Dec 12, 2022, 2:00:43 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Ugh if I go to bed I am not going to get up
Dec 12, 2022, 2:01:02 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I guess I can get you up.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:01:18 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No. You need to go to bed
Dec 12, 2022, 2:01:36 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No, I need to get my car going
Dec 12, 2022, 2:02:47 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah and to sleep
Dec 12, 2022, 2:03:52 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I know I wont get much time during the week. So, I'll take advantage of the time I have.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:04:53 AM
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Cassie:
But you're going to be tired and when you do crash it's going to be a long time
Dec 12, 2022, 2:06:08 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Okay. Well, I'm tired of being stuck here and dependent on you. Worse case, I call off work. I want to get as much done as possible.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:09:57 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I really want a remote day
Dec 12, 2022, 2:11:06 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I still need to do the thing for Ks iPad. Fuck
Dec 12, 2022, 2:26:35 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You going to bed?
Dec 12, 2022, 2:28:14 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I guess I am going to try .
Dec 12, 2022, 2:28:20 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Probably won't happen
Dec 12, 2022, 2:29:41 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Okay. Good night. I hope you get some rest.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:30:31 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I am not hopeful. I will probably have to do stuff in the morning so I can stay awake. I also never learn my lesson about times of doing it
Dec 12, 2022, 2:30:38 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And Monday's are already hell anyways
Dec 12, 2022, 2:31:29 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
The girls are going to be hard as hell to get up .
Dec 12, 2022, 2:32:39 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yep. Sure will be.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:33:22 AM
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Cassie:
I'm betting on Alayna being the worst in there morning
Dec 12, 2022, 2:33:24 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
The
Dec 12, 2022, 2:33:54 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Hell probably both 🤦♀️🤦♀️🤦♀️🙄🙄🙄
Dec 12, 2022, 2:33:55 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Probably. Please try not to yell so much. I think it helps
Dec 12, 2022, 2:35:22 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Sometimes. Because they will just sit and lay around and poke around
Dec 12, 2022, 2:36:00 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I know. But sometimes it just takes saying their name and saying come on.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:36:08 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Their socks are with their glasses, on the counter
Dec 12, 2022, 2:37:02 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I will try that but when they don't even get up out of the bed and she get mad and all that. That's why I get mad
Dec 12, 2022, 2:38:18 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Okay. I may try to sleep for a bit too.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:38:46 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Kynsley here lately has been a damn nightmare in the mornings.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:38:56 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yep
Dec 12, 2022, 2:40:34 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I need to get back into taking them out to do something alone. Or each evening spending time with each of them.
I think that's why they are just wanting to stay at Ava's all evening or on weekends all day long.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:41:52 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I think we need something to do other than watching TV or playing on tablets.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:42:04 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And eating dinner together.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:43:56 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And, you know, their parents not fighting constantly
Dec 12, 2022, 2:44:14 AM
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Cassie:
Yeah. They made me feel so shitty when they said; John was playing games with us. Dancing and doing activities for the sleep over. They said for our birthdays we never do anything like at our parties.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:45:25 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You always put too much into it. You make it into a big thing but someone always ends up disappointed
Dec 12, 2022, 2:45:33 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Kynsley said; she said I want my birthday slumber party to be like that where everyone is playing games and have contests.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:46:05 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I can see how that'd be fun. And I am actually decent at that stuff.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:46:13 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Crafty :)
Dec 12, 2022, 2:46:17 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And have fun the whole time. Instead of just sitting around or running around.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:46:33 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
It definitely crushed me .
Dec 12, 2022, 2:46:56 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, it hurts when kids say things like that. But at least we can learn and do it
Dec 12, 2022, 2:47:30 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And then like them getting homemade French toast. I felt like a shit parent because our kids don't get stuff like that.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:47:30 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
That's another reason they need out of your bed.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:48:25 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, I need to get back into it. I used to make breakfast occasionally. But the stuff has me sleeping in or you guys stay in bed until 11.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:48:30 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I hate cooking breakfast so they get cereal and now I feel stupid
Dec 12, 2022, 2:49:32 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Theres actually cinnamon toast mix in the cabinet. It's been there for a long time.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:49:40 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I feel like we are being judged right now because we don't really make breakfast and all that. He may not be. Also feel like we just pawning the girls off .
Dec 12, 2022, 2:49:55 AM
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Cassie:
Where ?
Dec 12, 2022, 2:50:16 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
The top of the spice cabinet. Its home made.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:50:29 AM
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Cassie:
Oh.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:50:41 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I dunno. John seems pretty laid back and not afraid to speak his mind
Dec 12, 2022, 2:50:53 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Well, I definitely feel like a shitty parent.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:51:37 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
He only has 1 at home. It's much different. But, I am game to do different things for their birthday parties. But that means a limited amount of people. I dont want 50 kids.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:51:42 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I feel terrible that the girls just want to be over there all the time.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:52:07 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
It's someone to play with. But they occasionally stay here. A didn't even ask to go over there this evening.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:52:40 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah but they are kids they want a bunch of kids at their birthday party
Dec 12, 2022, 2:53:04 AM
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Me:
And I understand that. But it still needs to be reasonable.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:53:37 AM
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Cassie:
Like they now want a slumber party like Ava had.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:53:47 AM
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Cassie:
And all day thing .
Dec 12, 2022, 2:53:52 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And I don't think there were a lot there.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:54:12 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Right. And a few kids all day is fine. 50 is not.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:54:38 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I know of 4.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:54:53 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Probably more but I am not sure
Dec 12, 2022, 2:55:14 AM
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Me:
I don't think so
Dec 12, 2022, 2:55:25 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I think I'm almost out of smokes. Fuck
Dec 12, 2022, 2:55:32 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'm smoking and going to bed
Dec 12, 2022, 2:55:55 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
There were two other there Kynsley said Bridget and that other girl that came here on Kynsley birthday
Dec 12, 2022, 2:56:21 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
One of them came here with K and Ava to get PJs
Dec 12, 2022, 2:57:11 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah I'm not sure. The girls had me put a timer for noon on Saturday and they couldn't get out the door fast enough.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:57:24 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Lol
Dec 12, 2022, 2:58:29 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
They were asking me every 30 seconds . I was like you still have time . They were put a timer for noon. 1158 had their shoes on waiting for timer to go off
Dec 12, 2022, 2:58:42 AM
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Me:
Haha
Dec 12, 2022, 2:59:12 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I was like yeah you guys get ready fast for this . But I can't get you ready for anything else
Dec 12, 2022, 2:59:21 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yep
Dec 12, 2022, 3:00:32 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Why are you being short ?
Dec 12, 2022, 3:00:56 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Not trying to be. I'm really not. Just getting ready to go to bed
Dec 12, 2022, 3:01:14 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Putting your keys on the hook
Dec 12, 2022, 3:01:54 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Okay thanks.
They just made me feel like shit about their birthday parties and the food thing.
Dec 12, 2022, 3:02:18 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Did you take the boys phones?
Dec 12, 2022, 3:02:26 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And I do try for their birthdays
Dec 12, 2022, 3:02:32 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yes. They are in my purse
Dec 12, 2022, 3:02:38 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Okay
Dec 12, 2022, 3:02:54 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, but I think you try too hard sometimes. They just want to have fun
Dec 12, 2022, 3:03:19 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And sometimes being at home, with friends over is fun. Because they are comfortable
Dec 12, 2022, 3:03:43 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah John put a lot of effort starting planning this a few months ago.
Dec 12, 2022, 3:03:52 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Damn
Dec 12, 2022, 3:04:15 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
My big thing is we don't have really anything to do in our house. And the girls share a room with me .
Dec 12, 2022, 3:04:26 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
See? It's nights like these that I wish you would sleep in here
Dec 12, 2022, 3:04:57 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm not going to be able to sleep. So I will just be tossing and turning and keeping you up.
Dec 12, 2022, 3:05:10 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Which I've been trying to change. And we could easily set that room up for a slumber party. It's a big room.
Dec 12, 2022, 3:05:26 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
It's always something. Oh well.
Dec 12, 2022, 3:06:22 AM
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Cassie:
I don't know if you could handle a slumber party . Like I don't know how other parents are. So we couldn't like yell and all that.
Dec 12, 2022, 3:07:05 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Uh, okay. I can do just fine when I'm aware it's happening and when others help out.
Dec 12, 2022, 3:07:27 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
All I know is they made me feel like the worst parent in the world.
Dec 12, 2022, 3:07:29 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'm going to bed then. Good night. I have alarms set for school
Dec 12, 2022, 3:07:42 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You're taking it too hard. Just take it as a suggestion.
Dec 12, 2022, 3:08:10 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Okay good night . Thank you
Dec 12, 2022, 3:08:39 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You're welcome.
I do love you. And I have been trying. But it takes two.
Dec 12, 2022, 3:09:19 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I do love you also. I just think we have a lot of stuff to try to work through .
Dec 12, 2022, 6:16:55 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You still awake?
Dec 12, 2022, 6:46:19 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You can bring Sawyer to me if he wakes up.
Dec 12, 2022, 6:46:45 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Her and this bull shit
Dec 12, 2022, 6:52:31 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
This is why I keep harping on them going to bed earlier
Dec 12, 2022, 8:01:52 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Well, have a good day.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:02:57 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You have a good day too.
I actually made it here on time
Dec 12, 2022, 8:04:19 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Sawyer up ?
Dec 12, 2022, 8:04:27 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
We'll see. Sawyer is already in my bed.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:04:52 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Boomers dumb ass decided he could get in my bed too.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:05:12 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
But I'm not going to fuck with him, because I don't want to wake Sawyer up
Dec 12, 2022, 8:06:23 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Can you please grab me some cigs on the way home? I have about 5 or so left.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:08:07 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
That's good you got there in time.
John got the glasses.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:15:24 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Okay, well have a good day. I've started working and I assume you're busy.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:17:31 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Sorry I had to do blood pressures .
I will get you cigs and some drinks on my way there.
I completely forgot about the iPad .
Yeah I never get here on time.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:19:27 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I bet that gets old.
Okay, thanks.
It happens. You go by there every day so we can do it another day.
Tonight, I want to try getting K to bed first. A little early, if possible. I'll stay downstairs with the other two.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:23:50 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah mine is kind of low today.
Yeah I even looked at the iPad before I left.
Is Sawyer awake ?
Dec 12, 2022, 8:27:22 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No, he's still asleep. Just in my bed
Dec 12, 2022, 8:28:20 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm surprised he didn't get up when girls were being loud
Dec 12, 2022, 8:28:43 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I thought he would. That's why I mentioned bringing him to me if he did. K was being a whiny butt.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:28:57 AM
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Cassie:
She was outside screaming
Dec 12, 2022, 8:29:03 AM
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Me:
A didn't seem like she was being too bad.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:29:31 AM
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Cassie:
Not really . But Kynsley was making me crazy
Dec 12, 2022, 8:29:39 AM
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Me:
I bet
Dec 12, 2022, 8:36:46 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Ugh. I don't know why but I do not feel well
Dec 12, 2022, 8:37:25 AM
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Cassie:
Not good
Dec 12, 2022, 8:39:58 AM
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Me:
This is big.
https://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/americas/nuclear-fusion-lawrence-livermore-laboratory-b2243247.html
Dec 12, 2022, 8:41:52 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Damn
Dec 12, 2022, 8:44:18 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
If they can get that working safely and consistently, energy will be cheaper. It'll also be neat to have a mini sun down the street
Dec 12, 2022, 8:46:22 AM
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Cassie:
Yeah that's true
Dec 12, 2022, 8:51:12 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
They've been trying to do this for 70 or so years. So nothing is changing tomorrow n
Dec 12, 2022, 9:02:35 AM
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Cassie:
Yeah I'm sure it won't be any time soon
Dec 12, 2022, 9:03:24 AM
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Me:
One of the ideas for affordable and climate friendly energy is mini nuclear reactors in like every neighborhood. It's pretty neat.
Dec 12, 2022, 9:12:42 AM
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Cassie:
Busy today ?
Dec 12, 2022, 9:13:44 AM
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Me:
A little. What's up
Dec 12, 2022, 9:15:24 AM
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Cassie:
Nothing just making conversation
Dec 12, 2022, 9:16:09 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Just normal shit. Doing system checks, documenting them, passing them off to someone else.
Dec 12, 2022, 9:16:23 AM
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Me:
Sawyer is up now. He's coughing a bit though. Sounds like shit
Dec 12, 2022, 9:18:36 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah. are his eyes crusty ?
Dec 12, 2022, 9:18:56 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Doesn't look like it. Runny nose though
Dec 12, 2022, 9:26:53 AM
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Cassie:
His eyes were yesterday
Dec 12, 2022, 9:28:05 AM
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Me:
He sounds terrible
Dec 12, 2022, 9:28:43 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
It's going to be a rough two hours
Dec 12, 2022, 9:29:57 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Tired?
Dec 12, 2022, 9:30:57 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No.. I need to get to the house
Dec 12, 2022, 9:31:17 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Oh boy
Dec 12, 2022, 9:55:47 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I hope it's not just #2, the bathrooms can't be that bad.
Dec 12, 2022, 9:57:06 AM
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Cassie:
Yeah I am not using the bathroom here nope.
Dec 12, 2022, 10:07:54 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Ugh. Sawyer just said that he doesn't feel good.
Dec 12, 2022, 10:08:36 AM
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Cassie:
Fantastic
Dec 12, 2022, 10:12:53 AM
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Me:
He just looks miserable
Dec 12, 2022, 10:13:02 AM
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Me:
I'm going to see what meds we have
Dec 12, 2022, 10:26:12 AM
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Cassie:
Well she's letting us leave much earlier
Dec 12, 2022, 10:31:29 AM
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Me:
Kind of even more of a waste
Dec 12, 2022, 10:31:55 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah I'm on interstate
Dec 12, 2022, 10:33:08 AM
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Me:
Nice
Dec 12, 2022, 10:33:35 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Probably good thing I have to use the bathroom
Dec 12, 2022, 10:34:44 AM
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Cassie:
Can you send some money?
Dec 12, 2022, 10:35:29 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah
Dec 12, 2022, 10:35:45 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Like, how much?
Dec 12, 2022, 10:36:12 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Enough for cigs drinks and some gas
Dec 12, 2022, 10:37:23 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I figured you got gas this morning. I guess I'll send like 60. I'm running low and I want to make sure I have funds in case I need to buy some things for my car.
Dec 12, 2022, 10:38:51 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No I would have been late and I was just trying to get there
Dec 12, 2022, 10:39:02 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Alright
Dec 12, 2022, 10:40:37 AM
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Cassie:
Why are you mad at me not
Dec 12, 2022, 10:40:41 AM
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Cassie:
Now
Dec 12, 2022, 10:40:43 AM
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Me:
I'm not
Dec 12, 2022, 10:59:47 AM
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Me:
ETA?
Dec 12, 2022, 11:00:16 AM
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Cassie:
Getting ready to stop at marathon
Dec 12, 2022, 11:05:37 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Okay. Thanks.
Dec 12, 2022, 11:09:50 AM
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Cassie:
Left marathon
Dec 12, 2022, 11:24:43 AM
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Cassie:
You give him any Tylenol or anything
Dec 12, 2022, 11:25:58 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I have not. Sorry.
Dec 12, 2022, 11:26:30 AM
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Cassie:
He's running a fever but I have no thermometer to see
Dec 12, 2022, 11:26:52 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Ugh. This is why I always put it away
Dec 12, 2022, 11:37:01 AM
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Me:
I have another meeting in a few minutes
Dec 12, 2022, 11:37:54 AM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You definitely could have slept in bed with me last night. I pretty much passed right out and you went to bed too. I'm just going to stop asking and bringing it up. You can sleep in the bed whenever you want.
Dec 12, 2022, 11:37:55 AM
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Cassie:
I'm confused where is the rest of the leggings
Dec 12, 2022, 11:38:26 AM
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Me:
On the floor, apparently
Dec 12, 2022, 11:38:57 AM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And they 90$ Pair of leggings 🤣🤣 they run out of fabric
Dec 12, 2022, 11:40:41 AM
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Cassie:
I actually didn't pass out I was awake until almost 5
Dec 12, 2022, 11:41:04 AM
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Me:
Maybe you would've gone to sleep earlier then.
Dec 12, 2022, 11:42:23 AM
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Cassie:
A good possibility
Dec 12, 2022, 11:43:01 AM
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Me:
Don't do all my stuff...
Dec 12, 2022, 11:43:22 AM
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Cassie:
I didn't
Dec 12, 2022, 11:43:27 AM
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Cassie:
Even touch it
Dec 12, 2022, 11:44:28 AM
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Me:
Yet
Dec 12, 2022, 11:44:46 AM
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Cassie:
I mean you have more
Dec 12, 2022, 11:44:54 AM
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Me:
Not much
Dec 12, 2022, 11:45:54 AM
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Cassie:
You had a bunch of crystals in the bathroom
Dec 12, 2022, 11:46:32 AM
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Me:
This is why mine lasts. I dont just do a bunch.
Dec 12, 2022, 11:46:40 AM
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Cassie:
Or rocks
Dec 12, 2022, 11:49:49 AM
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Me:
See? I try not to hide things from you.
Dec 12, 2022, 11:51:06 AM
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Cassie:
Yes
Dec 12, 2022, 12:07:05 PM
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Me:
Are you busy?
Dec 12, 2022, 12:07:47 PM
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Cassie:
No why.
Dec 12, 2022, 12:16:59 PM
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Me:
I was wondering if you'd be able to get me something to eat. If not, i can in a bit.
Dec 12, 2022, 12:17:44 PM
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Cassie:
I was already working on it
Dec 12, 2022, 12:17:58 PM
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Me:
Oh, okay. Thank you
Dec 12, 2022, 12:23:36 PM
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Me:
What's wrong
Dec 12, 2022, 12:26:29 PM
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Cassie:
Just tired and all he wants me to do is sit on the couch
Dec 12, 2022, 12:26:46 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Ugh. He doesn't feel good. I hate it.
Dec 12, 2022, 12:27:14 PM
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Me:
I think boomer is barking
Dec 12, 2022, 12:27:26 PM
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Cassie:
He is
Dec 12, 2022, 12:28:54 PM
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Cassie:
I wanted to get stuff done that's not happening
Dec 12, 2022, 12:33:33 PM
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Me:
I'm sorry. He can come in here if he wants. I'm out of the meeting
Dec 12, 2022, 12:34:34 PM
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Cassie:
No he doesn't want to leave my side
Dec 12, 2022, 12:35:07 PM
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Me:
Ugh
Dec 12, 2022, 12:35:24 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Oh well
Dec 12, 2022, 12:38:08 PM
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Me:
Ideas for dinner?
Dec 12, 2022, 12:38:56 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I don't know . I wanted to do lasagna but not enough cheese
Dec 12, 2022, 12:39:22 PM
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Me:
I can run to the store after work.
Dec 12, 2022, 12:39:32 PM
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Me:
Do we have ground beef?
Dec 12, 2022, 12:40:07 PM
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Cassie:
What's left of that 5 lb thing
Dec 12, 2022, 1:16:56 PM
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Me:
Fuck a whole bunch of Mondays
Dec 12, 2022, 1:19:49 PM
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Cassie:
Yep. They are always shit
Dec 12, 2022, 1:19:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And Kirk is messaging me
Dec 12, 2022, 1:29:32 PM
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Me:
About
Dec 12, 2022, 1:30:07 PM
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Cassie:
I don't know I haven't opened it. It says "hay" so far
Dec 12, 2022, 1:36:15 PM
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Me:
Lol
Dec 12, 2022, 1:50:23 PM
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Me:
Was the truck here, when you got here
Dec 12, 2022, 1:51:54 PM
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Cassie:
Yes
Dec 12, 2022, 1:52:20 PM
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Me:
I wonder if its gone now. Because I didn't tell him you were home or going to be home early
Dec 12, 2022, 1:53:45 PM
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Cassie:
No idea. He never messaged again
Dec 12, 2022, 1:55:00 PM
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Me:
Oh well. Not your problem
Dec 12, 2022, 1:56:01 PM
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Me:
I feel weird.
Dec 12, 2022, 1:57:09 PM
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Cassie:
Why
Dec 12, 2022, 1:57:45 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I really don't like that it has the rebel flags all over it
Dec 12, 2022, 1:58:18 PM
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Me:
I dunno.
Yeah, agreed. He wanted me to put one up here and I was like, no. That's too much.
Dec 12, 2022, 1:58:44 PM
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Cassie:
It makes me uncomfortable knowing there a few black
People in this neighborhood
Dec 12, 2022, 2:00:01 PM
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Me:
Regardless. Even if it was all white people, I wouldn't want it.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:00:11 PM
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Me:
Not my ancestry.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:00:29 PM
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Cassie:
Yeah well last thing I want is being called racist all that shit
Dec 12, 2022, 2:01:14 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
People are just stupid. Too fucking sensitive. Someone will be offended regardless of what we do.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:05:21 PM
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Me:
I am certainly not putting up a confederate battle flag.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:06:11 PM
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Cassie:
No I would tear that down so fast.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:06:32 PM
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Me:
Okay.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:06:52 PM
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Cassie:
Good conversation
Dec 12, 2022, 2:07:25 PM
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Me:
You're the one who got hateful. I straight up said I wouldn't do it.
Dec 12, 2022, 2:08:41 PM
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Cassie:
I wish he would nap with me
Dec 12, 2022, 3:25:55 PM
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Me:
Apparently I fell asleep for a few minutes just sitting here. Oops
Dec 12, 2022, 3:26:29 PM
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Cassie:
I'm working on it
Dec 12, 2022, 3:26:49 PM
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Me:
Others will be here very soon
Dec 12, 2022, 3:28:17 PM
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Cassie:
Who
Dec 12, 2022, 3:28:33 PM
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Me:
The other kids. I think they just walked in, right?
Dec 12, 2022, 3:30:05 PM
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Cassie:
Yes
Dec 12, 2022, 3:45:40 PM
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Me:
Sorry. I am in here
Dec 12, 2022, 4:01:14 PM
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Me:
Fuck. I wish I would've remembered about my ticket before now
Dec 12, 2022, 4:08:16 PM
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Cassie:
Yeah .you need to keep avoiding it
Dec 12, 2022, 4:08:35 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'm not avoiding it. I just forgot.
Dec 12, 2022, 4:08:41 PM
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Cassie:
Quit
Dec 12, 2022, 4:10:36 PM
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Me:
I wish I knew how much it'd be
Dec 12, 2022, 4:11:42 PM
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Cassie:
Yeah probably call and ask....
Dec 12, 2022, 4:12:20 PM
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Me:
Okay
Dec 12, 2022, 4:23:56 PM
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Me:
Still want me to go get cheese?
Dec 12, 2022, 4:25:36 PM
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Cassie:
Yeah if you want
Dec 12, 2022, 4:26:57 PM
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Me:
Okay. Kirk is wanting me to pick him up and I guess bring him here so he can get his truck... Are you okay with that?
Dec 12, 2022, 4:27:21 PM
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Me:
I can grab him, go to Piggly wiggly, and come back
Dec 12, 2022, 4:27:46 PM
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Cassie:
Yeah I guess. Ricky has practice this evening at 730
Dec 12, 2022, 4:28:02 PM
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Me:
I plan on leaving in like 2
Dec 12, 2022, 4:28:59 PM
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Cassie:
Where are you
Dec 12, 2022, 4:29:10 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
In my room
Dec 12, 2022, 4:29:38 PM
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Cassie:
Oh I thought you were in garage
Dec 12, 2022, 4:30:06 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I came up here a few minutes ago. Remember I have Sawyer goldfish?
Dec 12, 2022, 4:30:34 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Oh
Dec 12, 2022, 4:47:32 PM
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Cassie:
I need some damn fresh air
Dec 12, 2022, 4:47:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I want to install an exhaust fan in there.
Dec 12, 2022, 4:48:40 PM
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Cassie:
I can't breathe in here
Dec 12, 2022, 4:49:22 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I didn't mean for it to be so hot. Its just a portion to climb up there to change the temp
Dec 12, 2022, 4:49:45 PM
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Me:
Pain not portion. Wtf
Dec 12, 2022, 4:52:25 PM
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Cassie:
It feels way better outside.
Dec 12, 2022, 4:52:53 PM
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Me:
Lol for a little while
Dec 12, 2022, 4:53:43 PM
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Cassie:
No I am having hot flashes
Dec 12, 2022, 4:53:54 PM
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Me:
What was the shirt you were wearing yesterday? Did it have like a lace type thing at the top, along your chest?
Dec 12, 2022, 4:54:03 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
That's weird
Dec 12, 2022, 4:57:30 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Bread?
Dec 12, 2022, 4:57:37 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Butter?
Dec 12, 2022, 4:58:06 PM
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Cassie:
Bread and butter
Dec 12, 2022, 4:58:10 PM
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Cassie:
It's a bra
Dec 12, 2022, 4:58:23 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Oh.
Dec 12, 2022, 4:58:50 PM
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Me:
Not a big fan that everyone can see it but I thought it was hot
Dec 12, 2022, 4:59:00 PM
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Cassie:
It's mesh at the top it's a sports bra
Dec 12, 2022, 4:59:54 PM
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Me:
Yeah, that's hot.
Dec 12, 2022, 5:00:28 PM
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Cassie:
It's supposed to help with sweat so it's not stuck to you
Dec 12, 2022, 5:00:48 PM
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Me:
Making me sweat
Dec 12, 2022, 5:01:04 PM
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Me:
😃
Dec 12, 2022, 5:02:05 PM
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Cassie:
Yeah I like it. It's not so constricting like most sports bras are
Dec 12, 2022, 5:02:55 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, I like it too
Dec 12, 2022, 5:03:38 PM
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Me:
Yeah, I know I'm odd.
Dec 12, 2022, 5:03:58 PM
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Cassie:
I didn't say that. But I am glad you noticed it ;)
Dec 12, 2022, 5:04:31 PM
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Me:
I meant to ask yesterday but it slipped my mind. I definitely have a chub. I need to stop before I get to the storen
Dec 12, 2022, 5:04:53 PM
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Cassie:
And isn't Kirk with you lol
Dec 12, 2022, 5:07:36 PM
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Me:
Just got him
Dec 12, 2022, 5:08:14 PM
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Cassie:
Well hopefully it's gone lol
Dec 12, 2022, 5:30:41 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Almost back
Dec 12, 2022, 5:31:25 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I flew away
Dec 12, 2022, 5:32:17 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Don't threaten me with a good time
Dec 12, 2022, 5:32:50 PM
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Cassie:
I wish
Dec 12, 2022, 6:12:13 PM
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Me:
Please pay attention here
Dec 12, 2022, 6:13:01 PM
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Cassie:
Yeah I know well this is ridiculous
Dec 12, 2022, 6:13:05 PM
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Me:
Coming!
Dec 12, 2022, 7:38:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I think if we get back into the structure we had in Culpeper, you doing much better with the massive fights, and me not drinking as much, we can have a good relationship and hopefully a happy, functioning family.
Dec 12, 2022, 7:41:57 PM
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Me:
And obviously it takes more than just that.
Dec 12, 2022, 7:49:19 PM
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Cassie:
I don't know what kind of structure we had in Culpeper.
I just don't know how to get out of this funk I'm in. This is not just a magic fix.
Dec 12, 2022, 7:50:22 PM
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Me:
I didn't say it was. And if you can't even get a little enthusiastic and put some effort in, there is no point in me trying. Because I can't do this all on my own.
Dec 12, 2022, 7:52:58 PM
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Me:
I tried to keep things light hearted in the kitchen, and tried to play around with you -- and I don't just mean sexually -- to keep things fun. I have to get out of my funk too. We have to be playful and goofy. I've been too serious. I can't do that all the time.
Dec 12, 2022, 7:58:37 PM
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Cassie:
I feel like you're going to butter me up do all these things for a brief while and then it will be back to same thing. So yes, I have some reservations about it
And I don't want you faking it .
And I am sure me saying this will start an argument.
I appreciate you coming in there and helping me with dinner. But, one day doesn't fix everything. I believe you think it is .
Dec 12, 2022, 8:00:28 PM
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Me:
Alright man. You know, a lot of this is because of you bitching at me for so many years. I got tired of it and I was extremely depressed. You did some fucked up shit and I've been trying to get past that. But, you're just not going to put any effort in. Then I won't either. I will survive on my own. It wouldn't be my first time. I want to be with you but I am not going to be your bitch anymore.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:01:45 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You didn't read anything I said.
And I knew me replying back was going to cause an argument .
Dec 12, 2022, 8:02:22 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I can't pretend like everything is rainbows and unicorns and they are not .
Dec 12, 2022, 8:03:08 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I read all of it.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:03:33 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
So, im supposed to pretend you weren't doing what you did but you can't get a little enthusiasm?
Dec 12, 2022, 8:04:46 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I didn't say that. But I am not going to pretend like we are one big happy family
Dec 12, 2022, 8:05:12 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
What effort are you putting in?
Dec 12, 2022, 8:06:40 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I don't know. I just feel stupid
Dec 12, 2022, 8:07:03 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Great. I'm done trying.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:07:40 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
See you want to jump in full speed ahead and that's not addressing anything
Dec 12, 2022, 8:08:42 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You're not even trying. I have to mention for you to even say thank you.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:08:46 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
So everything you did tonight was just pretend I guess
Dec 12, 2022, 8:08:55 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No, I am trying. You are not.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:09:28 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah one evening. And you think that makes it all better
Dec 12, 2022, 8:09:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Did I say that? No. I have still been cleaning and doing laundry. Have I bitched about it? Nope.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:11:21 PM
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Cassie:
And I have been cleaning to. Just not as much as you want me to
Dec 12, 2022, 8:12:30 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm going to my room.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:12:33 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Okay. See, this will never work. You're still going to dwell on the past. You're never going to let shit go.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:14:11 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm really upset right now.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:14:34 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, I am too. I wanted to put some effort in and try to make this work. But you clearly do not.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:14:56 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And no, not just today. I've been saying this. For months.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:16:22 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You just want someone new. You want something completely different.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:17:33 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
No that's not it . I'm struggling with you actually keeping up with you know spending time with me and the kids. Because we have have done this before and it lasted a month and back to same stuff .
Dec 12, 2022, 8:19:12 PM
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Me:
Because you don't keep up with your end of the relationship. It ends up with me doing the vast majority of the cleaning and laundry, etc.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:19:23 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And you still overspending.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:19:46 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah you put effort in today. But it's one day. That's what you are not understanding.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:19:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I am understanding very well.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:21:50 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm just going to stay up here .
Dec 12, 2022, 8:23:46 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I give up. You aren't going to put any effort in but expect me to do everything again. I'm not doing it. Night.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:24:24 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah see one day of you putting effort it's supposed to just go back to normal. You're not even giving me a chance
Dec 12, 2022, 8:25:13 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I've tried for fucking months. You still talked to that cocksucker.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:25:48 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
But have you actually been trying to hang out with me other than bed and in the garage ?!!
Dec 12, 2022, 8:26:31 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
If we aren't happy together, theres no reason to go out and act like it.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:27:16 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You told me I had to clean more, stop the crazy fights, or calling the cops
Dec 12, 2022, 8:28:00 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
But you still talked to that mother fucker and just went to his fucking house!
Dec 12, 2022, 8:28:18 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I have been trying to get the fuck over it but you act like it should be a boom and done thing
Dec 12, 2022, 8:28:20 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And I asked for you to spend time with us and you did today.
I still have to come hang out in the garage to have conversations
Dec 12, 2022, 8:28:47 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
And you are acting like fixing our relationship is boom and done thing
Dec 12, 2022, 8:28:48 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
My car is in fucking pieces. And we can't have conversations around the kids
Dec 12, 2022, 8:29:50 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No, but we have to put effort in. And if you just sit around and do this shit, what does it help?!
Dec 12, 2022, 8:30:26 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You said you put it all bXk together it was done and it's not .
Dec 12, 2022, 8:30:36 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I did not say that.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:30:55 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You said you had all the stuff back on that you needed to
Dec 12, 2022, 8:30:56 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I said it was almost done. I haven't been able to put any time in this evening. I decided to spend time with you instead.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:31:06 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
My fucking mistake apparently
Dec 12, 2022, 8:31:09 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No, I did not.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:31:25 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
That's what you said last night
Dec 12, 2022, 8:31:51 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I can't stop crying .
Dec 12, 2022, 8:31:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No, it isn't. I said I wanted to. I decided to go to bed instead
Dec 12, 2022, 8:33:11 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You did this. I did not want a fight. I have explicitly been avoiding anything that would cause one. But you just couldn't be fucking happy.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:33:21 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Which speaks volumes.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:33:27 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
K better be out of the shower.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:33:59 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
She is .
Dec 12, 2022, 8:34:35 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'll talk to you later. This is fucking ridiculous. This is what I get for trying.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:35:06 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I want you to come up here
Dec 12, 2022, 8:35:41 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm in my room
Dec 12, 2022, 8:36:08 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm sure you won't since you're mad at me .
Dec 12, 2022, 8:36:56 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Great thanks
Dec 12, 2022, 8:37:52 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
K bye
Dec 12, 2022, 8:39:26 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I figured you blocked me what's new
Dec 12, 2022, 8:40:11 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I didn't. I'm not going in there. This is bullshit. I fucking tried and you couldn't bother.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:40:51 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I'm not trying to have sex. I just need you to hold me.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:41:08 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
A relationship is never just a one time thing. It's a constant effort. It's constantly having to compromise and work on things.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:41:31 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You still hide shit and lie to me but you want me to just overlook those things.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:42:13 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I am not doing that right now. Sorry. You've put me in a bad mood. I was in a good mood and have been trying to help you. It fucking bit me in the ass.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:42:14 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Okay just forget it . I hope I die. I'm done with it .
Dec 12, 2022, 8:43:09 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Why the fuck did you have to do this?? Why couldn't you just agree and move on?
Dec 12, 2022, 8:44:06 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Agree and move on ?
Dec 12, 2022, 8:44:35 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
To what I said earlier! You just had to get an attitude. Why??
Dec 12, 2022, 8:45:41 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Because you've given up. It's alright. Just be honest.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:45:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I didn't get an attitude I was trying to tell you how I was feeling
Dec 12, 2022, 8:47:20 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
There is always a better way to say something.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:47:46 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Because you are so perfect at that .
Dec 12, 2022, 8:48:22 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Was that necessary??
Dec 12, 2022, 8:48:45 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, I'm going to give you some space. I am tired of the constant fighting. I can't keep doing it.
Dec 12, 2022, 8:49:17 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Yeah it's always my fault. Great.
Dec 12, 2022, 9:19:59 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I know you don't want me out there.
Dec 12, 2022, 9:22:29 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
So I won't bother coming out there.
Dec 12, 2022, 9:26:35 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Yeah, I don't want you but I'm the one who keeps putting in effort.
Dec 12, 2022, 9:28:01 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I said want me out there
Dec 12, 2022, 9:30:53 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
See, you just don't want me. Just be honest. If that's the case then do be it. It'll suck but I don't want to live like this. We've been doing it for too long. That's why I tried today. And you just couldn't.
Dec 12, 2022, 9:31:40 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
So you were only going to try one day ?
Dec 12, 2022, 9:34:50 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No, I've been trying for months. But as you've now told me twice, you need time to adjust.
Dec 12, 2022, 9:35:06 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I did not say that twice
Dec 12, 2022, 9:36:27 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
You have. Before Saturday it was about a month and a half ago. You were at Jesse's too.
Dec 12, 2022, 9:36:50 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I did not say I need time to adjust. I only said that once
Dec 12, 2022, 9:39:58 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I know you did. I know it. I guess I'll have to find it.
Dec 12, 2022, 9:41:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
I have fucked everything up like usual. I literally do not want to be alive anymore
Dec 12, 2022, 9:42:51 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Jesus. And now you're going to want sympathy from me. I just don't understand why you need to fight all the time. You clearly do not want to be with me
Dec 12, 2022, 9:43:43 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
You are acting like I'm the only who starts arguments
Dec 12, 2022, 9:43:55 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No, I am not.
Dec 12, 2022, 9:44:44 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I do not want to argue all night again. I can't keep doing it. Jesus
Dec 12, 2022, 9:45:59 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
If I don't go to school tomorrow, will you take day off
Dec 12, 2022, 9:46:38 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I can't. I would love to but I have shit I need to do
Dec 12, 2022, 9:47:05 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Okay
Dec 12, 2022, 9:47:32 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
What are you wanting to do
Dec 12, 2022, 9:47:38 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I may be able to shift my hours
Dec 12, 2022, 9:47:50 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Just hang out with me
Dec 12, 2022, 9:48:18 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Okay, so how about I try to get some early hours in and take the afternoon off
Dec 12, 2022, 9:49:03 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Just never mind. Maybe we do a whole day Saturday
Dec 12, 2022, 9:49:21 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
See? Nothing is good enough
Dec 12, 2022, 9:50:01 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
It's not that. We supposed to be doing important stuff tomorrow .
Dec 12, 2022, 9:50:54 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
But I may not even get to go since Sawyer is running a fever
Dec 12, 2022, 9:51:30 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
I'll keep him.
Dec 12, 2022, 9:51:36 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
Do we have Tylenol and ibuprofen
Dec 12, 2022, 9:52:07 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
And cold type medicine
Dec 12, 2022, 9:52:08 PM
Eastern Time:
Cassie:
Tylenol. No I'll just stay here.
Dec 12, 2022, 9:52:23 PM
Eastern Time:
Me:
No, you have class. I can do it
Dec 12, 2022, 9:52:55 PM
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Me:
Why work from home if I can't take advantage of it
Dec 12, 2022, 9:53:02 PM
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Cassie:
Sort of but he will not take it. He hates the taste and will just spit it out
Dec 12, 2022, 9:53:24 PM
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Cassie:
But I kind of want to stay here with you
Dec 12, 2022, 9:53:49 PM
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Me:
He does better with me than he does with you
Dec 12, 2022, 9:53:49 PM
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Cassie:
Ugh I still haven't got shampoo and such. Dammit
Dec 12, 2022, 9:54:00 PM
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Me:
With medicine, that is
Dec 12, 2022, 9:54:14 PM
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Me:
I really don't have much money
Dec 12, 2022, 9:54:34 PM
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Me:
And I need to pay my citation before the 20th, I believe
Dec 12, 2022, 9:55:01 PM
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Me:
I just had to pay 25 extra dollars on a toll in VA because it didn't read my ezpass
Dec 12, 2022, 9:55:20 PM
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Cassie:
Honestly, im too emotional to go to school. I took a shower hoping that would help me stop crying . Nope
Dec 12, 2022, 9:55:38 PM
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Cassie:
When were you at a toll?
Dec 12, 2022, 9:55:50 PM
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Me:
Greenway
Dec 12, 2022, 9:56:03 PM
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Me:
Dulles toll road
Dec 12, 2022, 9:56:16 PM
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Cassie:
Uh when were you at Dulles
Dec 12, 2022, 9:56:23 PM
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Me:
And all of 66 from the belt way in is tolls now
Dec 12, 2022, 9:56:35 PM
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Me:
Uh, when I went to VA for work
Dec 12, 2022, 9:56:42 PM
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Me:
They are just now sending the letter
Dec 12, 2022, 9:56:47 PM
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Cassie:
That's was a few months ago
Dec 12, 2022, 9:56:58 PM
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Me:
September
Dec 12, 2022, 9:57:09 PM
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Me:
The letter is on my desk
Dec 12, 2022, 9:57:09 PM
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Cassie:
3 months ago
Dec 12, 2022, 9:57:28 PM
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Me:
Not my fault. I can't do anything about that
Dec 12, 2022, 9:57:53 PM
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Cassie:
Okay just curious
Dec 12, 2022, 9:58:14 PM
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Me:
Seems like you're accusing me
Dec 12, 2022, 9:58:34 PM
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Cassie:
No. I just thought you weren't out there after that
Dec 12, 2022, 9:59:08 PM
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Me:
And I wasnt. You were accusing me.
Dec 12, 2022, 9:59:39 PM
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Cassie:
Okay I wasn't trying to.
Dec 12, 2022, 9:59:55 PM
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Me:
Ugh
Dec 12, 2022, 10:03:30 PM
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Me:
It's never going to stop, is it?
Dec 12, 2022, 10:04:08 PM
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Cassie:
I want to try to and try to let go of things
Dec 12, 2022, 10:04:44 PM
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Cassie:
I really wish you would try marriage counseling with me.
Dec 12, 2022, 10:04:56 PM
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Me:
At the expense of my mental health.
Dec 12, 2022, 10:05:41 PM
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Me:
What are you expecting them to do?? You won't even try the things I have mentioned.
Dec 12, 2022, 10:05:42 PM
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Cassie:
So going to marriage counseling is at the expense of your mental health
Dec 12, 2022, 10:06:01 PM
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Me:
No, you only trying to let go of things
Dec 12, 2022, 10:06:38 PM
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Cassie:
I don't know help us get over stuff and help work through it
Dec 12, 2022, 10:07:18 PM
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Me:
Maybe if you'd try some of the things I have mentioned, we could. I am willing to work on shit. I keep saying this and doing it. But again, it takes two
Dec 12, 2022, 10:08:54 PM
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Cassie:
You won't try that though, will you ?
Dec 12, 2022, 10:09:48 PM
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Me:
Why should I do something I'm very uncomfortable with, when you won't even put an evenings worth of effort in?
Dec 12, 2022, 10:10:38 PM
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Me:
I'd be more willing to try shit if you at least showed effort and that you cared.
Dec 12, 2022, 10:11:06 PM
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Cassie:
I did hang out with you in the kitchen. I liked you helping me cook
Dec 12, 2022, 10:11:45 PM
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Me:
Then you left, which I was fine with. But you gave me attitude about the plates being ready. I was still cooking and prepping.
Dec 12, 2022, 10:12:52 PM
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Cassie:
No I asked if you had made plates . I didn't say anything else
Dec 12, 2022, 10:13:05 PM
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Me:
Tone matters.
Dec 12, 2022, 10:13:24 PM
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Me:
I didn't make a fuss about it. I just did it.
Dec 12, 2022, 10:13:35 PM
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Cassie:
I left because it was in the oven I didn't need to do anything else
Dec 12, 2022, 10:13:40 PM
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Me:
Thats not what bothered me. It's too starting this shit because I'm trying.
Dec 12, 2022, 10:13:56 PM
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Me:
Set out plates? Forks? Napkins ? Start clean up?
Dec 12, 2022, 10:15:58 PM
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Cassie:
So I cannot have feelings?
Dec 12, 2022, 10:16:34 PM
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Me:
No one said that. But you're just so negative about everything
Dec 12, 2022, 10:17:56 PM
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Cassie:
I don't want to be. But we also don't have a very great track record when we have said making changes it doesn't mash very long. And that stresses me out
Dec 12, 2022, 10:18:30 PM
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Me:
Maybe because you are so negative about it? You never think it's going to succeed.
Dec 12, 2022, 10:19:36 PM
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Cassie:
I have wanted it but it has went back to same stuff quickly after
Dec 12, 2022, 10:20:23 PM
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Me:
Wanted it doesn't not mean you think it'll succeed. There's no confidence and the first moment you don't think it's going the way you want, you blow up.
Dec 12, 2022, 10:21:50 PM
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Cassie:
Well I lack all confidence when it comes to myself and things going right.
Dec 12, 2022, 10:22:31 PM
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Me:
Sometimes you need to fake it until you make it.
Dec 12, 2022, 10:23:12 PM
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Cassie:
I don't want to be fake . That just makes things worse.
Dec 12, 2022, 10:24:29 PM
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Me:
I don't think you get it. Faking it until you make it doesn't mean you be fake about who you are. It means you have false confidence. Other people see the confidence and it instills trust and confidence.
Dec 12, 2022, 10:26:30 PM
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Cassie:
I really don't have that in myself anymore.
I have just let myself go.
Dec 12, 2022, 10:27:14 PM
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Me:
So, fake it and put a false facade on. Eventually, it rewires your brain
Dec 12, 2022, 10:27:16 PM
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Cassie:
I hate how my whole body looks . And it's my fault for not doing anything about it
Dec 12, 2022, 10:27:41 PM
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Me:
I mean, it still does something for me
Dec 12, 2022, 10:28:06 PM
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Cassie:
The girls have done something with all my makeup and I have no clue where it is . And that helped me occasionally
Dec 12, 2022, 10:28:23 PM
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Me:
That's why I gave you that small tote.
Dec 12, 2022, 10:28:33 PM
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Me:
I tried to help you. But you have to help yourself as well
Dec 12, 2022, 10:29:13 PM
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Cassie:
Small tote for what
Dec 12, 2022, 10:29:29 PM
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Me:
Your makeup
Dec 12, 2022, 10:29:49 PM
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Cassie:
Is my make up in it
Dec 12, 2022, 10:30:00 PM
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Me:
I don't even know.
Dec 12, 2022, 10:30:05 PM
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Me:
I think it's in fylixs closet
Dec 12, 2022, 10:30:12 PM
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Cassie:
Tell the boys to go to bed!!
Dec 12, 2022, 10:30:18 PM
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Cassie:
Wtf.
Dec 12, 2022, 10:30:26 PM
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Me:
Okay. 1 sec
Dec 12, 2022, 10:30:36 PM
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Me:
I set it all up for you. So they wouldn't waste it all
Dec 12, 2022, 10:31:10 PM
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Cassie:
I l didn't even know it was in there
Dec 12, 2022, 10:35:56 PM
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Cassie:
Well damn I haven't seen that in forever
Dec 12, 2022, 10:36:05 PM
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Cassie:
I thought they threw it away
Dec 12, 2022, 10:37:56 PM
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Cassie:
So weird they waited this long
Dec 12, 2022, 10:39:17 PM
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Me:
One of the issues I have is I have no problem showing you proof. You never show me proof
Dec 12, 2022, 10:39:31 PM
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Me:
Yet you still don't believe me most of the time
Dec 12, 2022, 10:39:34 PM
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Cassie:
You're probably not ready for bed are you
Dec 12, 2022, 10:40:11 PM
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Me:
No. I want to get my car done. I won't be able to tonight but it's not too far.
Dec 12, 2022, 10:40:21 PM
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Me:
Your makeup is in my closet.