feb 19, 2023, 6:05:57 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, that's what I said.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:07:19 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
That's what you have said dating didn't matter maybe not in your eyes but it did mine
Feb 19, 2023, 6:07:35 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
It didn't matter as much is what I said.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:08:38 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And if you're going to say it does then I guess you wanted to marry every person you've dated.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:10:22 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I think that's wrong .
I've only had two long term
Relationships. And long term should mean something . But I guess it doesn't in your mind.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:10:44 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And I thought that's what we were was a long term relationship
Feb 19, 2023, 6:13:14 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And you are literally my longest relationship ever
Feb 19, 2023, 6:13:20 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I made a fucking mistake. How many times do I have to say it?! I have said it fucking over and over. But what you did is a different thing. You did it after 7 years of marriage and 3 kids. It's not the same. It fucking is not. And you did it because I was grieving my dead fucking brother.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:14:50 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No that is not how it went at all. You dropped off the planet and wanted nothing to do with us. Not go anywhere. How was that fair
Feb 19, 2023, 6:15:48 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Because I was fucking grieving and depressed!!!!!! I lost my brother in my fucking house! He was not even a year older than me!!!!!!! What do you fucking understand?! You'll never know how that fucking feels.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:15:50 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
2 years you did that.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:16:11 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Sorry I can't get over it by snapping my fingers. I've been with him my whole life.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:16:56 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Good bye. I left.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:18:28 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
So I should have just stayed here for years not having anyone to talk to or go anywhere because of that?
2 years I think was more patient than anyone would deal with their partner just disappearing drinking themselves to death? Starving themselves . You would not let me even deal with any of my family members deaths for more than a day.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:18:35 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
But you deserved decades.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:18:40 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Of course you did
Feb 19, 2023, 6:19:11 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. That's not true. Fuck this. Im done.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:19:24 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Good fucking luck.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:20:04 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
It's not true.
When my aunt died . I got a fucking day . Her funeral you just had to leave and made me feel like shit
Feb 19, 2023, 6:21:00 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You did the same at my grandmothers. I have never done that to you in any of the deaths of your family members . But you sure as hell were fucking rude to me
Feb 19, 2023, 6:22:18 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Stop saying it's not true because you know damn well it was.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:24:43 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah calling you out is wrong but you can make me feel like shit .
I still had to watch the kids and deal with life when I have lost people, But not you . It's okay for you to act the way you did and I have to deal with it . But I was in the wrong for being upset for a day. You bitched at me for going to my aunts house when she passed away. You messaged me 30 times when I was going to be back and you hoped I didn't stay gone super long.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:25:21 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Not once did I ever pull that shit with you.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:26:07 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I took two weeks off of work to be with you for your mom. But you didn't ever do that shit for me .
Feb 19, 2023, 6:27:34 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm there for literally everyone else when something like that happens to them but no one is around for me like that.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:27:51 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Not even you.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:28:27 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Nothing new here. You're excusing tour actions. You never take responsibility. You'll never change anything. I've tried to get better and I've tried to get over things. You won't. So fuck it. Divorce it is. 10 days.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:29:32 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah see it's only about what I do. Never what you do.
Because you do no fucking wrong
Feb 19, 2023, 6:29:42 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Its hard for me to know you want support when you don't show it. You're too cold
Feb 19, 2023, 6:30:00 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I guess I never apologize and take responsibility.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:30:24 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah because I've had to learn to just get over it because no one going to be there for me. That's reality of things
Feb 19, 2023, 6:31:11 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Now you have a new guy. Maybe he will be.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:31:19 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
But he's just playing you. That's what he's done for years.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:31:40 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah you apologize but you never apologized when it happened . It took you until
3 months ago to apologize: about not letting me deal with my aunt.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:32:21 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You are ridiculous. We are not together. Like you and that cunt bag were. Spending the night at her house and being in her room. Yeah okay.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:32:27 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah because we all realize our mistakes when they happen
Feb 19, 2023, 6:32:38 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
There it is. Okay
Feb 19, 2023, 6:33:02 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You've made your choice. I'm not saying it again. So, live with it. Leave me alone.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:33:18 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
See I knew you spent the nights with her when you would say you weren't able to come in.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:33:31 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Probably stayed at Kathy's with you too.
God damn I hate you
Feb 19, 2023, 6:33:34 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I didn't but whatever
Feb 19, 2023, 6:33:47 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Oh god damn. I am fucking done!!!!!!
Feb 19, 2023, 6:34:23 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You're full of shit . There were weekends you said you didn't come in and come to find out you did. So yeah you lied to me about all that too.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:34:24 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Blocked. And I am changing my number for real. I'm removing Google voice. I cannot do this again
Feb 19, 2023, 6:34:45 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You were in her house and in her room, probably in ger bed too
Feb 19, 2023, 6:35:06 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You just admitted to it .
Feb 19, 2023, 6:35:44 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Hope you got your shit because it's now staying here
Feb 19, 2023, 6:35:49 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
If not
Feb 19, 2023, 6:55:32 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
God damn. I did fucking not. I am glad you killed this.
Feb 19, 2023, 6:57:26 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm glad I was there for you for almost everything and when I needed you you talked trash and was like I got to work don't care if you're upset about losing someone
Feb 19, 2023, 7:00:27 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
See? Apologizing and admitting fault and taking responsibility doesn't matter to you. It doesn't matter what I do. You'll never forgive. Never.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:01:27 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah and I guess being there for you doesn't count for anything. Nothing.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:01:36 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
A relationship cant survive and exist without forgiveness and compromise. Neither of which you are willing to do.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:01:45 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
It did. And I've forgiven a lot.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:02:03 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
But you've kept a divorce over my head for over 6 months.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:02:19 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I've tried to forgive you and forget about it
Feb 19, 2023, 7:02:33 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, right.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:02:44 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
That's why you always bring shit up?
Feb 19, 2023, 7:04:03 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I guess I'll get my shit since you're threatening to destroy it
Feb 19, 2023, 7:04:06 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I've tried not to.
I'm not cooking an actual dinner . Not wasting my time
Feb 19, 2023, 7:04:14 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I didn't threaten to destroy anything
Feb 19, 2023, 7:04:39 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah
Feb 19, 2023, 7:05:03 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Where did I threaten to destroy anything ??
Feb 19, 2023, 7:05:06 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Not like I'll be eating. And there won't be a repeat of today.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:05:44 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
It's not staying there. So where is it going
Feb 19, 2023, 7:06:05 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You didn't take it so it's staying here
Feb 19, 2023, 7:06:32 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'll get it. This is the last time this is happening.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:06:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You can never even have a conversation about shit. You always take it to the extreme.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:07:22 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No. You're not going to just leave and come back all the time . So it's staying here since you chose to leave and go to a hotel
Feb 19, 2023, 7:07:52 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I try to have a conversation and you just block me when I bring up stuff that bothers me . But I'm supposed to just listen to you be little me
Feb 19, 2023, 7:08:07 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Okay. Let's out this down in the record. Are you refusing to allow me to get my work computer?
Feb 19, 2023, 7:08:30 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No, you want to bring up the same shit over and over.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:12:00 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I don't want to leave. I want you to stop this shit. I want you to stop lying to me. And stop being so sketchy. I want the divorce to stop. But you refuse. You keep making it worse.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:12:21 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You always escalate every situation.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:12:51 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Did you tell the kids you were leaving not coming back ?
Feb 19, 2023, 7:13:34 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No
Feb 19, 2023, 7:13:53 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
They keep asking me where you are
Feb 19, 2023, 7:14:10 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Because they know you. I'm sure you're in there talking shit about me
Feb 19, 2023, 7:14:42 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No I haven't said anything I'vec been on the couch crying
Feb 19, 2023, 7:15:16 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
See... You are two faced. You say you're doing that but then talk mad shit to me.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:15:41 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I haven't talked shit about you at all.
I haven't said anything about you
Feb 19, 2023, 7:15:55 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
TO me.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:16:22 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I have been crying .
Feb 19, 2023, 7:16:38 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Omg. And like I said. Talking mad shit TO me.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:17:15 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
So I can't be mad and cry ?
Feb 19, 2023, 7:17:55 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah. But you don't want to make shit better. You keep escalating it.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:18:35 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You wont commit to stop the lies. You won't even tell me everything you're hiding now. Everytime I catch you, it's always there's nothing else. But that's a lie.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:19:17 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You should know when I get mad I say shit just like you do, doesn't mean I'm not upset
Feb 19, 2023, 7:20:25 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
But you never stop. Never.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:20:46 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm not as bad as I used to be .
Feb 19, 2023, 7:20:47 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I am so fucking depressed, I don't want to be around anyone. I hate my life right now.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:22:39 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm highly depressed too. I wish I could make you feel better and not feel like that. But I know it's majorly my fault in that.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:24:25 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I also think d***$ hasn't helped us in last two years either
Feb 19, 2023, 7:24:46 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And yet you continue on with it. When I'm struggling, you don't care. You've sat there and watched me fucking crying and shaking but continue doing it.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:26:46 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And I have tried to help . I've even tried to find you some help but you won't you act like you're bullet proof and can't need help it take any help.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:27:18 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I try to comfort you and you don't let me . I think almost 11 years warrants me to be able to comfort you and help you
Feb 19, 2023, 7:27:37 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, and you used to. But now you're the one fucking me over.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:27:51 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And fucking smiling about it.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:28:05 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm not smiling about anything .
Feb 19, 2023, 7:28:29 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You have. You have sat there and fucking smirked about me breaking down
Feb 19, 2023, 7:29:13 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Uh yeah you're wrong.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:29:53 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You have told me I was weak when I was having a meltdown . Crying is for pussies is what you have told me. You have told the boys that.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:31:19 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Okay. What is any of this helping? It's not. Yep, I was wrong. And now I feel like shit. Happy? Yeah. Look at any of this conversation and see where you've admitted you were wrong.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:31:35 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'm in the garage. I'll leave you alone. Leave me alone.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:32:23 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I have done things wrong. I am wrong about a lot of things. I've admitted things were my fault . Maybe not as much as I should but I do admit fault .
Feb 19, 2023, 7:33:08 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
We are both stubborn we don't like to admit when we are wrong.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:34:01 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Again, look at this conversation. Show me once where you addmitted any type of fault or remorse.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:34:15 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Look back days. You won't find any.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:34:28 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Other than vagueness.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:36:43 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I admit that I made mistakes in regards to how I handled you not being around . Being here but not being. I should have sucked it up and tried to help you more.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:39:08 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I miss how we used to be .
Feb 19, 2023, 7:39:26 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
One thing. I have admitted fault and remorse quite a bit. I try to get better. But you don't. You say you want to then stab me in the back.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:44:19 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I do want to get better. We used to have the best relationship. And somewhere we have lost how to be with each other.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:44:36 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You. Keep. Lying. To. Me!
Feb 19, 2023, 7:45:15 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Like wtf. Why do I have to keep saying it??? You have lied to me over and fucking over.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:45:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I wish you would try marriage counseling with me
Feb 19, 2023, 7:46:12 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah. Okay. I guess that'll stop you from lying. Wtf.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:46:38 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No I didn't say that. But you're not willing to try
Feb 19, 2023, 7:47:04 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Omg. JUST STOP FUCKING LYING TO ME
Feb 19, 2023, 7:47:17 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I started talking to therapist and taking meds so I would try not to be so crazy
Feb 19, 2023, 7:48:11 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And I don't get hammered like I used to. But I am severely depressed. I used to be okay but not now. And you make it worse. You won't stop lying. You show very little empathy towards me.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:48:56 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
None of this matters. We are getting divorced in 10 days. I'm tired of this conversation.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:49:49 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I wish I would've moved you into my room. I hate my fucking life.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:51:04 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
That's another thing that it bothers me. We used to shower lay with each other watch movies etc .
Feb 19, 2023, 7:51:31 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You don't get hammered anymore because you have too high of a tolerance now.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:51:45 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You have refused to sleep with me over and over.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:52:00 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. Are you fucking serious?
Feb 19, 2023, 7:52:17 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I do try to be empathetic towards you but you will tell me you don't want anything from me no help. What am I supposed to do.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:52:26 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Do you even know how much I actually drink? I've shown you and proved this to you over and over. Again, another thing you don't listen to me about.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:52:42 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Not fucking bitch at me about stupid shit, that's for sure.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:52:55 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No I listen , but you drink quite a bit and don't get even a buzz. I don't understand
Feb 19, 2023, 7:53:08 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, you don't listen.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:53:46 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Just because you don't drink a whole beer should not mean you can't get drunk. I rarely drink and I get tipsy.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:53:53 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You never do. You don't hear a fucking thing I say.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:55:02 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You leave her half ful here and there and open another one and so on. But you don't get drunk
Feb 19, 2023, 7:55:34 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'm done arguing. We are getting divorced in 10 days. I will not stay with you when we are divorced. So, this is all moot.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:57:12 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Are you going to move on to someone else ?
Feb 19, 2023, 7:57:33 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No, I'm going to move and get the fuck away from everyone.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:57:46 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'm not you.
Feb 19, 2023, 7:59:25 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah im sure you will
Go fuck whatever will spread them. Super reassuring
Feb 19, 2023, 7:59:35 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Wow
Feb 19, 2023, 7:59:39 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
What the fuck
Feb 19, 2023, 8:01:14 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, I don't want to talk to you.
Feb 19, 2023, 8:01:30 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I wish I was good enough for you
Feb 19, 2023, 8:03:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
What the fuck. You are the one who moved on and filed for divorce. Yet I'm the fucked up one?! What the fuck
Feb 19, 2023, 8:04:10 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
God damn. I can't do this!!!
Feb 19, 2023, 8:05:28 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I haven't felt good enough for you in years. What don't you get that o don't find myself super attractive. I'm not skinny or in shape, I don't like how I look. You never tell me im pretty .
Feb 19, 2023, 8:07:04 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. Good bye. I'm not doing this. You just made it seem like I'm the one who is out looking for sex. No, you went out and found some dick. But yeah, it's my fault. Fuck this. I hate my motherfucking life.
Feb 19, 2023, 8:08:22 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I didn't find any dick.
If we are not together I'm sure you will . And it won't be my business anymore . Jesus you made that seem like I said something awful .
Feb 19, 2023, 8:12:43 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You fucking did
Feb 19, 2023, 8:12:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You did find dick. You said you wanted to have sex with him.
Feb 19, 2023, 8:13:11 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
But I didn't !!!
Feb 19, 2023, 8:15:14 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
But you wanted to.
Feb 19, 2023, 8:15:32 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
So you found some dick. Didn't take advantage of the situation but you found it.
Feb 19, 2023, 8:16:00 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yet I don't even talk to any women.
Feb 19, 2023, 8:16:50 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You told me you were goijg to have sex with that dumb bitch Christmas weekend we were together. But I guess that was different
Feb 19, 2023, 8:17:19 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yep. There you go excusing your actions.
Feb 19, 2023, 8:17:35 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Just leave me the fuck alone.
Feb 19, 2023, 8:18:44 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Not excusing my actions. But it doesn't excuse you telling me you were going to and were with her that Christmas weekend. God why did I continue this after all that. I clearly wasn't what you wanted back then .
Feb 19, 2023, 8:21:02 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm a fucking idiot is what I was and am
Feb 19, 2023, 8:25:18 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. I'm done. I can't do this again.
Feb 19, 2023, 8:25:31 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Every. Fucking. Day. Let's just get this over with.
Feb 19, 2023, 8:26:37 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Just forget it. Forget I exist. Maybe I'll just die
Feb 19, 2023, 8:27:51 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You're the one doing this shit. You just keep fucking going.
Feb 19, 2023, 8:28:57 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
It bothers me. I'm sorry. You telling me that a few months ago. Just makes me question whether you actually found me attractive back then and now.
Feb 19, 2023, 8:29:52 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Bye. Again, I'm not doing this over and over. I don't want to live in the past. You can if you want.
Feb 19, 2023, 8:30:17 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm
Sorry I'm
Very insecure about myself
Feb 19, 2023, 8:31:02 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And I also think about all that all the time.
Feb 19, 2023, 8:31:15 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And I get myself mad when I do it
Feb 19, 2023, 8:36:03 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You're not sorry. You do this over and over. I can't fucking do it. I didn't fucking do anything and then you do this shit and take it out on me. This is the shit that just piles up on me. I want to fucking suck start my 40
Feb 19, 2023, 8:36:57 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
What time did I bring you food
Feb 19, 2023, 8:37:45 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Because that's when I gave him ibuprofen
Feb 19, 2023, 8:37:50 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I don't know
Feb 19, 2023, 8:37:57 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
It's been more than 4 hours.
Feb 19, 2023, 8:38:18 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I guess I'll go get fucking Tylenol. This shit kills me. Like, why couldn't you look before 830?!
Feb 19, 2023, 8:40:39 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I can give ibuprofen again so don't worry about Tylenol
Feb 19, 2023, 8:41:45 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No, he'll need it.
Feb 19, 2023, 8:41:59 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
If he's feeling this shitty, he'll need both. Have you taken his temp?!
Feb 19, 2023, 8:44:01 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
See? It doesn't take two minutes for a simple question
Feb 19, 2023, 8:44:35 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
He is hot as hell. We don't have a thermometer anymore
Feb 19, 2023, 8:44:57 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I tried to tell you that. Unless you bought a new one
Feb 19, 2023, 8:45:17 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
His heart is beating really fast. I'm starting to freak out
Feb 19, 2023, 8:45:43 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Because no one puts them away.
Feb 19, 2023, 8:47:32 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Hope you're happy. Ive printed the divorce docs.
Feb 19, 2023, 8:48:04 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No I'm not
Feb 19, 2023, 8:48:26 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Walgreens closed so you won't be able to go there
Feb 19, 2023, 9:00:27 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'll go to WM.
They're filled out already. I'll go tomorrow
Feb 19, 2023, 9:02:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Great. Dollar general is open
Feb 19, 2023, 9:03:18 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Until 10
Feb 19, 2023, 9:07:17 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
It's not like you're going to stop it. You've made a point to keep it going
Feb 19, 2023, 9:10:56 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'll go to the store in a few. I'm going to try to get the BMW in the garage before it gets too late. The winch is loud
Feb 19, 2023, 9:11:11 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Can he not take the liquid acetaminophen?
Feb 19, 2023, 9:11:20 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
He can
Feb 19, 2023, 9:11:27 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I didn't know we had any
Feb 19, 2023, 9:13:55 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I told you that earlier.
Feb 19, 2023, 9:14:16 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You said we didn't
Feb 19, 2023, 9:14:31 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I said we had acetaminophen. No Tylenol.
Feb 19, 2023, 9:14:55 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'm dumb
Feb 19, 2023, 9:15:52 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. Well, from here on out, all I care about is the kids. You've pushed this as far as I'm willing to go. I will be filing tomorrow. I will not take it back or stop it. Good bye.
Feb 19, 2023, 9:17:35 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Wow just wow.
Feb 19, 2023, 9:28:41 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I told you this. You've gone too far.
Feb 19, 2023, 9:29:11 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Well you saying you pretty much no longer are going to care about me really hurts
Feb 19, 2023, 9:31:15 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. Bye.
Feb 19, 2023, 9:32:02 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I tell you it hurts and you just say bye . Great thanks
Feb 19, 2023, 9:36:20 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Please leave me alone. You are doing this.
Feb 19, 2023, 9:37:16 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
K
Feb 19, 2023, 9:38:05 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. Well this is obviously going to go through. I hate that you've done this. I will not forgive you. Good bye.
Feb 19, 2023, 9:38:48 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You just told me to leave you alone
Feb 19, 2023, 9:38:50 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Wtf
Feb 19, 2023, 9:46:04 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm sure I'm blocked again
Feb 19, 2023, 9:50:21 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No.
Feb 19, 2023, 9:53:24 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm sure you can't try and get girls to bed
Feb 19, 2023, 9:55:47 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Uh, no. I'm in the middle of moving this. It's dangerous
Feb 19, 2023, 9:56:49 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Okay sorry
Feb 19, 2023, 9:57:37 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Can Sawyer and I sleep in your bed and you can have mine for the night
Feb 19, 2023, 9:58:07 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
If not it's okay.
Feb 19, 2023, 10:00:11 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I guess. I'll need to get my charger out
Feb 19, 2023, 10:01:29 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No neve r mind I'm going up out is all in girls room
Feb 19, 2023, 10:01:44 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Unless you will let both of us sleep with you
Feb 19, 2023, 10:01:55 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I don't care
Feb 19, 2023, 10:02:12 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
So Sawyer and I can sleep with you
Feb 19, 2023, 10:02:26 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I guess. I don't care
Feb 19, 2023, 10:04:28 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I don't have to if you really don't want me in there
Feb 19, 2023, 10:05:09 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Omg. I am risking my fucking life right now.
Feb 19, 2023, 10:21:49 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Please be careful
Feb 19, 2023, 10:24:48 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Sh
Feb 19, 2023, 10:26:31 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Eh*
Feb 19, 2023, 10:26:34 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
How loud is this thing
Feb 19, 2023, 10:27:07 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I can't hear it I'm in girls room
Feb 19, 2023, 10:28:01 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Sawyer is on the couch
Feb 19, 2023, 10:28:40 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Ugh
Feb 19, 2023, 10:28:54 PM
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Cassie:
He's asleep though.
Feb 19, 2023, 10:29:49 PM
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Me:
You had packages in the mailbox
Feb 19, 2023, 10:30:20 PM
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Cassie:
I never got anything saying I was getting any mail. So thanks
Feb 19, 2023, 10:30:35 PM
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Me:
Yep. Night.
Feb 19, 2023, 10:30:53 PM
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Cassie:
I'm not going to bed. Still trying to get Alayna to sleep
Feb 19, 2023, 10:31:04 PM
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Me:
Alright
Feb 19, 2023, 10:32:22 PM
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Cassie:
I'll probably just sleep on couch with Sawyer .
Feb 19, 2023, 10:32:39 PM
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Me:
Ugh. Alright
Feb 19, 2023, 10:33:00 PM
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Cassie:
Well you're busy so I'm not messing with your room
Feb 19, 2023, 10:35:02 PM
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Me:
I'm not in my room. I'm not doing anything in there.
Feb 19, 2023, 10:35:16 PM
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Me:
I wish you didn't fucking do what you did yesterday so I could've got some shit.
Feb 19, 2023, 10:35:51 PM
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Cassie:
What shit ?
Feb 19, 2023, 10:36:06 PM
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Me:
Wtf do you think
Feb 19, 2023, 10:37:29 PM
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Cassie:
You knew I was going to birthday party and going out.
Feb 19, 2023, 10:37:54 PM
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Me:
Yeah, but you kept saying you'd be back!
Feb 19, 2023, 10:38:44 PM
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Cassie:
So is that what you're mad I didn't come back is because of shit ?
Feb 19, 2023, 10:39:03 PM
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Me:
Uh, no. I'm mad because you lied to me.
Feb 19, 2023, 10:39:25 PM
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Cassie:
But now you're bringing that up. So that makes me think differently
Feb 19, 2023, 10:39:36 PM
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Me:
Alright. Fuck this. Bye.
Feb 19, 2023, 10:58:18 PM
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Me:
You just can't help yourself, can you???
Feb 19, 2023, 10:59:19 PM
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Cassie:
You just got pissy about me not being here for you to get shit . So what else am I supposed to think
Feb 19, 2023, 10:59:43 PM
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Me:
What I said. I'm not in your head, but you're in mine?!
Feb 19, 2023, 11:00:42 PM
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Cassie:
Well that's how you put it
Feb 19, 2023, 11:01:00 PM
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Me:
Okay. I'll just talk to you another time. Still won't stop
Feb 19, 2023, 11:01:23 PM
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Cassie:
You're free to go get what you want . I'm here with the kids . So up to you if you go get it or not . I'm not stopping you
Feb 19, 2023, 11:01:33 PM
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Cassie:
Sorry I'm not trying to fight but that's how I took it
Feb 19, 2023, 11:02:33 PM
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Me:
I can't.
Feb 19, 2023, 11:02:38 PM
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Me:
And still won't stop.
Feb 19, 2023, 11:12:19 PM
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Me:
Well, it's good to see that you don't trust me at all. I haven't done anything to cause you not to trust me, in a long time. I've also tried my best to be as honest as possible. This is what I get. God dammit. I cannot talk to you. It fucking hurts too much.
Feb 19, 2023, 11:12:57 PM
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Cassie:
Wtf are you talking about ??
Feb 19, 2023, 11:33:44 PM
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Cassie:
He is shivering with two blankets on and jeans and long sleeve shirt. Dammit wtf
Feb 19, 2023, 11:34:33 PM
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Cassie:
But he feels like a fireball.
Feb 19, 2023, 11:36:46 PM
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Me:
Ugh. Still haven't found a thermometer?
Feb 19, 2023, 11:37:24 PM
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Me:
I hate talking to you because you just hurt my feelings. This whole thing just fucking hurts. I've tried and tried to get you to stop it and you won't. So I have to stop talking to you.
Feb 19, 2023, 11:37:27 PM
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Cassie:
Fuck no. He feels exactly how he did when he had rsv last year
Feb 19, 2023, 11:40:44 PM
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Cassie:
Right before everyone caught Covid . I'm scared . Rsv temps run so damn high
Feb 19, 2023, 11:49:15 PM
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Cassie:
103.3
Feb 19, 2023, 11:50:34 PM
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Me:
Oof
Feb 19, 2023, 11:50:56 PM
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Cassie:
Yeah that's getting scary. I need him to take the meds.
Feb 19, 2023, 11:51:43 PM
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Cassie:
I am 98% positive it's rsv. That's only time our kids fevers have spiked that high
Feb 19, 2023, 11:52:38 PM
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Me:
Yeah. He has to take it. You need to try to make it fun
Feb 19, 2023, 11:53:55 PM
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Me:
Ugh. I'm so close with this beamer.
Feb 19, 2023, 11:54:18 PM
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Me:
I need to figure out where the compressor is leaking. That's getting annoying
Feb 19, 2023, 11:56:42 PM
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Cassie:
This scares me so much .
Feb 19, 2023, 11:57:22 PM
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Cassie:
I'm not a doctor but I guarantee it's rsv . His rapid breathing is a huge indicator
Feb 19, 2023, 11:57:34 PM
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Me:
Ugh. So what do we do
Feb 19, 2023, 11:58:39 PM
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Cassie:
I need to get some meds in him. But he keeps falling back asleep
Feb 19, 2023, 11:59:33 PM
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Me:
So... What do you want me to do
Feb 20, 2023, 12:00:00 AM
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Cassie:
104 and we will have to go to er . And sadly Med express doesn't test for rsv . I don't think family cafe does. So only place is er and I do not want to go down there and sit
Feb 20, 2023, 12:00:40 AM
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Cassie:
Just help me get the meds in him.
Feb 20, 2023, 12:01:09 AM
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Cassie:
I have to get him
Somewhat cooled down.
Temperatures this high can get dangerous .
Feb 20, 2023, 12:01:19 AM
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Me:
Okay. After that, I have to get the beamer in the garage. I can't leave the door open
Feb 20, 2023, 12:01:21 AM
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Me:
I understand
Feb 20, 2023, 12:16:45 AM
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Me:
You know, I understand that you're self conscious and have low self esteem and maybe I don't help. But, that's because I'm shy. You've never had a problem getting me hard or horny. I definitely don't get excited for ugly women. I'm sorry that I'm not very vocal about it but being shy isn't something I can easily get over. I've never been very upfront about stuff like that and when I am, it takes a lot of effort.
Feb 20, 2023, 12:18:52 AM
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Cassie:
Maybe I'm not ugly but I do not feel pretty very often.
I don't even think I am .
I'm glad I don't have that problem with you.
Feb 20, 2023, 12:19:35 AM
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Me:
I don't find myself attractive. Never have. Never will. I hate it when people say anything like that to me. Because I know it's not true
Feb 20, 2023, 12:20:37 AM
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Cassie:
Well I do find you attractive. I mean I hope you would know I do.
Feb 20, 2023, 12:21:35 AM
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Me:
Well, that won't matter for much longer.
Feb 20, 2023, 12:22:35 AM
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Cassie:
I'm honestly surprised you're even with me because I'm not in shape or skinny . I'm fluffy and I hate it
Feb 20, 2023, 12:23:23 AM
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Cassie:
Other girls you have been with are not like me . They are not chubby
Feb 20, 2023, 12:26:49 AM
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Me:
But I have been with you. And you obviously don't want to do this anymore. It is what it is. It hurts and I am obviously not handling it well but I will have to get the fuck over it.
Feb 20, 2023, 12:30:00 AM
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Cassie:
You still turn me on and make me horny as well. I'd sit on you right now if you would let me or wanted to
Feb 20, 2023, 12:43:03 AM
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Cassie:
102.9
Feb 20, 2023, 12:47:48 AM
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Me:
Small improvement
Feb 20, 2023, 12:48:29 AM
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Cassie:
Yeah but it still not much
Feb 20, 2023, 12:48:46 AM
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Me:
It takes time
Feb 20, 2023, 12:49:57 AM
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Cassie:
Ugh and the girls are coughing like crazy . It's always something
Feb 20, 2023, 12:50:12 AM
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Me:
The house is very dry
Feb 20, 2023, 12:51:48 AM
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Cassie:
Yeah I wish we had more carpet .
Or something humidifier only work so much
Feb 20, 2023, 12:54:00 AM
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Cassie:
And for the record; when you have your shirt off. It still makes me super turned.
Feb 20, 2023, 12:54:00 AM
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Me:
They do well but we don't keep them filled up. I need to look into putting one in the HVAC.
Feb 20, 2023, 12:54:13 AM
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Me:
Ugh. That's not even worth it. We will be selling this.
Feb 20, 2023, 12:55:08 AM
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Me:
My skin and bones. Okay...
Feb 20, 2023, 12:55:28 AM
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Cassie:
It does. I love putting my hands all over you
Feb 20, 2023, 1:00:01 AM
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Me:
Yeah, you're not making this any easier.
Feb 20, 2023, 1:01:10 AM
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Me:
I should have just got that hotel room
Feb 20, 2023, 1:01:18 AM
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Cassie:
No
Feb 20, 2023, 1:02:06 AM
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Me:
Yes. I can't be around you with you doing this to me
Feb 20, 2023, 1:03:16 AM
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Cassie:
Doing what ? Telling you I love putting my hands all over you. Saying you make me horny and I'd sit on you if you would let me
Feb 20, 2023, 1:03:34 AM
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Me:
Uh, yeah.
Feb 20, 2023, 1:04:23 AM
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Cassie:
It's the truth
Feb 20, 2023, 1:05:13 AM
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Me:
Okay.
Feb 20, 2023, 1:09:24 AM
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Me:
I fucking hate myself right now.
Feb 20, 2023, 1:10:29 AM
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Me:
I'll talk to you another time. Night.
Feb 20, 2023, 1:11:13 AM
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Cassie:
Why do you hate yourself?
Feb 20, 2023, 1:35:48 AM
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Me:
Why do you have to fuck with my head?!
Feb 20, 2023, 1:52:18 AM
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Me:
Alright. Thanks.