Dec 19, 2022, 2:00:08 AM
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Me:
Doesnt matter much anymore. Your house. And I have no friends.
Dec 19, 2022, 2:01:34 AM
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Cassie:
He didn't even have the balls to apologize for the shit he caused
Dec 19, 2022, 2:02:05 AM
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Me:
But it shouldn't have even gone that fucking far!!!
Dec 19, 2022, 2:03:50 AM
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Me:
I'll give you this: you have been going really well with that shit.
Dec 19, 2022, 2:04:34 AM
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Cassie:
What shit ?
Dec 19, 2022, 2:04:44 AM
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Me:
... the flip outs.
Dec 19, 2022, 2:05:03 AM
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Cassie:
I'm trying
Dec 19, 2022, 2:05:36 AM
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Me:
Im sure whoever comes next will appreciate it.
Dec 19, 2022, 2:06:49 AM
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Cassie:
It looks good
Dec 19, 2022, 2:08:39 AM
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Me:
I guess you opened the dryer?
Dec 19, 2022, 2:09:53 AM
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Me:
Alright. Night.
Dec 19, 2022, 2:10:51 AM
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Cassie:
No I didn't
Dec 19, 2022, 2:13:00 AM
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Cassie:
Do you have your laptop
Dec 19, 2022, 2:18:02 AM
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Cassie:
Are you downstairs ?
Dec 19, 2022, 2:20:20 AM
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Me:
My laptop is in the garage.
Dec 19, 2022, 2:20:24 AM
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Cassie:
Okay never mind
Dec 19, 2022, 2:20:24 AM
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Me:
I'm in the garage.
Dec 19, 2022, 2:20:59 AM
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Cassie:
Who is out there
Dec 19, 2022, 2:22:21 AM
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Me:
Me.
Dec 19, 2022, 2:31:02 AM
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Me:
And I still got the shit to change the oil in your fucking car. God. I fucking hate myself.
Dec 19, 2022, 2:33:03 AM
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Cassie:
Take it back
Dec 19, 2022, 2:33:17 AM
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Me:
Yeah that's how I do things.
Dec 19, 2022, 2:33:58 AM
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Cassie:
Just return it. My van will be fine
Dec 19, 2022, 2:34:24 AM
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Me:
Uh, no, it won't.
I've never returned anything
Dec 19, 2022, 2:34:43 AM
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Me:
Rather, maybe once or twice.
Dec 19, 2022, 2:34:47 AM
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Cassie:
It will.
Dec 19, 2022, 2:34:59 AM
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Me:
No, it fucking won't.
Dec 19, 2022, 2:36:56 AM
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Me:
I fucking love you and you have just fucking torn me to pieces. You've been there for me during some of the most difficult days of my life. And that's what makes this hurt the most. When I was at one of my lowest moments, you did this.
Dec 19, 2022, 2:39:55 AM
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Me:
And I wish I could believe that it was the last time or that you haven't talked to him. But, how many times have you told me that?
Dec 19, 2022, 2:40:01 AM
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Cassie:
I kept trying for 2 years , while you ignored me. You wanted nothing to do with any of us. I tried to be there for you, but you kept pushing me away
Dec 19, 2022, 2:40:41 AM
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Me:
Yeah, we each process shit in our own way.
Dec 19, 2022, 2:40:53 AM
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Me:
Doesn't mean you go find someone else to fucking love.
Dec 19, 2022, 2:41:18 AM
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Cassie:
But you wanted me to just stay home and have no body t talk to.
Dec 19, 2022, 2:42:10 AM
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Me:
The fuck! You are fucking insane.
Dec 19, 2022, 2:42:41 AM
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Me:
Good fucking bye. Now you're going to skew the fucking story. And fucking skirt responsibility.
Dec 19, 2022, 2:42:52 AM
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Cassie:
And I did for 2 years of not really going anywhere but super rare occasions. Well I mean that was when people came over.
Dec 19, 2022, 2:43:44 AM
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Cassie:
So I didn't have to really go anywhere . I already accepted and admitted fault and responsibility
Dec 19, 2022, 2:49:01 AM
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Me:
Yeah, alright. I've made my fucking choice. Good bye.
Dec 19, 2022, 2:49:22 AM
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Cassie:
And what's that ?
Dec 19, 2022, 2:50:21 AM
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Cassie:
Go return the stuff for my van .
Dec 19, 2022, 2:58:07 AM
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Me:
You're not my boss. No.
Dec 19, 2022, 2:58:20 AM
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Me:
I'm done. I don't even have confidence that you're done with him or that it won't happen again.
Dec 19, 2022, 2:59:22 AM
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Me:
You still haven't even answered this: be honest: when did you write your name with his last name
Dec 19, 2022, 3:00:08 AM
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Cassie:
Weeks ago. I don't exactly remember the day
Dec 19, 2022, 3:00:31 AM
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Me:
Alright.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:00:57 AM
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Me:
I can't stand that youre still fucking thinking of him. I can't fucking stand it.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:02:45 AM
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Cassie:
I don't like that my emotional state is why I make decisions I do
Dec 19, 2022, 3:03:28 AM
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Me:
Oh fuck. Everyone does. But the fact that we are married and you're imagining being married to someine else, is the fucking problem.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:04:20 AM
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Me:
And thanks for the confidence boost. I really fucking appreciate it.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:06:14 AM
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Me:
Yeah, I really don't think I can do this anymore. Once, yeah, I understood. Twice, fuck me. Wtf. Three?! What the actual fuck. Four?! Yeah, it's time to stop.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:06:19 AM
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Cassie:
If I compliment you or tell you you're sexy you're like stop
Dec 19, 2022, 3:07:03 AM
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Cassie:
I have to ask you if I look pretty. So I barely have any confidence in myself that I need you to tell me
Dec 19, 2022, 3:07:20 AM
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Me:
Alright. Good justifications. Get the fuck outta here. Good fucking bye.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:07:55 AM
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Me:
I'm taking off work and I am getting the fuck out.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:07:59 AM
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Cassie:
I am not justifying anything. I obviously find you attractive . I don't even find myself attractive .
Dec 19, 2022, 3:08:15 AM
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Me:
You fucking are!!
Dec 19, 2022, 3:08:24 AM
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Me:
Good fucking bye!!! Don't fucking talk to me again!
Dec 19, 2022, 3:11:10 AM
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Me:
Im going to fucking puke. I hate my life.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:11:38 AM
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Cassie:
Ugh I'm sorry. I know this is my fault
Dec 19, 2022, 3:13:30 AM
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Me:
You don't give a shit. Please just stop.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:13:59 AM
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Cassie:
You continue to think that.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:16:36 AM
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Me:
Actions speak louder than words.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:16:51 AM
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Me:
I don't know what's wrong with me. I do not feel well.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:17:14 AM
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Me:
I called off work.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:17:15 AM
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Cassie:
You're right.
Have you ate ?
Dec 19, 2022, 3:17:55 AM
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Cassie:
What did you say?
Dec 19, 2022, 3:17:56 AM
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Me:
Don't worry about it. I'll deal with it.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:18:45 AM
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Cassie:
I was just asking
Dec 19, 2022, 3:18:58 AM
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Me:
It doesn't matter. I'll talk to you later.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:19:40 AM
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Cassie:
Okay I hope you feel better
Dec 19, 2022, 8:54:23 AM
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Cassie:
Hope you're up for work
Dec 19, 2022, 11:52:50 AM
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Cassie:
I'm about to quit school.
Dec 19, 2022, 12:00:23 PM
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Me:
Here we go. I'll be down soon.
Dec 19, 2022, 12:03:58 PM
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Cassie:
Somebody is working chapter ahead and they not supposed to and now I am like 6 chapters behind . And now I'm overwhelmed and not going to understand any of this
Dec 19, 2022, 12:04:42 PM
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Cassie:
6 chapters
Dec 19, 2022, 12:41:05 PM
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Me:
I still dont feel that great either. Also, my tooth is still hurting. I may schedule to see if I can get it pulled. And no, that does not mean I want you to schedule an appointment
Dec 19, 2022, 12:52:50 PM
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Cassie:
Okay. Well , you may need to .
Dec 19, 2022, 1:36:55 PM
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Me:
I tried.
Dec 19, 2022, 1:38:49 PM
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Cassie:
I have one of those things so it's uncomfortable down there right now. They are embarrassing
Dec 19, 2022, 1:39:00 PM
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Me:
Okay.
Dec 19, 2022, 1:40:57 PM
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Me:
I guess I'll have to find some porn.
Dec 19, 2022, 1:41:24 PM
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Cassie:
Wow okay
Dec 19, 2022, 1:41:46 PM
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Me:
You've done it. And I tried to get you.
Dec 19, 2022, 1:44:32 PM
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Cassie:
I know. Well hopefully it's good porn
Dec 19, 2022, 1:44:47 PM
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Me:
All you have to do is come sit on it.
Dec 19, 2022, 1:47:41 PM
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Me:
I guess that's not happening
Dec 19, 2022, 1:48:34 PM
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Cassie:
Yeah I have Alayna whining over food taking to long acting like she's starving to death
Dec 19, 2022, 1:48:56 PM
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Me:
Will you after you get them lunch?
Dec 19, 2022, 1:50:15 PM
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Cassie:
Why don't you wait until tonight ?
Dec 19, 2022, 1:50:35 PM
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Me:
Alright
Dec 19, 2022, 2:02:57 PM
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Cassie:
Please kill me
Dec 19, 2022, 2:03:20 PM
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Me:
What now
Dec 19, 2022, 2:05:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
They won't stop fighting
Dec 19, 2022, 2:06:07 PM
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Me:
Ugh
Dec 19, 2022, 2:07:29 PM
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Cassie:
Sawyer pouring his drink in the floor
Dec 19, 2022, 2:07:48 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Uh. Hes being an asshole
Dec 19, 2022, 2:08:46 PM
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Cassie:
So since I never sent these weight loss back. I'm just going to start using them. Get my moneys worth I guess .
Dec 19, 2022, 2:09:38 PM
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Cassie:
Might as well. And after stepping on the scale at family care the other night. I did not like those numbers at all.
Dec 19, 2022, 2:09:43 PM
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Cassie:
It's very depressing
Dec 19, 2022, 2:13:45 PM
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Me:
Better than it going to waste.
You kill me. Just using shakes or whatever isn't going to help
Dec 19, 2022, 2:15:34 PM
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Cassie:
Well it's a start
Dec 19, 2022, 2:15:39 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Please come down here.
Dec 19, 2022, 2:15:50 PM
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Cassie:
I'm so glad he goes back to daycare tomorrow
Dec 19, 2022, 2:15:58 PM
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Cassie:
Never thought I would be saying that
Dec 19, 2022, 2:17:29 PM
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Cassie:
And they have a lot of things good for helping gut health and mydigest system sucks
Dec 19, 2022, 2:23:00 PM
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Me:
Sorry. I'll be there
Dec 19, 2022, 2:23:14 PM
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Me:
Any idea how much we owe them
Dec 19, 2022, 2:23:33 PM
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Me:
I just don't feel great. I need to get going
Dec 19, 2022, 2:23:51 PM
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Me:
The pizza should be done
Dec 19, 2022, 2:27:15 PM
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Cassie:
It is done I made you a plate. I'm actually messaging them now
Dec 19, 2022, 2:55:31 PM
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Me:
This thing definitely needs some TLCA
Dec 19, 2022, 2:55:45 PM
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Me:
TLC
Dec 19, 2022, 2:57:53 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
That clicking noise needs to be addressed. It's the mixer door motors. I'll explain it later.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:02:11 PM
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Me:
Okay. I'll talk to you in a bit
Dec 19, 2022, 3:03:52 PM
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Cassie:
Stupid cps is trying to say we have other investigations
Dec 19, 2022, 3:04:08 PM
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Cassie:
I'm about to kill these dumbasses
Dec 19, 2022, 3:09:51 PM
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Cassie:
So how much is it
Dec 19, 2022, 3:11:08 PM
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Me:
175
Dec 19, 2022, 3:11:58 PM
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Cassie:
Not bad
Dec 19, 2022, 3:12:09 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Not great.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:12:27 PM
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Me:
I'd like to start meal planning, since I am low on funds.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:12:40 PM
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Me:
And by low, I will have no money real soon.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:13:59 PM
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Me:
This place gives me anxiety.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:14:17 PM
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Cassie:
Yeah. I never had cps cases on me until Kathy and them . Like I'm so mad right now
Dec 19, 2022, 3:15:10 PM
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Me:
Yep. All their damn drama
Dec 19, 2022, 3:16:52 PM
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Cassie:
I can't be alone with 2 kids I care about because of them. I am fucking done. They were supposed to be able to come to our Christmas .
Dec 19, 2022, 3:17:02 PM
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Cassie:
I have no pending cases nothing I am furious
Dec 19, 2022, 3:17:15 PM
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Me:
They can't provide the case numbers?
Dec 19, 2022, 3:17:56 PM
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Cassie:
No. I'm fuming mad. I'll have a supervisor call you. I said yeah right. I've been trying to talk to one for months.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:18:27 PM
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Cassie:
I don't want them around me anymore. I'm so pissed off.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:19:31 PM
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Cassie:
This is not fucking fair I didn't do anything fucking wrong.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:21:24 PM
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Me:
I understand.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:21:58 PM
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Me:
The fine is $4.75. Everything else is what costs money. Wtf
Dec 19, 2022, 3:24:54 PM
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Me:
Make surr K doesn't go to after school this week.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:25:03 PM
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Me:
Sure*
Dec 19, 2022, 3:26:39 PM
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Cassie:
I will.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:26:43 PM
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Cassie:
I am so damn mad
Dec 19, 2022, 3:27:46 PM
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Me:
I'm sure. But its not going to help.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:27:50 PM
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Me:
Do you have any money
Dec 19, 2022, 3:28:00 PM
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Me:
I was going to fill up the van
Dec 19, 2022, 3:28:41 PM
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Cassie:
I have some money but I still need to finish Christmas shopping
Dec 19, 2022, 3:28:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Fuck my life. This is fucking ridiculous.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:29:17 PM
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Me:
I'll be home in a few.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:30:28 PM
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Me:
We'll just take Sawyer out if daycare. I'll figure out how to take care of him and work. This fucking sucks.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:31:26 PM
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Cassie:
So day care said we will get a bill on January first and we have 60 days to pay it . They only do monthly billing
Dec 19, 2022, 3:31:55 PM
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Me:
Great.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:32:50 PM
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Me:
You have 40 miles to empty.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:33:02 PM
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Cassie:
Fabulous
Dec 19, 2022, 3:33:26 PM
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Me:
That's why I wanted to put gas in. But nope.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:34:02 PM
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Cassie:
I didn't say you couldn't
Dec 19, 2022, 3:34:03 PM
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Me:
That's why I didn't want You going to Best buy yesterday but you didn't listen.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:34:18 PM
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Me:
I don't have the money!
Dec 19, 2022, 3:34:24 PM
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Cassie:
33x 8 is 264
Dec 19, 2022, 3:34:37 PM
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Me:
?
Dec 19, 2022, 3:35:15 PM
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Cassie:
363 is what we will owe I'm sure. Because he will only be charged for 11 days
Dec 19, 2022, 3:45:03 PM
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Me:
I wish I could get a second job.
Dec 19, 2022, 3:45:32 PM
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Cassie:
Yeah I'm trying to get an evening job
Dec 19, 2022, 3:46:40 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Fuck me. I should have got cigarettes. God dammit. I am so tired of fucking failing.
Dec 19, 2022, 4:03:12 PM
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Me:
Another fantastic fucking day. I can't do it anymore. You'll get what you fucking wanted.
Dec 19, 2022, 4:07:04 PM
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Cassie:
Yeah I'm mad. I didn't do anything wrong and unlike them I do care about those kids.
Dec 19, 2022, 4:07:42 PM
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Me:
Yeah, but you're taking it to the fucking extreme. They're not your fucking children. But because of you, I cannot do anything for my fucking children.
Dec 19, 2022, 4:09:40 PM
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Cassie:
Yeah I guess I'm at fault for caring , no surprise there.
Dec 19, 2022, 4:11:04 PM
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Me:
Alright. Cared so much you found another fucking guy too. Good fucking bye. Im fucking ready for this to be over with.
Dec 19, 2022, 4:13:34 PM
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Cassie:
Since you're going yo do that hope you got what needed earlier
Dec 19, 2022, 4:19:12 PM
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Me:
I'm glad you didn't want to. I should've known better. You've made it obvious you want someone else.
Dec 19, 2022, 4:20:51 PM
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Cassie:
No you flipping out on me because I care about your nieces . Well mine too.
Dec 19, 2022, 4:25:12 PM
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Me:
Im done. And blocked. Good bye.
Dec 19, 2022, 6:28:31 PM
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Me:
Last thing: don't worry about me asking to have sex again. It's clear you do not want to.