Dec 17, 2022, 11:43:02 AM
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Cassie:
How is it ?
Dec 17, 2022, 11:43:57 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Do you want scrambled eggs ?
Dec 17, 2022, 4:09:39 PM
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Cassie:
Do we have a tree stand thing ?
Dec 17, 2022, 7:06:36 PM
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Me:
So, where are you
Dec 17, 2022, 7:11:32 PM
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Cassie:
Walmart. Sawyer and I are Christmas shopping s little
Dec 17, 2022, 7:12:05 PM
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Cassie:
Can't buy him anything because she's with me lol
Dec 17, 2022, 7:12:42 PM
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Cassie:
Sawyer wants this
Dec 17, 2022, 7:28:49 PM
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Cassie:
Did both girls ask for squish mellows
Dec 17, 2022, 7:45:36 PM
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Me:
Ugh. Soddy
Dec 17, 2022, 7:45:40 PM
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Me:
Sorry*
Dec 17, 2022, 7:45:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I don't know. Not on the list they told me
Dec 17, 2022, 7:46:17 PM
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Me:
Who is with you
Dec 17, 2022, 7:48:40 PM
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Cassie:
Sawyer
Dec 17, 2022, 7:49:23 PM
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Me:
Oh, you said "she's"
Dec 17, 2022, 7:50:09 PM
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Cassie:
I meant he's with me
Dec 17, 2022, 7:50:30 PM
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Me:
I understand now. Just curious
Dec 17, 2022, 7:50:58 PM
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Cassie:
I got you a toilet seat
Dec 17, 2022, 7:51:07 PM
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Me:
I already did
Dec 17, 2022, 7:51:57 PM
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Me:
Got it when I got the stuff for Ricky's bed
Dec 17, 2022, 7:52:20 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Shit I didn't know that. Fuck
Dec 17, 2022, 7:52:55 PM
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Me:
You didn't ask and if you went in there occasionally, you'd see that
Dec 17, 2022, 7:53:25 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Not trying to start a fight.
Dec 17, 2022, 7:54:27 PM
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Me:
I think I needed that sleep. Like a damn reset. Yeah, itll be hard to get back into a good schedule.
Dec 17, 2022, 7:55:23 PM
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Me:
I'm not going to do any stuff. Ill probably be able to go to sleep in a few hours
Dec 17, 2022, 7:56:01 PM
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Cassie:
Well I'll return it tomorrow form refund or maybe later so I can get Sawyer some presents
Dec 17, 2022, 7:56:27 PM
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Me:
They're expensive things. I paid $40
Dec 17, 2022, 7:56:52 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I paid 25 so it's not a fancy one or whatever
Dec 17, 2022, 7:57:24 PM
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Me:
I got the slow closing one
Dec 17, 2022, 7:58:06 PM
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Cassie:
I don't know what this is
Dec 17, 2022, 7:58:50 PM
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Cassie:
Dontv eat
Dec 17, 2022, 8:00:05 PM
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Me:
Okay, do you mind grabbing me some drinks, please?
Dec 17, 2022, 8:01:02 PM
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Cassie:
Yeah I tried calling
Dec 17, 2022, 8:01:31 PM
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Me:
Sorry
Dec 17, 2022, 8:01:47 PM
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Me:
Are you already here?
Dec 17, 2022, 8:01:53 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No
Dec 17, 2022, 8:02:02 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Oh. Okay
Dec 17, 2022, 8:02:16 PM
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Cassie:
I'm on my way to house . I'll be at marathon on a few
Dec 17, 2022, 8:03:15 PM
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Me:
Okay. I'm here
Dec 17, 2022, 8:05:14 PM
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Me:
This is neat
Dec 17, 2022, 8:05:16 PM
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Me:
https://i.redd.it/fryqovz4ki6a1.gif
Dec 17, 2022, 8:06:22 PM
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Cassie:
Pretty sure Sawyer saw that at Walmart
Dec 17, 2022, 8:07:27 PM
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Cassie:
Are you out of bed?
Dec 17, 2022, 8:07:32 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah
Dec 17, 2022, 8:08:14 PM
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Cassie:
You're going to be kind of mad at me but I'm terrible lol
Dec 17, 2022, 8:08:27 PM
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Me:
Ugh. Great
Dec 17, 2022, 8:08:44 PM
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Cassie:
Cigs?
Dec 17, 2022, 8:08:55 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Sure. Can't hurt
Dec 17, 2022, 8:09:06 PM
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Cassie:
Beer
Dec 17, 2022, 8:09:22 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No thanks. I have some and don't want much
Dec 17, 2022, 8:10:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I don't expect you to read this now but this is hilarious
https://www.reddit.com/r/tifu/comments/zo45bo/tifu_convincing_my_deaf_gf_to_tie_me_up_and/?sort=confidence
Dec 17, 2022, 9:04:06 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Unlock door
Dec 17, 2022, 9:04:41 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
It is
Dec 17, 2022, 9:05:07 PM
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Cassie:
Girls are on their way
Dec 17, 2022, 9:05:16 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Okay
Dec 17, 2022, 9:07:02 PM
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Me:
That's our neighbor
Dec 17, 2022, 9:07:30 PM
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Cassie:
Which one ?
Dec 17, 2022, 9:07:45 PM
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Me:
The one between us and John
Dec 17, 2022, 9:08:41 PM
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Cassie:
I mean if he hits a kid. He's almost hit me while driving .
His kids back into sidewalks and shit. Like him and his wife fly
Dec 17, 2022, 9:09:00 PM
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Me:
Yep. That's why he's getting pissy
Dec 17, 2022, 9:09:39 PM
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Me:
Come sit on me 😜
Dec 17, 2022, 9:10:05 PM
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Cassie:
Knock his fat ass out. He almost caused me to go in those deep ass holes on 5&20 just the other day
Dec 17, 2022, 9:10:17 PM
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Cassie:
And my van would have been fucked
Dec 17, 2022, 9:10:32 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Jesus. He's one of those guys that was probably picked on in school
Dec 17, 2022, 9:11:22 PM
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Me:
See, I'm in here trying to hang out and you still don't.
Dec 17, 2022, 9:29:28 PM
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Cassie:
Well I told you we were
Doing Christmas tree stuff today
Dec 17, 2022, 9:30:05 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, but you also came in the garage and smoked a second time and just stayed in here for a while
Dec 17, 2022, 9:49:21 PM
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Me:
You can do this tree
Dec 17, 2022, 9:54:07 PM
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Cassie:
Did you find hooks or any of the decorations for this one
Dec 17, 2022, 9:54:29 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Not yet. The kids have been in all this shit so it'll be difficult to find.
Dec 17, 2022, 10:00:04 PM
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Cassie:
That little one I am kind of disappointed about
Dec 17, 2022, 10:04:25 PM
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Me:
I don't know why you got it. Theyre expensive and we already had one.
Dec 17, 2022, 10:04:33 PM
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Me:
Someone is going to get hurt.
Dec 17, 2022, 10:08:02 PM
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Cassie:
Hurt from what
Dec 17, 2022, 10:08:26 PM
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Me:
Running on the stairs and slamming doors
Dec 17, 2022, 10:11:06 PM
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Cassie:
I guess you went to bed
Dec 17, 2022, 10:17:51 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No
Dec 17, 2022, 10:18:12 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Someone is crying
Dec 17, 2022, 10:20:06 PM
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Cassie:
Alayna is because boomer jumped up on Alayna scratched her face
Dec 17, 2022, 10:20:23 PM
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Me:
I hate that fucking dog
Dec 17, 2022, 10:20:38 PM
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Cassie:
Sawyer needs your help loading this belt to the gun
Dec 17, 2022, 10:21:00 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No. Its not supposed to be out.
Dec 17, 2022, 10:21:34 PM
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Cassie:
Alright.
Dec 17, 2022, 10:22:09 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, I'll talk to you later. Thanks.
Dec 17, 2022, 10:22:56 PM
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Cassie:
I mean you went in your room and locked the door.
Dec 17, 2022, 10:23:32 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, I wonder why. I fucking give up. I'm done trying.
Dec 17, 2022, 10:25:03 PM
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Cassie:
Because we are doing Christmas stuff????? Like whatever
Dec 17, 2022, 10:25:46 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No. I tried to get you to hang out, nope. I didn't want a huge mess of glitter, you didnt care. You let Sawyer open the fucking gun.
Dec 17, 2022, 10:27:09 PM
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Cassie:
I didn't let him do shit . Alright.
Dec 17, 2022, 10:27:41 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Did you put it away? No. Did you stop him after he started? No. That's implicit permission.
Dec 17, 2022, 10:39:52 PM
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Me:
I forgot that you needed time to adjust. I'll just stay the fuck away.
Dec 17, 2022, 10:43:28 PM
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Cassie:
Wtf are you talking about
Dec 17, 2022, 10:44:15 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You're the one who said you needed time to make adjustments.
Dec 17, 2022, 10:45:03 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah I did but I'm fine
Dec 17, 2022, 10:45:19 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, of course you are now.
Dec 17, 2022, 10:47:39 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I just have this stabbing pain in my damn stomach
Dec 17, 2022, 10:47:47 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Sorry
Dec 17, 2022, 10:49:25 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And my side
Dec 17, 2022, 10:58:21 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I really wish you did not get me a present. I appreciate the thought but I was very serious when I asked you not to.
Dec 17, 2022, 11:00:41 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I guess I'll send it back then
Dec 17, 2022, 11:01:06 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I don't understand why you did it, when I was very explicit about it.
Dec 17, 2022, 11:02:55 PM
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Cassie:
Because I wanted to
Dec 17, 2022, 11:03:44 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Thanks for making me feel dumb
Dec 17, 2022, 11:12:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
But I wanted that money to be spent on the kids. All of them. I need money for the house and my car. That's why I didn't want anything spent on me!
Dec 17, 2022, 11:14:10 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I even got LED strips that I might put in the boys room. I was going to mention them to you. I can't stand that you never do as I ask.
Dec 17, 2022, 11:14:11 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Alright.
Dec 17, 2022, 11:14:48 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Like, never. You never fucking do as I ask.
Dec 17, 2022, 11:15:00 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
K got it. Bye
Dec 17, 2022, 11:15:26 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright. I wasn't going to work on my car and I wanted to hang out but I'll just go fucking do that.
Dec 17, 2022, 11:16:10 PM
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Cassie:
I thought you would like it. And now you have made me feel like complete shit
Dec 17, 2022, 11:16:51 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
But I told you not to. I said it mulitple times and did not beat around the bush. I was very explicit and very clear.
Dec 17, 2022, 11:18:07 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And I didn't want anything because I can't really afford to do anything for them. So I wanted you to. I had to give you that money. I did not want it spent on me.
Dec 17, 2022, 11:27:57 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'm going to make a Walmart order then I'm going to order a couple parts.
Dec 17, 2022, 11:28:45 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
When is a good time for me to go to WM tomorrow
Dec 17, 2022, 11:31:04 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Whatever time
Dec 17, 2022, 11:40:25 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I don't think I'm going to do therapy. I don't think it's worth it. I think you'd end up getting mad and saying shit we don't need to be telling a therapist. Then where does it stop? What can we tell them, what can't we tell them? They're required to report certain things. They misconstrue certain things we say. I don't think it'll work anyways. I'm just tired of all this shit. I appreciate the breakfast and the gift. I didn't want the gift and I was very clear about that. But you never listen to me. Counseling isn't going to help with that. Counseling isn't going to help with you helping more around the house. Counselings isn't going to help me get out of my depression. So, wtf is the point?
Dec 17, 2022, 11:44:39 PM
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Cassie:
They do help a lot of people having trouble. Don't worry I'm take the present back.
Dec 17, 2022, 11:45:24 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
All of that. And I get two sentences. I love how I put time and effort into a thought and I get a two sentence response.
Dec 17, 2022, 11:46:11 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Kind of sums up the issue.
Dec 17, 2022, 11:48:32 PM
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Cassie:
It's mostly to help with issues and how we can move forward or get over issues.
You are only saying all that because you're not even willing to go. I was hoping you would.
You have made me feel like crap about getting you a gift you couldn't just leave it alone. I don't get it.
Marriage counselors have helped a lot of people. So, I don't really understand why you wouldn't even ag least go and see
Dec 17, 2022, 11:49:29 PM
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Me:
Did you even read the issues I had with it? You didn't address any of them.
I explicitly told you not to. Multiple times. Why can't you EVER do as I ask?? NEVER.
Dec 17, 2022, 11:50:06 PM
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Cassie:
Yes I read them . But obviously we don't talk about drugs
Dec 17, 2022, 11:51:31 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, okay. But that was the excuse you used to start talking to the cocksuckers.
Dec 17, 2022, 11:51:37 PM
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Me:
Cocksucker*
Dec 17, 2022, 11:52:31 PM
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Cassie:
Well if we say we have issues I don't know what the rules are about that. Most therapist can't say anything
Dec 17, 2022, 11:52:48 PM
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Cassie:
This wouldn't be court ordered so they couldn't tell a judge
Dec 17, 2022, 11:52:52 PM
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Me:
All can. They are required to report certain things
Dec 17, 2022, 11:53:29 PM
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Cassie:
Abuse or you going to harm yourself or others. Having a drug problem they really can't
Dec 17, 2022, 11:53:51 PM
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Me:
If they construe it as abuse, then what
Dec 17, 2022, 11:54:19 PM
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Cassie:
I don't know.
Dec 17, 2022, 11:55:11 PM
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Me:
Either way, you think this is going to just make me forget about all the shit? You literally just wrote your name with his last name.
Dec 17, 2022, 11:55:50 PM
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Cassie:
No I don't. And it's not going to make me forget things either
Dec 17, 2022, 11:56:41 PM
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Me:
I think it's just time to end it. You wouldn't even come sit beside me earlier.
Dec 17, 2022, 11:57:04 PM
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Cassie:
I was going to .
Dec 17, 2022, 11:57:23 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, okay. You just had to smoke again.
Dec 17, 2022, 11:57:32 PM
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Cassie:
I just wanted to get the tree stuff going
Dec 17, 2022, 11:58:44 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No, you decided to smoke instead.
Dec 18, 2022, 12:02:16 AM
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Me:
Alright. Good talk
Dec 18, 2022, 12:06:01 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You will go out there to smoke before doing anything or even starting everything. So I don't know what you really want to do. I don't know what you are willing to do if we went to marriage counseling. And I mean I was hoping it be our safe place to work through everything.
Dec 18, 2022, 12:06:55 AM
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Cassie:
Kids have been bugging me about Christmas tree and decorations.
Dec 18, 2022, 12:07:05 AM
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Me:
Safe space. I am not a snow flake.
But you had just smoked, less than 10 minutes prior. Shit like that is why I think you're still doing sketchy shit.
Dec 18, 2022, 12:08:27 AM
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Cassie:
Didn't say you were. Wtf???
Shit like what smoking another cig?
Dec 18, 2022, 12:09:41 AM
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Me:
Safe space? You can't break me anymore than I already am.
I'll just stop. It doesn't matter. I won't get the truth about shit anyways.
Dec 18, 2022, 12:11:34 AM
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Cassie:
Safe space is what therapist call it .
Dec 18, 2022, 12:12:22 AM
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Me:
Yeah, because they're all a bunch of snow flakes who flip out when people don't walk on glass around them.
Dec 18, 2022, 12:12:43 AM
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Me:
You say your done talking to him but how many times have I heard that?! How many times have you lied to me about this motherfucker??
Dec 18, 2022, 12:17:30 AM
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Me:
Alright. I'm in the middle of using complicated software to read and diagnose my vehicle but can respond. But you can't. So, I'll just leave you alone.
Dec 18, 2022, 12:22:31 AM
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Cassie:
You really don't think counseling would help us ?
I think they could help get us in the right direction.
I have lied but I really have not talked to him or seen him at all.
I'm also in here with all the kids . Kynsley and Ava are falling asleep on the couch. Sawyer was wanting me to play with him with the gun.
Alayna wanted me to watch home alone with her.
I wanted to get the tree finished this evening. I should have bought hooks.
Dec 18, 2022, 12:31:48 AM
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Me:
You dont get this: how can I believe anything you say??????
Dec 18, 2022, 12:33:28 AM
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Me:
Every few days I'm finding something fucking new. Wtf?!
Dec 18, 2022, 12:35:45 AM
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Me:
Gah. Bye.
Dec 18, 2022, 12:50:51 AM
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Me:
Can the fucking dog come in
Dec 18, 2022, 12:51:43 AM
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Cassie:
I guess
Dec 18, 2022, 12:52:47 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, I'm done trying. You don't answer me half the time or I get short answers. I will not try again. I know I've said it before but I can't anymore.
Dec 18, 2022, 12:56:34 AM
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Cassie:
But when I send paragraphs you will respond okay .
Dec 18, 2022, 1:02:04 AM
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Me:
You know, all of this could've been avoided if you would've shown me the texts and stopped talking to him. But, no. Fuck this guy.
Dec 18, 2022, 1:03:50 AM
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Cassie:
Yes I agree .
It was stupid on my part to delete them
Dec 18, 2022, 1:04:03 AM
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Me:
Twice. You did it twice.
Dec 18, 2022, 1:06:24 AM
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Cassie:
Yes I know
Dec 18, 2022, 1:08:41 AM
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Me:
Alright.
Dec 18, 2022, 1:09:57 AM
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Me:
Is Apollo up there
Dec 18, 2022, 1:10:49 AM
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Cassie:
By the door outside of my room
Dec 18, 2022, 1:11:06 AM
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Me:
Alright
Dec 18, 2022, 1:11:16 AM
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Me:
Good night.
Dec 18, 2022, 1:11:44 AM
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Cassie:
I'm just trying to get Sawyer to sleep
Dec 18, 2022, 1:13:06 AM
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Me:
You'll fall asleep too
Dec 18, 2022, 1:13:31 AM
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Cassie:
I'm hoping not
Dec 18, 2022, 1:14:13 AM
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Me:
I know better.
Dec 18, 2022, 1:14:39 AM
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Cassie:
Well I won't get to sleep like you did .
Dec 18, 2022, 1:16:22 AM
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Me:
Okay, cool. Now you're going to rub that in my face. Thanks..
Dec 18, 2022, 1:17:15 AM
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Cassie:
No I am stating I will not get to sleep like that.
Dec 18, 2022, 1:17:32 AM
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Me:
And there's only one reason to bring it up.
Dec 18, 2022, 1:18:24 AM
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Cassie:
Oh well
Dec 18, 2022, 1:18:39 AM
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Me:
Just leave me the fuck alone. Ill make sure that doesn't happen again. Don't bother coming into my room when I'm sleeping. Thanks. Night.
Dec 18, 2022, 1:20:13 AM
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Cassie:
When have you ever let me sleep like that ????
Dec 18, 2022, 1:20:18 AM
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Cassie:
Fucking never !!!
Dec 18, 2022, 1:21:32 AM
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Me:
Not my fault you have the kids in bed with you.
Dec 18, 2022, 1:21:39 AM
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Cassie:
Kids shouldn't have to ask why is daddy sleeping at noon, 1,2 3
Sawyer going daddy won't get up at all.
Dec 18, 2022, 1:21:47 AM
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Me:
Good fucking bye.
Dec 18, 2022, 1:21:50 AM
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Cassie:
Yeah because that makes a difference.
Dec 18, 2022, 1:40:10 AM
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Me:
Just go marry that cocksucker, like you want to. I'm sure I'll still have to pay for his cigs and energy drinks.
Dec 18, 2022, 1:41:55 AM
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Cassie:
🙄🙄🙄
You saying all that, because I brought uo you sleeping all day and staying up for days.
Dec 18, 2022, 1:43:45 AM
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Me:
No, because you fucking wrote it.
I also cleaned the house and did laundry.
Dec 18, 2022, 1:45:07 AM
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Me:
And you gave me a bunch of bullshit that you don't know why, etc. Yeah, okay.
Dec 18, 2022, 1:45:45 AM
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Cassie:
I really don't know why.
Dec 18, 2022, 1:46:51 AM
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Me:
Yeah, alright. Funny coincidence that it was on the BCSE letter.
Dec 18, 2022, 1:55:58 AM
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Me:
I didn't figure you'd have much to say to that.